WARNING: This chapter contains Adult Content.

Just Out of Reach

By: Liv-x-Lex4Ever & livsgirl

Chapter 26: Secure

Olivia walked her upstairs, laying her on their bed, pulling her shirt from her and kissing her neck. "Mmm, I love you," she said, running her hands through her hair.

"I love you too," Casey whispered as she arched into Olivia's touch.

Olivia shed her jacket as well as her shirt, sucking on Casey's collarbone. Her hands slid under Casey's back, unclasping her bra and tossing it to the floor sucking on her breasts.

"Easy, they're really tender," Casey whispered pushing Olivia back to her breast when she tried to pull away.

Olivia pulled up. "Sorry," she said, kissing her, going back to sucking on the more gently. "Better?"

"Yeah," she groaned as her breath became quicker and shallower.

Olivia rubbed her breasts gently, kissing her. "Ready for more?"

Casey nodded, unable to find her voice.

Olivia pulled back, discarding Casey's remaining clothes, as well as her own, before laying beside her, pulling her close. "What do you want? Just tell me."

"Be desired and wanted," Casey whispered. "How you're making me feel right now."

Olivia kissed her again, running her fingers through her hair, as one blazed a trail to between her legs. "I love you," she whispered, running her finger around her clit. "I need you, with me, do you want that?" she asked gently.

"Always and forever."

She smiled, holding her against her as she ventured two fingers in, thrusting them in and out. "You're so warn, baby, so wet. I've missed you so much. Tell me if you want it faster," she breathed in her ear.

Casey met Olivia thrust for thrust as she ran her nails up and down Olivia's back. The amount of gentleness Olivia was using made her heart swell with love. "I'm yours always and forever," Casey whispered in her ear knowing the words to use that would send Olivia over the edge. "The feel of your fingers in me, how you know just how to curve them just the right depth to use. It's amazing. You're amazing."

Olivia kissed her, going a little faster, palm up, hitting her clit. "No, sweetie, you're amazing. You've agreed to marry me and are giving me the greatest gift you ever could. I love you so much," she murmured into her neck. "Please let go."

Casey wanted to extend their love making for as long as possible, but the second Olivia flattened her palm over her clit she was gone. Then hearing Olivia asking her to let go was all she could take. She screamed her release as she held on tight to Olivia needing that anchor.

Olivia held tighter, Casey's tremors invoking her own. "C-Casey, oh, yes...Casey!" she called into her neck.

"I love you." Casey held tight to Olivia as they both came down.

"I love you," she whispered once Olivia was looking at her. She was reaching up to kiss her when she gasped and a hand flew to her stomach.

"What is it?"

"They're kicking together. They usually take turns but their kicking in sync now. Feel," Casey said as she placed Olivia's hand on her stomach. "In perfect rhythm."

Olivia kissed her gently, running her other hand through her hair. "Just like us," she said smiling. "I'm sorry. Next time, please just say you need me, need us. I'll be here."

"Let's get one thing straight right now. I will always need you. Don't think for a minute that I don't."

"I know, but I mean this. Just say the word. I know the job tires me out and I'd never mean to make you feel neglected or unappreciated. I'm sorry you felt that way."

"Stop," Casey whispered as she placed a finger on Olivia's lips. "You expect so much of yourself and you can only stretch yourself so far. Baby, you should be beyond breaking right now, but instead you are still going strong. My only guess could be from years of discipline and training on the job. It wasn't so much as you were making me feel that way as myself was making me feel that way. I'd look in the mirror and instead of seeing this beautiful, glowing, hot woman that you see, I saw a woman that was, in my eyes, as big as a whale. One where I didn't see one thing attractive about myself. Do you understand?"

"..Yeah, but I think you are very attractive."

"I know you do baby. It wasn't so much as you as it was me."

"Your body is supposed to change...a lot, but that doesn't mean I don't think you're as beautiful as ever."

"I know and I'm struggling with the changes, but honey, don't feel as if you have to take on everything ok? Or that you're a failure if you feel as if you have *let me down* or as you put it *not there for me*."

Olivia shook her head. "It's hard. I want to be here for you as much as I can. I want you to know that you can depend on me, but I just work so much."

"I know you do. Let's face reality here ok? There are going to be times that I can't be there for you just like there are going to be times you can't be there for me. It's not going to end us or anything. Yes, we will both feel hurt, but in the end we will come out stronger than before. We always do."

Olivia nodded, snuggling into her, rubbing her stomach. "Why haven't I met your parents in person yet?"

"To begin with, they hate coming to New York and I think the only time they ever came here is when I moved here and they helped me. Finally, it's not like our job allows for many vacation. I have more court cases than there are days in a year. The squad has four detectives to work Special Victims in a city where an average of eight rapes occur daily. This isn't a division where someone can just fill in either."

She nodded again. "True, but you said they were over the moon when they heard you were having twins, right? Wouldn't that be a good reason to go before they're born?"

"I would say so, if they weren't wanting to come here and visit."

"Why don't you give them a call tomorrow and we'll go up sometime this week? We should do it before you go on bed rest."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, and you can show if your ring too."

"Can I now?" Casey said laughing. "Do you mind if they come up right before the girls are born? They really want to be here for the birth."

She bit her lip. "As long as they don't fight about my being in the room with you. Because I will be in that room. No one, nothing is going to stop me. These are our baby girls," she said with a smile.

"They know that. They know you make me happy and that's all they care about."

"You know, it is best if we go up this week because as long as I'm on desk duty, I'll be off by 5:30."

"I can call them and find out?"

"Do me a favor and please get dressed before you leave the room, unless you want me to ravish you again...and again," she said with a smile.

Casey nodded as she grabbed her robe from the bed and slipped it on. After what seemed like an eternity, Casey walked back in the room with a big smile on her face."They would be delighted if we came to visit them."

Olivia sat up. "Did they say when?"

"Anytime," Casey answered as she slid back in bed and into Olivia's waiting arms.

"Do you want to go up this week?"

"I was thinking this weekend. Leave on Thursday and come back on Sunday.

Olivia nodded. "Sounds perfect. I'll talk to Cragen tomorrow. Would you object to me if I kissed the twins and worked my way south?"

"Mmh not at all," Casey moaned as she laid back against the bed.

Olivia crawled to the foot of the bed, kissing all over her stomach before going south to suck on her clit.

Casey threaded her fingers through Olivia's hair and held her tight against her.

Olivia took to nipping at her clit, humming against her slit, moaning as she felt her hands in her hair.

Casey moaned as she felt Olivia nipping her clit. She could feel the fire starting to build lower in her stomach. She pulled Olivia even tighter against her. It felt as if she couldn't get enough of her tonight.

Olivia's tongue slithered into her. She moaned at the wetness and warmth, her hands going up to rub her stomach.

Casey released Olivia's head to place her hand on top of Olivia's. "I love you," she breathed as she began to crest over the cliff.

"I love you too," she mumbled, sucking on the spot, swirling her tongue.

Casey screamed as her release hit her wave after wave. She tightened her grip around Olivia's hand and tugged at her letting her know she wanted her closer to her.

Olivia stopped, drinking up what was there as she kissed the spot over and over, licking up the excess before crawling up to lay beside her. "I figured you'd like that," she said, pulling her close

"Mmh," Casey hummed as her eyes drifted shut and she held onto Olivia tightly. "I love you."

"I love you too," she said, kissing her cheek, holding her tight.

"Have I told you lately that you are amazing?" She whispered as she trailed her fingers down Olivia's side.

"No, you haven't."

"You are," Casey whispered as her fingers circled Olivia's opening. "You work so hard to give me and the girls a great life. Always there when we need you," she whispered as she thrust two fingers in deep.

She gasped, moaning into her neck. "I try," she whispered, "but I'm far from perfect."

"You're perfect for me." Casey moaned as she began to move faster and deeper in Olivia adding a third finger and curving them just right. She knew she was hitting the right spot when Olivia started bucking her hips off the bed. Carefully, she partially position herself on top of Olivia giving her the closeness she loved as she came.

Olivia buried her face in her shoulder, grabbing her hair, screaming for her. "Casey! Yes! Yes! Right there! Oh God! I-I love you...so much!"

"I love you too," Casey whispered. "Now let go for me."

Olivia nodded, screaming into her again as she fell hard over the edge. "C-CASEY! GOD! YESSSSS! CASEY!"

Casey coaxed Olivia through her aftershocks and kissed Olivia's temples making a trail to her mouth. She pulled back and looked into those beautiful brown orbs I love you she mouthed before claiming her lips.

Olivia hugged her tightly, her trembling decreasing in the warmth and love from her, kissing her passionately as her hands ran through her hair.

Casey hummed as she laid her head on Olivia's chest. She smiled hearing the rhythm of Olivia's heart beat as it slowed to the strong steady beat she that brought her peace and comfort. She ran her fingers up and down Olivia's arm as she began to drift off.

Olivia sighed, rubbing her back. "Sleep, baby."

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