Hi guys, sorry i abandoned you, i was really frustrated about my life and i had a lot of trouble at school, i promise to keep up with this and to write more often, the thing is, i started this story to please someone but now that someone is not in my life, well she is but not in the way i wanted, i used to write about what i wanted to have with her and stopped writting when we hanged out but now everything is gone so if you think i am loosing my touch and if i start writing something stupid, please let me know, thanks and i love you.
A Random Date
Things with Alex have been tough but I still love her and I hope she loves me too, I don't see her a lot since she is hanging around more with Nicky, I hope they are not into serious shit or anything like that, I am really worried and I really care about them but sometimes I feel like I cant do anything to help them. Last Friday Alex came to my house for dinner, my mom knew that something weird was going on but she pretended everything was ok. Alex stayed over that night and the next morning she left early without saying goodbye, I was really sad but I think I´m overreacting to the situation and to everything that has happened lately.
On Monday evening someone came to my place with a random box, I opened and it had a smaller box on the inside, inside that box it was a note with an address "meet me at 8 PM at school, don't be late- A" I was a little scared but I was really happy, I wondered why Alex wanted to be so mysterious but I like those games, they are really sexy. I grabbed my car keys and drove to school, I was hoping to find her standing with some flowers but what I saw was beyond my imagination. She was standing outside the school with flowers and a little black box, she held my hand and took me to the school gardens, there was a table prepared in the gardens with two plates served and my favorite ballet playing on the background.
-Al, Why are we here?
-Well baby, these days have been insane and I thought that having a random date was a good idea, am I wrong?
-No, you are right, you know that I love spending time with my girl, alone.
- And I love spending time with my girl too, you know its wonderful to be here with you, it makes me feel like I am in a dream or really high.
- I hope you meant that as a complement.
-Sure I do
-Then we are ok.
-Babe, I love you and I want you to know that.
- I love you too Al, but sometimes I think we are loosing our magic.
-What do you mean?
-Well baby, I mean we barely see each other lately and well I don't think that we are going to handle this much longer.
- Everything is going to change soon baby, I just need to finish with some business and i´ll be completely yours again.
- I hope you are saying the truth .Al I really miss you.
- And I really miss you too but I want to finish this so we can have a better life, a life together.
-What are you doing my love?
- Baby, I think it´s better for you to ignore this I don't want to drag you to my shit.
- Baby I am scared.
- You don't have to be, we´ll be fine. Trust me.
-I do.
-I Love you.
-I Love you too,
-Now lets talk about something prettier.
-Yes, like what.
-Like your eyes, your lips, your face, you.
-You are making me blush.
- I like that, I like you, I like spending time with you.
- But, do you love me?
- I do love you.
We spent the rest of the night walking around, talking about us and imagining a future together, spent some time just talking about our lives. In my head I imagined that scene with the song "There is nothing like you and I", it was perfect, lovely but it had to end. I drove her home and after I went to the store to buy some cigarrets, I don't like smoking a lot but I was really confused, I loved the moment but I was still worried about what Alex was doing and why she was so mysterious. I hope she is ok, I hope she still loves me like she used to but most important of all, I hope I can still love her the same.