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A Soldier's Heart

26

Edward,

How are you doing, babe? We're doing well. I had a touch of the flu the past couple of days. I'm sure you know that, with your mom being here while you and Masen had a skype date. I'm sorry I couldn't be on, too. I was just so wore out and felt like death. I'm happy to report, though, that I'm doing better. Masen was such a trooper; he helped your mom take care of me. We may have a future doctor on our hands.

After much consideration, I think I'm going to stop taking birth control when I go back to the doctor in March. I figure if you come home in late June early July, it will give me a few months for my body to adjust. What do you think? Do you still want to try right when you get home? I'm looking forward to you coming home, it's been lonely these last five months without you. I know I have had the toys, and we have the few so-not- rated pg skype sessions, but it's just not the same. I'm thinking that for your next deployment I'm coming with, or were going to have to clone you. I miss feeling safe in you arms, your kisses, your cock, your long fingers, and that talented tongue of yours. Gah! What those wonderful body parts can do to me! I would love for you to fuck me in my ass while using a vibrator in my pussy. Or we can use the kit to make a replica of your dick and have that in my ass while I'm fucking you reverse cow girl style. The images that go through my head makes me so hot and wet. I need you home NOW.

Remember when we got caught by deputy Newton? We thought we were so slick being in your dad's Mercedes, parked behind the movie theater. Being bent over the front console, screaming my head off while you were pounding away was not the way I wanted to get caught, but can you blame a girl when she has a man built like you. My dad about had a shit fit, then we had to pay to have your dad's car detailed not once but twice, just to make sure it was 100% clean. The fun we had before we had Masen.

Ok enough of the sex talk.

I have already sent you the gifts Masen and I got you. I hope you really like them. Masen had a hard time trying to figure out what you would want, but in the end it was all him. If I could have, I would packaged Masen and myself up and sent us to you. We miss you so much.

Alice is on bed rest from now until January 11th. That's her 36th week. She has special permission to travel to your parents“ house since your dad is a doctor and has agreed to take over her care while there. So, that's a plus. Poor Jasper is scared shitless. He's called me several times asking all kinds of questions and a lot of them go along the lines of 'Did Edward do this? Or did Edward follow through with that?' I think he needs his best friend and said friend isn't here. I'm trying to keep him calm, though. He let it slip they are having a boy for sure, but shh. He made me swear that I wouldn't tell a soul. We will definitely have a new nephew when you come home.

I wrote the letter for Rose and Emmett. I hope it helps. I had to basically sell them as the perfect parent. Which wasn't hard, they helped so mush with Masen, and still do. I also included pictures, so there is visual proof of how good they are with children. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for them. Your parents and mine also wrote letters on their behalf. We are going through so many changes as a family.

Well, I went and did it. We are now the proud owners of a German Sheppard. She will be able to come home right around New Years. I can't wait to see Masen's face. I was hoping to have it for Christmas. But the breeder isn't letting anyone take them until New Year's Eve, because they don't get their shots until after Christmas. We'll have a new dog to ring in the new year! But I'm going to end this here. I love you so much. Please be safe. Merry Christmas, Edward.

Love,

Bella

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