Tris POV

I sit on my couch and stuff another fork full of cake in my mouth. I use the excuse of "having a bad day" to be a slob today. My job doesn't start for another two days so I basically have nothing to keep me entertained. Or maybe I do. I have been so caught up with all the Four drama that I have completely neglected my friends. What did I even do before I met him? That's right, get drunk and embarrass myself with Christina and Uriah. I should be doing that now. I don't even remember the last time Chris and I had a gossip session which is total nonsense.

Four and I have successfully been avoiding each other for exactly two days which is much more of an accomplishment than it sounds. I don't miss him. That's a lie. I desperately need to see him but I don't want to be the one to approach him. Sure, I was in the wrong and used that bitchy, stubborn attitude of mine but he was the one who crossed the line.

I don't know how I'm going to tell all of this to Christina. He was her instructor too and it's going to be awkward for her. When she told me to sleep with him a while ago I know she meant just screw him once so I could brag about it. I don't know how she's going to feel if we actually dated. Emphasize if. I told him that I wasn't ready for a relationship but two days of not bathing and crying on my couch has changed me drastically. I want him. Badly. Now I know I really have to talk to Chris. She knows mostly everything about men.

"You've come to the right place, chica." She says, welcoming me into her apartment,

"Chica? What's that?"

"I don't know. It means girl in some other language."

"There's more than one language?"

"Apparently there used to be. But we aren't there to talk about that are we? Tell me everything now. It's Four isn't it? You fell in love with him?"

She grabs my arm and sits me on her bed.

"Whoa, hey, I didn't fall in love with him. I just fell for him. And I think I screwed it up and I don't know what to do now." I pout and sprawl across her bed.

"Ok, tell me what happened. And start from the very beginning because I feel there are some things that you have neglected to tell me."

And so I tell her everything.

Tobias POV

After finishing work at the control room, I figure that I should probably go talk to Zeke. I don't know where we stand or if what I did with Tris counts as breaking his bro code. He's probably just going to laugh at me for messing the whole thing up. And then Tris is going to go back for him. I can feel it. I'm probably being way too melodramatic but I can't help it. Tris is well, Tris. I guess I'm going to die alone now. She's the only one that I ever wanted. I just didn't know it till two weeks ago. I don't know how I never noticed how amazing she is during initiation. I mean sure, I was impressed that she was the first jumper, and that she willingly climbed a Ferris wheel and ranked first, but I never noticed the strength, insistence, and beauty that came with it.

I bang the secret knock on Zeke's door so he knows it's me. We have many dorky quirks to our friendship. It's not embarrassing. He open right away and we just stare at each other for a moment. The last time I saw him we both admitted to liking Tris. Right after we said it, all he said was "dibs". I got pretty pissed and just got up and left without saying anything. I don't know what he's going to say now but I hope he isn't too mad.

"Tris told me everything. Well almost everything. It's ok. Trust me. I know that you two both love each other and I'm not a douche so I won't mess with it. Congrats I guess."

"Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thanks man." I go in for the hug. We hug it out.

"So did you nail her yet?"

I smack him.

"So we're good?" I ask

"Yeah were cooler than cool. We're ice cold."

"Okay good. Then you're going to love this. I kissed her then screwed everything up."

I was right. He laughs.

"Of course you did. What the hell did you do?"

I tell him about everything that happened over the course of the week and he just sits there with a smolder on his face. He seems to be thinking.

"This is what you have to do." He starts

"What?"

"Fix it."

"Well no duh, but how?"

"That's for you to figure out. What do I look like? Your maid?"

"Well…"

"Get out and find your girl, asshole." He kicks me out of his room and I go to find Tris. I can't let her get away just because I was being too wimpy to act on my feelings for her.

Tris POV

"Oh honey, you have it bad. This is what you have to do." Christina hugs me. I needed a hug. I may have lost Tobias for good.

"You go find your boy, and you tell him how much you feel about him. He obviously is completely infatuated with you. He just doesn't know how to show it."

"You know what? You're right Christina. I mean we both like each other lot. We shouldn't let something stupid get in the way of it."

"Good."

"Good."

I sit there for a minute wondering if I'm actually going to do it. I get up to leave. I have to be brave. I can no longer be scared of having a serious relationship. I can't be terrified of the idea of someone loving me. That's selfish and cruel. Not just to me but to Tobias too. I'm done hurting him just because I can't get anything right. I wipe my eyes and leave her room but not before her freak attack.

"Wait! Your makeup! It's smeared."

"I don't think he cares, Chris."

She ignores me and starts wiping and reapplying the eyeliner to my face. I laugh. Even though she shows it in the strangest of ways, Christina loves me. I love her too. I'm not sure what I'd do without her. So instead of complaining, I thank her and hug her.

"Good luck, Tris."

"Thanks."

I leave her apartment and head out. Head out where though? So there might have been a fault to my master plan. I have no idea where he is or where to find him. Zeke.

I don't want to go to Zeke's. I already went to him once looking for him it would seem stupid to go another. But I have to do what I have to do.

I knock on his door.

There's no answer.

I knock again. Still no answer. He must not be home. I grunt and turn around. I walk about three steps until I feel a presence behind me. It's him. It's Tobias. I turn around.

"Hi" He says.

I hope you liked that chapter! I can almost smell all the fourtris happening in the next one. We are slowly nearing the end and im pretty excited, and upset. This was my first fanfic and I only wrote it because I was super bored one night. I didn't even think I was going to write more than a chapter. But its brought me so much confidence in my writing and I have only you guys to thank for that so thank you all sooo much for everything. Every review means a ton. Anway I need to vent. So I like this guy. (ikr) And I thought he liked me back but he's been texting some other girl( who is in fact the "Prettiest girl in the grade" and shes super smart and basically who every girl wants to be) and hes been flirting with her and ughh. I know they are really good friends but I read the screenshot and he was calling her perfect and pretty and ughhhhh. This is basically all you need to know about her. One time she said "I hate when people are super spoiled" As she pulls her $100 Swarovski flash drive out of her Mac book pro and puts it in her coach purse and flips her perfectly curled hair. I thought he liked me but whatever. Im sad. Ill go back to stalking Theo and eating cupcakes. Okay vent over. You didn't have to read it. This AN is going much longer than intended.

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