Hi Gays and Gals. I know I've been a bad writer it's been what almost a week in a half since I have updated this. I am sorry but I seemed to hit that block that everybody gets now and again. Plus I was reading a lot of other great fanfics. Sorry this is going to be a pretty short one just to get me back into the swing of things. I'll be pretty stressed for the next couple of weeks. I might have to go out on strike for my job. I really hope I don't have to but we will see what happens.
Thanks to everyone who reviewed the last two chapters!
As Spencer lay on her bed and staring up at her ceiling thinking she hears a soft knock on her door. "Come in" comes her reply. "Hey sweetie is it okay if I come in for a little bit and talk?" Spencer hears from the doorway.
"Sure Mom no problem" Spencer says while sitting up in her bed and moving over a little bit so Paula could also join her on the bed. "Spencer you now love you but I am really afraid for you. Do you really think going back to L.A. will be for the best?"
"Mom I really understand your concern but this is just something that I feel that I have to do for myself. I realized this past week that I have never really done anything for myself." Spencer tries to calmly explain. "I don't understand what you mean Spencer what about college and marring Tom who was that for?" Paula asked with confusion in her eyes.
At this question Spencer started to get tears in her eyes "It was for you Mom. I have always done everything that you have ever asked me to do. Yes I wanted to go to college but you decided where. I never wanted to marry Tom when I did but once you found Tom asked me to marry him you started planning it before I had a chance to say yes or no. I have never wanted to disappoint you Mom but sometimes it just never seems enough for you." Spencer is barley able to get the last sentence out because she is now crying so hard.
Arthur was on the other side of the door listening in. He knew how hard Spencer tried to meet her mother expectations. He could also tell that Spencer was not happy in her relationship with Tom content yes but not truly happy. Arthur slowly opens the door and walks over to Spencer and sits down and wraps his arms.
Not really understanding what just happened or where this came from Paula got up to leave. When she was about to close the door she heard Spencer call her name "Mom. I'm sorry I just dumped that on you all of a sudden I didn't mean to and I would really like to finish this talk with you I'm just physically and emotional tired with everything that has happened. I think I'm just gonna go to bed now." Spencer gets one more squeeze from her dad and her then joins Paula in the door way. "Goodnight Mom and Dad I love you" Spencer says as they both start to leave. Both reply "We love you too sweetheart."
As Spencer was finally drifting to sleep Ashley was just leaving the club.
"Ashley what the hell just happened back there? I thought we were all having a great time" asked a confused Kyla. Ashley didn't answer just kept heading to her car. "Kyla, Carman showed up and once again over stepped her bounds while dancing with Ashley" Madison explained. "Oh" was Kyla's only reaction. The three girls got into the car and drove off.
The ladies finally arrived at Ashley's house. "Thanks for driving tonight Madison. I'm sorry I made it short even for you." Ashley says while getting out of the car. "That's okay Ash we understand" Madison replied while shutting off the car and also ready to get out of the car. Kyla was also in the process of getting out. "What are you two doing?" Ashley asked. "We are going to stay with you tonight Ash" said Kyla like it was a dumb question. "And why would you two be doing that I'm a big girl and I can take care of myself." Ashley said just a little annoyed. "Its not that don't think we can take care of your self but I'm really tired and don't feel like driving Kyla home and then going back to my empty house. When I can just stay here" Madison matter of factly said. "What ever you two say I'm going up to bed I gotta work tomorrow." Ashley replied while head up to her room.
As I said it was a short one. So I was thinking about writing a chapter or two in either Spencer's or Ashley's POV let me know what you think. Also I found this great new band from another FF you all gotta check out
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