So sorry it is been so long! But I'm back! I'm going to try and keep this on a regular schedule

That night Buffy and Angel and I were in the cemetery waiting for vampires to show up. Buffy and Angel were kissing next to me causing me to roll my eyes.

I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened with Snyder today. It made me want to throw up.

"I really…" Buffy started and I thought she was going to finally help me hunt.

"I know." Angel replied but then they continued to kiss.

"You know, this isn't hunting in the classical sense, Buffy we should…" I started but they just continued to kiss.

They kissed for a while before they finally broke apart.

"Okay." Angel said as they stood up.

"Okay," Buffy kissed him again. "Okay." Then they started to walk with me.

"You see anything." Buffy asked me and I finally just gave in.

"Oh you two just go, I'll watch tonight." I said and Buffy smiled at me as her and Angel ran off.

I walked around the cemetery for another few hours, I couldn't see any vampires but I could feel that someone was watching me.

"Katherine!" I heard someone yell and I turned to see Spike, Victorian Spike, running towards me.

"No, no not again." I screamed as I grabbed my head and I opened my eyes to see still in the cemetery but this time I was wearing Victorian clothes.

"Darling are you alright." Spike asked as he held my hand.

"I'm fine William." I said.

"What's wrong." He asked me and I began to cry.

"You're mother, she hates me." I sobbed. "She doesn't think I'm good enough for you."

"Katherine, you know that I love you more than anything in the world, nothing my mother says is going to change that."

Then he leaned in kissing me.

"William," I moaned as we back up my back hitting a tree. His hands were on my waist and my breathing became more raspy.

"Katherine, we shouldn't." William started as I hooked my leg around his waist pulling him closer.

"Please, please." I begged as I began to unbuckle his belt.

His lips crashed into mine as his hands began to hike up my long skirt on my dress. I felt his hands reach my undergarments and I gasped as I began to kiss his neck.

Suddenly I got a blinding headache, placing my hands against my head I closed my eyes and when I opened them again I found I was back in normal time.

As the headache subsided, I felt someone grab my shoulder, quickly I grabbed there hand and threw them over my shoulder causing them to land hard on their back. Looking down however I was horrified to find that it was Xander.

"Well, hello to you too." Xander groaned and I quickly rushed to his side.

"Oh my god Xander, I'm so sorry."

"It's fine really I didn't need a straight spine anyway," He laughed as he leaned up and kissed me. But I quickly pushed back.

"What are you doing out here." I asked as I helped him to his feet.

"I figured you would be lonely out here all with only Angel and Buffy, speaking of where are they?" He asked

"I let them leave, they were distracted anyway."

"See so it was a good thing that I came." Xander smiled as he leaned in to kiss me but I pushed him back.

"Xander it's too dangerous. You need to go home." I said seriously.

"Katherine, what's wrong." Xander asked as he placed his hand on my cheek.

"Nothing, I just…I just I need to focus, plus don't you have your egg to take care of." I said as I tried to walk away from him. I was still flustered from my vision.

"Kat." He said as he grabbed my arm.

"Please just go." I begged as I pushed him away.

"Fine." Xander huffed as he walked away.

As soon as he was a good distance away before I back into a tree sliding to the ground.

I began to sob as I pulled my knees to my chest. I could not stop thinking about how I felt about Spike. I longed to finish that vision. I wanted to feel Spike's lips on mine.

"What is wrong with you!" I screamed.

The rest of the night I just spent in the graveyard. No vampires showed up and dawn was a approaching so I decided to head back to the house.

When I got there, I found a very angry father waiting for me.

"Where have you been!" My father exclaimed.

"Dad, please don't." I said wiping my eyes. "I can't deal with this right now. I'm sorry I love you but..."

"What's wrong, what happened." My father asked as he walked up to me.

"Please, I can't, I can't…" I said as I walked over to the couch.

"Is Buffy ok…" My father asked as he sat next to me.

"She's fine, I just…"

"Did Xander say something to you."

"No, it's nothing," I took a deep breath finally calming myself down.

"Katherine," My dad said.

"Please, I know you are worried but please just trust me when I say I am fine. I just need to get some rest before we head to work ok." I said defensively as my father stood up.

"Ok," He sighed as headed up the stairs.

Quickly I laid my head down and as I fell asleep all I could think of was the feeling of Spikes lips on mine.