Seeing Seth

Chapter 25

Year 2013

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

Enchanted by Taylor Swift

Months passed and I stayed in Julliard. Every day I was learning something new. Right now I was trying to learn how to play the violin for the past two months and I've been getting better, my violin teacher says I am doing great. I plan on learning the cello next once my violin teacher thinks I've learned it. I mastered piano. Everything was going great.

These past four months just been well. My teacher says I am really good at violin. It was January now. "So how's you're violin lessons?" asked my teacher.

"Good, my teacher says I'm getting good and she says if I keep going at this progress, in a month I can start cello lessons but she'll keep me in violin so I won't forget," I say.

My teacher says softly, "You have a future of music ahead of you." I smile. "I know you will have a bright future. I can already see you on many stages."

"I can't see myself getting that far," I said. "I want to teach people how to play the instruments I'm playing or something. But one stage is just too far." My teacher chuckles as I say that, she believes I can do it.

"How's you're mother?"

"Great, my new baby sister, Richelle Olivia Cullen, is healthy and perfectly fine. I'm going to meet her in March. I'm so excited to meet my sister." My teachers nods in approval. "It'll probably be just a weekend."

"Well, I'm glad," she says. "I better get home to my family, so good night."

"Good night," I say and leave to the café for some coffee. I read my text from Ally: Still haven't found the damn Ouija board! I'm going to call my mom about it. I smile, but I really wanted to try what she suggested. But she was trying ro find it. But she didn't live in the apartment anymore, she moved in with her move with her new boyfriend, actually her fiancé, Brian.

Ally planned on getting married after she finished school, so she would get married this summer in August. And I was already invited. She already asked if I could be a bridesmaid. I was excited for her and she seemed pretty excited. Jacob was planning on coming next year in spring of 2014. I hoped it would happen real soon.

"Coffee please," I say to the girl as she goes to make it and hands me one after about five minutes. "Thank-you." I sit down. I look through the pictures of my baby sister and I rewatch the videos my mom sent.

I just smile, knowing that I was going to love her. But right now I couldn't afford to miss school, I needed to stay up with piano and violin stuff. Soon I have to get ready for cello lessons. My lfie was just too full and couldn't have any interruptions right now.

"Renesmee?" said a familiar boy voice.

"Oh my god," I say. "It's you Seth!" Seth had the dark brown hair, he was tan, and on of Jacob's friend. "It's nice to see you. What are you doing here?"

"Came to live the city life, I just applied a job here and I'm sure as hell enjoying it," was what Seth said. "So how recent have you talked to Jacob?"

"Well we write letters, tons of letters to each other," I say. "But he called me on New Years which was a total surprise. I was really happy. When was the last time he spoke to you?"

"Well we write letters to each other every few months or so," was what Seth said as he sat down across from me. "We still talk, just probably not as much as you talk to him. Which is completely fine. I don't want his army friend to think he is gay."

I laugh. "You're so ridiculous."

"That's what you always say," he says. "But was all know I am hilarious and sexy." I laugh at him as he smiles. "I told you I was hilarious."

"Where's that sexy part of you?" I asked jokingly as he chuckles.

"I don't think I should say, Jacob might get jealous, and you know." I smile. "But it doesn't matter, you don't sure as hell don't need to know. I mean damn it, you're perfect angel."

"Hell yea I am," I say.

"Oh my god, I didn't know angels cursed!"

"Well I sure am one of a kind angel."

"You sure are."

"So you're living here now," I say as he nods. "How long?"

"About two weeks, we should hang out," he says. "Because I have to get home but here's my number so you know." I nod and thank him. Seth was here, that was going to change a lot of things.

My phone started to ring as I was walking over to Seth's apartment where we were going to just catch up and watch a movie. We were just trying to be friends and I was glad I had a friend like him so Ally was busy. Kyla moved back home to be with this boy. Soon I was going to find a apartment for myself.

"Jordan, hey," I say to my cousin. I can tell he is about to cry but is holding back the tears. "What's wrong?" I asked right away.

"Nothing," he says but I can hear the hoarse in his voice. I can tell he is about to cry.

"Why the hell did you call?"

"I don't know."

"Tell me the damn problem."

"We're in Washington but I saw her kissing another guy."

"I'm sorry, have you confronted her?"

"Yea but we got in a huge fight and I broke up with her. I said some things I probably shouldn't have."

"Oh god, what did you say?"

"I called her bitch, slut, and tons of other things. I said she was bitchy slut or slutty bitch. I called her whore probably. I wish didn't say any of it. I was pissed and saying shit I don't mean. But she made her choice."

"I'm sorry, it must be really shitty."

I know Jordan is nodding. "I know."

"Can I call you later? I'm kinda going out to do something. I'll call you when I get home."

I say bye as we both hang-up and go to hang out with Seth and we both actually have a really good time. We talk and I make dinner as he makes a dessert. We watch a movie but most of the time were talking.

Later I talk to Jordan and he was going home to Florida. At that moment he said he wish he never declined that offer of scholarship. He wish he took it and did it. But now everyone was gone, all his hard work he has done was gone. He didn't know if there was a point of life. But I told him to stay confident and look to bright side. I told him if he ever thought of doing suicide, to call me.

Everything was getting crazy.