Okay people here's next chapter, updates should come faster now I'M OUT OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!! So tell me what you think, especially since the readers are up for a special treat in this chapter, BTW we DO have a lemon, so you've been warned.
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Month Two...
Two months.
Two months since the accident and Jake STILL didn't wake up, poor Raven was feeling terrible, no, make that dreadful Beast Boy tried ever so often to cheer her up, (and it had little effect I might add) though it was obvious to anyone who looked at him he still felt terribly guilty for the incident, Jake's state didn't help lessen his self-guilt for it.
Meanwhile Jake continued his torture as the never-ending screen continued to play those horrible flashbacks, Jake struggled to get out of the chair which was holding him prisoner, wacthing those flashbacks but as the time went on, his attempts became more and more feeble, as he actually began believing what the all- too- lively flashbacks were showing him
'they don't love you'
'they don't want you'
'they don't need you' '
they're better without you'
The voices said, Jake's mental torture continued.
Meanwhile his body remained unmoving like always except in the few times when Jake would scream in despair in his mind which then would send his body to convulsing, he was in a very delicate stage, better said, in a very critical condition.
Meanwhile in the T tower...
Beast Boy and Raven came back after a visit to their son.
"And?" Cyborg turned to them for news.
"Nothing" Beast Boy shook his head.
"He convulsed again last night" said Raven in a voice that was hardly above a whisper.
"Oh no" Bee said softly "Oh Raven!" and she embraced the young woman who began to sob in her shoulder, the male titans looked at Beast Boy expectantly but he just stood and watched Raven cry her heart out.
It broke his heart seeing her like this but what could he do? She had told him she needed her space and a few times he had tried to console her she'd turned away from him, Beast Boy couldn't blame her.
It was HIS fault her heart was broken. HIS fault that her son- their son lay dying in a hospital bed.
Just then the alarm went off...
"Report!" Robin cried getting to the main room.
Cyborg watched the screen for a minute then-
"It's the Hive Five causing trouble again" he said
"Let's get going then" Robin said "Should be easy"
"Jinx-" Kid Flash said throwing her a warning look, Jinx rolled her eyes and said
"Yeah, yeah I know. I stay here" she said before he could speak. After the last battle, after Valete's death, he'd never let her go against the Hive Five anymore, she couldn't blame him nor did she complain about it.
"Do you mind if I stay here?" Raven said in a small, fragile voice.
Everyone shared a quick concerned glance, Robin looked directly at Beast Boy who nodded
"Sure, no problem" he told her "Rest a while, you need it"
Raven nodded.
The titans left.
Jinx camee over to Raven and hugged her
"Oh Rae" she said "Oh Rae I'm so-so sorry!" Raven began to cry again and the two woman held each other, Jinx was feeling terrible, after Raven and Beast Boy, she was the most affected by Jake's serious condition, she knew, she knew how it felt to loose a loved one, to loose a child, everytime she looked at Raven now, with her pained expression after coming from the hospital, it would remind Jinx of herself, months after her baby's death, if Jake were to die...it would be like replaying the loss of her child over again.
Jinx almost lost it there and then.
Even after years from Valete's death, she and Kid Flash couldn't speak about the accident without breaking down, even after she had given birth to her third baby Kyle, she still couldn't forget the small, cold, and fragile dead corpse of a baby which she had held for a long time in the hospital, trying hard not break down.
This thought let her mind wander to another ordeal, Kyle's birth.
Flashback
After one of their many trips to the beach, Jinx had begun to feel nauseatic and, knowing the symptoms and knowing that she and Kid Flash HAD done something naughty three weeks before she'd gone straight and taken a pregnancy test, that night she'd discovered she and Kid Flash were soon-to-be parents for the third time.
At first she'd been a little panicky. Valete's memory was still fresh in her mind and she'd been scared-too scared for the baby's well-being.
That night in bed she'd told Kid Flash, he was also silent, the pain of loosing his daughter coming back to him, but after Jinx's stomach began to grow and the baby began to move about and kick, both she and Kid Flash had grown more confident over the whole ordeal.
Finally ,the day arrived when Jinx was due to have her baby, sh remembered the pain all-to well but still, she also remembered the intense happiness as Kid Flash entered holding a small, a tiny blue bundle in his arms and placed him on his waiting mother's arm, giving her a gentle kiss and parting the hair from her face
"It's a boy" he had whispered and as Jinx had looked into her son's perfect white face and caressed a strand of his red hair softly, she'd begun to cry.
End of Flashback
Now Raven regained her composure and wiped her eyes
"No" she whispered "No I need to be strong, for him, for us, my kids, my poor children who must also be suffering I-" Jinx placed a hand on Raven's lips to stop her from going any further
"Shh...don't say that don't say it, you have the right to be sad, you're a mother after all, but you need someone to be there with you- for you, you need-"
"I need Beast Boy" Raven whispered and Jinx nodded
That night...
"Woo!! That sure was a great fight!" Cyborg cried upon entering the room
"We beat those guys up!" Speedy replied
"No tuvieron oportunidad contra nosotros!!" Mas y Menos chanted together (translation: They didn't have a chance against us)
"That was great titans!" Robin told his team
"Robin" Kole spoke softly
"Yes Kole?" said Robin turning to her
"I think that may be my last battle" Kole said
"What?!? WHY?" The titans cried
"Well you see I-I-we" Kole blushed furiously "Jericho and I are goign to be parents in a few months time" she said finally, everyone was silent for a min. then-
"All riiight congratulations man!" Cyborg said and put Jericho in a bear hug, Jericho smiled and looked proudly at Kole and then the hall was filled with
'Congratulations!!!' and
'What's it going to be? Don't you know yet?' and
'Always thought Jericho and Kole made a nice pair!'
Raven and Jinx alone remained sober.
After a dry
"Congrats you guys" and a really fake smile both girls left the room, this did not go unnoticed by the titans, especially Kid Flash and Beast Boy who decided to follow them
Of course the titans knew what was wrong with Jinx, she was ALWAYS pained whenever a new baby was on the way, and, of course, what with what Raven was going now, there was no question the news wouldn't delight her.
With Kid Flash...
"Jinx" Kid Flash said softly, Jinx was sobbing her heart out in their bed as he had anticipated it
"Ignore me" Jinx urged
"No way baby" Kid Flash answered inmediately and hugged her "But babe...it's time to let go, look! You gave birth to a perfectly healthy baby boy afterwards, don't think of-of Valete anymore , think of Kyle instead, of the hapiness he brought you, think about that when a new baby comes" he told her wiping her tears,
Jinx nodded and smiled encouraginly, and dried her eyes and kissed Kid Flash with all the passion she had.
With Beast Boy...
"Raven?" he asked softly
"Yes Beast Boy?" Raven eyes, even by the dim light he could see tear tracks etched in her beautiful face
"Are you okay?" he asked her concerned.
Raven made a feeble attempt at a smile.
"Yeah...yeah I'm okay" she assured him and then without warning she was kissing him fiercely and Beast Boy kissed her back lustfully.
"Rae...Rae I missed you Rae" he cried tears pouring out his cheeks now, Raven nodded.
"I know, I missed you too" she told him quietly while stroking his face "Beast Boy, how can you ever forgive me?"
"Shh...shh baby don't say that, don't say it, I'm just glad YOU forgave ME already" he told her "Although..." he began but stopped abruptly.
"What? What?" she urged him to go on
"No, no forget it" he mumbled miserably
"No say it!" Raven said giving him a gentle shake "Beast Boy say it...please" she added, pleading.
"I-I, well, I want YOU Rae" he said then looked p apologetically at her, Raven caught up inmediately.
"I also want you" she told him and began taking his shirt off, Beast Boy pushed her hand back gently
"No Rae" he told her "Don't do this for me, please, I want you to do it for YOU"
"I AM doing it for me" Raven told him "I love you, I want you, right now" she demanded (A/N: I know I know, line copied exactly from "Eclipse")
Beast Boy sighed and began to undress himself and so on...
A couple of blissfull hours later Beast Boy and Raven were putting their clothes back on.
"That was good" Raven sighed happily
"Yeah it was" he gave a soft moan
Both of them happily kissed, their troubles, all their worries, happily, blissfully gone, forgotten.
And at that precise moment...
Jake woke up.
A/N: Yep we're nearly heading the end of the story, I hope you liked the reunion of BBRae for the moment I'm not updating for a while cuz I have depression, my best friend was positive for H1N1 and so, I'll be off 'till she gets better, I don't think I feel cheerful anymore.
Plz, I beg of you, no flames on this one, I don't think I could bear it.
Fran01 Robert Pattinson XOXO