I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN THIS STORY BESIDES THE OC'S.
Meg's Point of View-
I found myself sitting on the bench facing the corner of lockers letting tears roll out of my eyes, not only did I ruin my relationship but I broke up a friendship too. I heard a woman scream along with this well-known accent say sorry as I looked over seeing Dean walking in with not a care in the world, but I couldn't help but to let out a chuckle.
"What are you doing in here Dean?" I asked.
"To see you, are you okay?"
"Am I okay? You two didn't get physical or anything?"
"No, just words…" Dean said with a shrug as he sat down beside me.
"You need to get out of here before you get kicked out and your membership revoked."
"Then let's go to the pool area where we are both welcomed." Dean said as I nodded. Dean led me to the pool area. There wasn't much to sit down at so I leaned back against the wall as Dean planted his hand beside my head as he leaned forward against that.
"I'm sorry for this whole thing Dean…now you and him will be awkward this whole weekend." I said as I regretted Dean getting involved.
"Look, you needed me and I would gladly kiss you again and again. I love you girl." Dean said as I blushed, "But girl, that big papa bear loves you more than words can describe and I'm all wrong for you. I will take you in a heartbeat and boy will the sex be great but you two need to work this out. I did my job as the pawn and I had enjoyed the fuck out of it because those squats, phew baby…" Dean said as I blushed. He grasped my hand to move to feel his hard on. "This will be a friendly reminder of you baby…but you need to go find Roman and discuss this." Dean said.
"Will you come with?" I asked nervously.
"I think I can do that because I feel like I need to apologize as well for my actions." Dean said with a wink. Dean leaned in kissing my forehead making me feel a little bit more comfortable but my nerves were going crazy to confront Roman after everything. I had hoped that Dean and Roman would fight it out and Dean did stand up for me the best he could, thank you god for that but this was my battle. I went through the woman's locker room then waited for Dean on the other side, he stepped out of the locker room where he wrapped his arm around me giving me reassurance as we headed out of the gym. There Roman was, sitting on the bench a little bit down from the gym in the plaza and he looked completely spaced out as he was leaning forward on his forearms that were resting against his knees.
"Roman." I softly said as we approached him, Roman looked up at me and I could see the hurt I had caused in his eyes. I wanted to think he was crying as well but I had never seen him cry so I wouldn't know what his eyes would look like but he stood up and all I could do was bite at my lip. "I'm sorry for my actions, I shouldn't have kissed Dean and that wasn't my intentions in this at all. I admit the kiss was a bit much but at that moment it felt right and I apologize profusely for that but I guess…I just felt like you were cheating on me with this other girl, my gut kept screaming at me that you were constantly texting her, I was becoming less interesting to you and all the signs were there…every time we came to the gym, you were right there talking to her or long periods of time leaving me alone to watch you two talk and laugh and do cardio together. I began to feel less secure and comfortable with myself because I felt like something was wrong with me Roman, like I wasn't good enough for you anymore and that you didn't like me anymore…after all that we had been through, all the hard work I thought I was losing you and I didn't want that and I tried to do anything I could to make sure that it didn't happen." I ranted on as I wiped at my eyes feeling tears threatening to escape.
"I'm sorry if I had made you feel that way baby. I did lie to you and I'm sorry for even doing that. I was texting her…" He finally admitted which was the thing that finally caused the tears to stream out of my eyes and Roman stepped forward trying to give me a hug, but I stepped out of his way shaking my head no. "But it wasn't like that, she stopped me that first day asking me if I do personal training…I tried to say no but I thought it would be extra money I could make on the side and that eventually maybe you two could be gym buddies…" Roman said trying to defend himself as he pulled out his phone going to the texts. "You can read all of our conversations." Roman said handing me the phone as I scrolled to the top of their conversations skimming over each text and all were nothing but weight loss related or work out routines, nothing more than that. "Yes, we did talk about things other than weight loss and she is a nice girl but there is nothing between us going on."
"Then why did you keep her a secret?"
"She wasn't a secret if you saw me talking to her which I knew you did."
"But why didn't you tell me sooner that you were her personal trainer and let me further believe this creative work that my mind came up with?" I asked as Roman shrugged.
"I didn't want you to get mad at me for working two jobs because between WWE and this, it barely leaves time for us."
"It doesn't Roman, I need more time for us and more time to realize that there will always be time for us."
"Alright, I'm sorry baby. I'll stop personal training, okay? It is only her and I'll focus on you okay?" Roman said, for some odd reason hearing that made me feel guilty.
"No…"
"No?" Roman and Dean asked almost in unison, this was the first time Dean spoke in the whole conversation.
"You started helping her, you need to finish it." I said as Roman smirked slightly.
"Really? I thought you were jealous and accused me of cheating with her?" Roman asked as I sighed.
"I was and am Roman. No more secretive things, next time tell me openly because I hated how I felt during this whole thing but…"
"Is that why you were always angry or having these mood swings?" Roman asked interrupting me.
"That is besides the point Roman…but I know how and where this girl is from, I was her at one point and I think that played a lot into this whole thing. I was her not that long ago and she reminds me of me so much that I was more afraid of losing you to her but with that being said, I think that she needs you too for moral support and to help her in any way to get to where she needs to be Roman. It is unfair and selfish of me to pull that one thing away from her." I said. Roman smiled and nodded as he approached me for another hug but this time I had allowed it as I wrapped my arms around his waist, my face buried into his chest as a couple more tears streamed out of my eyes but they were wiped off by the fabric of Roman's shirt.
"I'm sorry about all of this baby, I should have told you at the beginning." Roman whispered as I nodded. I snuggled closer to his embrace.
"Its okay baby, I'm sorry for kissing Dean to make things okay between us."
"I owe you one for that." He said with a chuckle, "Remember I have the remote and I'm bunking with him tonight so he'll learn soon." Roman said as I let out a low moan just thinking of what he could do with that tonight.
"Look Roman, I'm sorry but she needed my help and I was in the wrong to presume the same thing man. We cool?" Dean asked as Roman smirked.
"I guess but you know what that means?" Roman asked as Dean smirked.
"You have to reassert your dominance, right here?" Dean asked a little more excitedly than I had expected.
"Nope, tonight."
"But…" Dean began to say when he smirked, "Oh…kinky." Dean said with a boyish smile.
"Let's walk you to your car baby, we have a flight to catch." Roman said. I nodded as he leaned in giving me a kiss before his hand slipped into mine as him and Dean walked me back to the car where I gave Dean a hug.
"Thanks Dean for going along with it, and if he ever gives you beef, let me know okay?" I asked as Dean nodded.
"Will do beautiful." Dean said as he gave me another tight hug. I broke from Dean's hug as I looked to my still boyfriend with a smile as I stepped towards him pulling him into a tighter hug.
"I'll miss you baby…" Roman whispered as I felt him kiss at my neck as I smirked.
"I'll miss you too but we'll skype tonight I promise." I said.
"I know we will, you drive safe and I'll call you when we land and everything like always." Roman said. I nodded as I stepped back to look up at him as he smiled. "I love you baby girl." Roman said as he leaned down giving me a passionate kiss feeling his hand cup the back of my head to hold me in for the kiss. The kiss broke, I stared up into his beautiful eyes biting at my bottom lip as he smiled at me. "You're so beautiful baby, I love you." Roman said as he moved to push his hand through my hair knowing I was blushing. "You are mine, all mine and forever mine." Roman said softly as he was contently staring into my eyes.
"Hey love birds, we need to go." Dean said with a chuckle as I even let out a chuckle as I glanced to him then looked at Roman.
"Your ride is waiting, I love you Roman." I said with a smile as he gave me one more kiss before he broke the embrace we had going to the car with Dean. I climbed into the car that was Roman's. I drove home relaxed that things unfolded today because things could move forward from this now that things came out and even though not the way that I wanted them to do so but glad it did. I felt relieved that things worked out between us and that I was just reading too much into it but how can I be sure that I wasn't going to get jealous again. After reading those texts those thoughts were rest assured and now that it was out in the open I'm sure he would come to me or be more open about it when he was home. My trust was instantly re-put into Roman that he wasn't cheating and I wasn't worrying that he was with random girls on the road or that he was constantly talking to someone other than me. I then began to wander about what Roman was going to do tonight when we skyped, the thoughts my mind were coming up with were causing reactions that I didn't want right about now and think that those thoughts should wait until it came time for that. I got up finding myself making myself lunch and showering trying to kill time until Roman was to call me.
