He takes out my ponytail and press me closer to him. I can feel his arousal as our bodies are now glued together. God, I want him.

I take a peek and see that he is leading us to bed. And I just let him. Maybe I shouldn't. I was engaged to another guy yesterday and now that's off and I'm already going to bed with some new guy?

But it's not just some new guy. It's Seth. And it's crazy, but I'm head over heels for him.

He lays me down gently unto the white sheets of the guestroom bed. And I'm burning inside anticipating what's about to happen. But then, he breaks our kiss and looks down at me.

"I can stop."

NO! I scream in my mind, but I don't wanna seem so desperate to him, so I try my best to sound cool.

"Please, don't." ok, that didn't sound so cool, but he smiles down at me and I'm burning up again.

"Your wish is my command."

Oh my God, he's taking my dress off. I can't believe it. This is happening.

Wait? Is he smiling? I can feel a smile through our kiss. Did I sound too desperate a while ago and now he's making fun of me?

"What?" I pull back and ask him.

"Nothing."

"Come on, it's something. You're smiling at something! Tell me." I'm not mad, I just really am curious if I was that obvious.

"It's funny because I mentally pictured myself removing this same dress earlier tonight when I came to get you for dinner."

"Oh, so you've planned this all along, huh?"

"Oh, darling, I could only dream of this happening so soon."

"Then, you're a lucky guy, your dreams do come true."

"If that's the case, let me show you what else I've dreamt of. And something tells me you're gonna like it, because it's for your own pleasure."

"By all means, show me then."

He kisses me harder and bites my bottom lip. God, this is so sexy.

I need to feel him, his skin on mine, so I take his shirt off and press my hand on his pants, feeling how hard he is. So, I guess it's sexy for him too.

"Clearly, you dreamed of pleasuring yourself too." I wink as I joke.

"You have special powers over me."

He takes my bra off and lays me down again. He drives me crazy as he starts caressing my left breast and biting my right nipple. I moan as I feel a wave of pleasure running through my body. I grasp his back for support. I might cum just with his tongue on my breast.

This is crazy hot. He hovers over me and I moan, I want more, I don't wanna stop feeling his skin on mine. But then, he inserts one finger inside me and I loose it.

"Oh, God." I try my best not to scream as I feel him playing with his finger inside me.

Wait. He's going down on me now. He's sucking, licking all of my body. I'm a little embarrassed. What if I taste bad? What if I smell? I don't know! I panic a little. Josh was not like this in bed at all. He was very… old school maybe? That's also one of the reasons why I was so shocked when I saw him in bed like that last night.

I arch my back almost like a defensive motion. I don't think he notices, because he continues to go down on me.

"I wanna make you cum tonight."

"Please, Seth." I know it sounds like I want it, but I look down on him down on me and I don't know if I feel comfortable with that. I'm not that experienced. I know I'm almost 30, but I've been with 2 guys before Josh. My first time was on my prom night and don't really count as real sex because it was a disaster like 2 virgins together always are, I guess. My second one was a work friend and he broke my heart later on, so… Not many great experiences in the sex department. And I can see Seth is way more experienced than I am and I don't wanna seem so naïve to him.

I loose my train of thought when he slips two fingers inside me. He hits something inside and I feel something I've never helt before… and it feels sooooo good. A heat wave hits me way too strong. I don't know what's going on with me. I think something is wrong with my body. Wait. What is that? Am I peeing? I look down and see that Seth is licking it. Was that… was that me cumming? I've only read about that once, that women can actually ejaculate like men do, but I thought that was an urban legend. So, it's real? Was that what just happened to me?

Seth removes my panties with his teeth and goes back up.

"You taste so good."

I don't know what's going on with me. I'm shaking and I can't make it stop.

"Are you ok?"

"I need you inside me." That's the only thing I can think of saying, because I don't want him to think I'm such a prude. Maybe with him inside me this shake will go away. I don't know what to do! I can't think straight!

So, to divert his attention from me, I remove his pants and grasp his erection.

"As previously stated, your wish is my command."

It seems to have worked, as he kisses me again.

And now he is inside me. I feel another heat wave and grip onto his back tighter with every push. He groans. I moan. And it's so good. We're in sync.

I thank God I have a ankle brace on, that way I can blame on it for my lack of creativity in bed. Maybe he was expecting me to be crazy, jumping all over him, I don't know. But with an ankle brace, I have an excuse to just lay there.

Ok, I can't think anymore. I arch my back again, but this time not to make him go away, but to help him get even deeper inside me. I know this sex position well, this is my comfort zone, I can work with this.

Wave after wave after wave, I climax again. It's a different climax than the one before. I'm not squirting, but my body is shaking again with pleasure.

He's still thrusting, but soon enough he's also done and lay down next to me.

I look up at the ceiling. What just happened? I've never felt like this during sex before. It's like he knew all the right buttons to push. I felt in heaven. And it's so sad to realize that I've been missing out on this experience for so many years… I was settling for mediocre, when I could have gotten all of this before? All of this bliss? Stupid as I am, I start crying as I realize, finally, that I did the right thing leaving Josh behind.

"Hey, what's wrong?"

Damn, he noticed.

"Nothing." I turn around to face him. He's so amazing and I'm so thankful that I met him "Absolutely nothing is wrong."

"Then why are you crying, sweetie?" he comes closer to me.

We are facing each other. I take a deep breath and decide to be honest with him.

"I'm used to boys, I've never been with an older man."

"I'm glad I could give you the old man experience." he chuckles and I understand that phrase might have sounded not like I imagined in my mind.

"No! I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that! I'm not calling you an old man. It's just that… this, what we just had, was so different than what I'm used to know as sex."

"How so?" he sounds interested.

"Like… that… liquid thingy that came out of me…"

"Your squirt…" he seems amused, as he sees I'm clearly embarrassed by that.

"Yeah… That… I never… that was never…"

"Wait, was this your first time cumming?"

"No! I mean, I don't think so. I've had an orgasm before, but I've never poured anything out of me like that before."

He chuckles.

"I see. Well, then you should know I'm very flattered to have been able to make you squirt, milady! It's being a pleasure of mine. Literally." he smiles big and his dimples show. He's too adorable.

He gets closer to me and lays me on my back again. He moves his tongue playfully around, wanting access. I give him the access he wants and I so desperately need.

And then, just as he breaks our kiss, I fall asleep.