I AM NOT DEAD…YET.

It has been a busy as hell time for me, school is ruining my whole sceduale(I really don't give about spelling right now), and the fact that FullMetal Alchemist has bumped up to my number one manga and anime doesn't help either.

So, sorry about the delay, and be perpared for really LONG waits.

Saihaite V~

Normal POV~

Amu sighed as Kawaii and everyone left the house. So now she had to get a new door because Utau busted down the new one because she was mad at Kukai but he engaged to her and today is a mess!

Amu shook her head as she looked at Ikuto. He seemed a little…distant, so to say. Maybe it's the crazy plan. Even I had a hard time understanding it. She thought as she walked up to him. "Ikuto?"

"Hm?"

"Are you okay? You seem weird and tired," Amu said, hoping to catch on to his little problem.

"No. I'm fine. Thanks."

She could have sworn that she heard him mumble something under his breath, but she was interuppted by a groan.

Amu looked down at the coffee table to see Amuto clutching his tiny head. "Amuto, whats wrong?"

"I feel weak…" was all he could say. Amu knew somewhat what to do and ran for his egg. She placed it beside him and he slowly walked to it.

Last time I checked, charas fly/float not walk. Amu thought as she put the top part of the egg on. "Sleep well," she had said, and she walked upstairs, egg in hand, to her room. She closed the door behind her, and locked it. She even locked her balconey door.

She had to think. Ikuto was acting weird, and Amuto became weak out of nowhere. This must've been a coincedence. (I think I spelled that wrong. Correct me if I did please?) she shook her head fast as a crazy thought came to mind.

She went on her computer and turned it on. Once everything was set, she clicked on the search bar and typed "" (Don't own the best website in the world!)

She had typed in interview with cast of "Dreams" and clicked on the first link, popped in her earphones and listened.

"Um, hello and welcome to anime expo (BEST PLACE TO GO EVA! Don't own) and thank you for deciding to come. Today we have a very special surprise for you all, please welcome Neko from the cast of "Dreams"!" yelled the announcer as Ikuto walked onto the stage.

"Hello, my name is Neko and I would like to thank you all. All of the people backstage had a big role in this movie and I hope that you will all love it. But, for now please welcome Amulet, the leader of Secrets!"

Amu walked onto the stage and flashed everyone a smile from behind her mask. They all had to wear some because they had to keep their identities a secret, hense where the name came from.

"O ma gosh, thanks for coming! I'm sorry but I have to read from the script I wrote because I am really nervous today. Neko, you may go back backstage again," she said and Ikuto had walked down to the backstage area. "So. The first person I would like you all to meet is the hottest boy here, but ladies, hes taken, Soccer Boy!" she yelled into the mic and Kukai walked out and gave a thumbs up to the crowd, he has the same type of attitude as Suro. Lots of fan girl screams were heard and Amu had to cover her ear so that they didn't bleed.

"Next we have the hottest girl here, also taken, Butterfly!" Utau came on the stage, shot a glare at all the girls, and hugged Kukai from behind and then took her seat.

"After her, we have a dainty little girl,"

"I'm NOT LITTLE!"

"…sorry, a dainty feirce girl who is taken, Clown!"

Rima had walked out and she had her composed look on her face. "AH! CHIBI-CHAN! I LOVE YOU!"

A vein appeared on Rima's forehead. "WHO ARE YOU CALLING CHIBI?" she yelled and the whole crowd became silent. Amu sweat-dropped as Rima took her seat.

"And now, our main guy star, NEKO!" she said and Ikuto walked out and walked casually to Amu. He hugged her and kissed her cheek, then held her bridal style. Every single girl screamed, and they had hearts for eyes. Ikuto let Amu go, and she went back to the podium. "You all get to take pictures and I just got sexually assulted. That's not fair," she took a picture of Ikuto sitting down. "'kay, so I feel like I'm forgetting something, but I can't tell what…"

Ikuto at this point had risen from his seat and took a stroll to the podium. "Hello. Can I help you?" Amu asked and Ikuto whispered something in her ear. "Apperently I am forgetting something," she said as she flipped through her script.

Ikuto put his head near the mic, and spoke in his husky voice, "she is forgetting something, isn't she?" The crowd burst with 'yeah's and 'kyaaa!'s. Amu put the script on the podium, only for it to be tossed down by Ikuto. "It's not written on that." Amu bent down to pick it up. "You are all probobly wondering who plays Mia?" The crowd screamed. Amu faintly blushed. "Please welcome the wonderful and talented, Amulet!" Ikuto said as he kissed Amu on the cheek again.

"Again with the sexual assult, damn. So I wrote that script, only to be told that I forgot about myself, okay then." She spoke and then she sighed. "Well, I guess it's time for intro's. My name is Amulet and I play the role of Mia." A group of boys yelled out some words that sounded like "AWSOME" and "I WANNA SEE YOU IN ACTION IN BED"

"I think that it's really fun playing Mia because her character is totally like mine. She is misjudged by others and has a caring personallity inside."

"What part of you is caring?" Kukai had asked.

"YOU sir, are not a nice person. Anyway, lets take a look at a clip from the movie, shall we?"

The screen flashed, and the main theme Escape was turned on.

"Ah, Mia, how are you?" Mako asked.

"Why are you acting all formal today, Mak?"

"That's because I was dared to, okay? Suro said that I have no self-control." Mako said, his head down in shame.

"That's because you don't." Suro walked up to Mia, and put his arm around her shoulder. Mia was small for her age, everyone could see that. So, Suro had to bend down a little to accomplish his task.

Mako was furious. Before her could say anything, Mia erupted in fury towards Suro. "Who gave you permisssion to touch me, because I know I didn't! you are not allowed to touch me, unless I SAY SO!"

"Y-Yes ma'am."

The screen turned off, and everyone cheered. "Well, Amulet had her moment and now, its my turn… the name is Soccer Boy and I play Suro. I think that the personallity is the exact same, and that he is fun to play. You can tell by looking at that clip of the movie."

Utau laughed as she leaned onto him. "My name is Butterfly. I play Annie. I really was struggling…I mean to think that she has the polite personallity, and I have a crazy ramen loving one."

Rima giggled. "My name is Clown and I play Anna. I would really wish that me and Butterfly had switched roles, damn, that role was hard."

"My name is Neko. I play Mako, the lead guy star and Mia's lover. Best role ever. I had never been playing in a movie in my life, but this was most likely the best role in a movie I had ever stared in," Ikuto said. He flashed a smile at Amu who just made a face.

"Now that everyone had their moments, I guess it is time for questions. Please, line up in a single fashion behind the microphone if you have a question and we will begin!" Amu called.

Everyone stood up and fought over who got the mic first. The cast sweat-dropped at the stupidity. Once everything was settled, the first person asked his question. "Amulet, lets say you were in the place of Mia. What would you do, like, how would you feel after losing your family, and which guy would you chose."

The whole cast went silent as Amu looked down with a hard face. "W-well, I would most likely feel pretty upset, having no known family left and I would chose Mako because Neko played him~" she said with a smile.

The questions went on and on, varying as well.

The video stopped there, and Amu smiled slightly to herself. She had fun in the anime expo, she had answered all the questions asked, and had sighed many autographs and even sang happy birthday to a little girl. She scrolled down to the comments.

She read a few before sighing in as 'SecretsBand' and went back to that page. She responded to some comments.

"SSSaaaaallllyyyyy: HOLY FUCK I WANNA MARRY IKUTO!"

"SecretsBand: Absolutly not, he is mine forever –Amulet."

"FireDragon07: Wow, that question about how you would feel must have been hard for Amulet."

"SecretsBand: Oh, trust me, it was. –Amulet."

She smiled and started to sing Escape to herself as she typed.

"Kurayami ni tozasareta utsuro na yume ni
Kimochi goto tokete yuku masui mitai ni"

She sang softly at first, but got louder as the song progressed.

"'Sayonara' mo ienakute
Hashiru, hashiru, toubousha akumu ni mi o yudanete
Dakedo ima ano koe ga
Kyuu ni koishiku naru kara Let's play a game without the end."

Her voice had reached a high octave, and she was heard throughout the house. Even weak, little Amuto came out of his egg to hear.

"Furishikiru ame ni utarenagara boku wa furikaetta
Soko ni wa nakama ga ite nukumori o kureta
Kotoba yori mirai o shinjite wazuka na hikari no sen azayaka na…"

Her voice faded away slowly as she turned the internet off. (Perfect way of explaining, aint it?) She got up from her chair and walked to her window, thinking of the opening to the movie.

"Masshiro ni sukitooru mahiru no tsuki ga
Ima wa mou mienakute kegarete shimau"

Ikuto stood behind her door, pondering about what he had mumbled earlier.

"Dare hitori shinjirarezu
Mawaru, mawaru, toubousha hitogomi sakeru you ni
Dakedo mada ano toki no
Namida no imi wa shitteru Let's play a game without the end."

Amu twirled around a bit, before breaking into a complete dance. Being a famous star, she had to know how to dance in order to make music videos.

"Sabitsuita doa o akehanatte boku wa fumidashita
Soko ni wa tsuyoi kizuna to ai ga afureteta
Taisetsu de me ni mienai mono kokoro ga kiseki o umu kirameite…"

She raised her hand in the air, as if trying to bring her parents back, and was wondering about what Ikuto had said under his breath earlier.

"Arifureta ano hi, ano keshiki ni boku wa kaeru kara
Yakusoku wa dekinai kedo kitto— "

Amu did a few hand movements and some twirls.

"Furishikiru ame ni utarenagara boku wa furikaetta
Soko ni wa nakama ga ite nukumori o kureta
Kotoba yori mirai o shinjite wazuka na hikari no sen azayaka na…"

Ikuto had frowned slightly as he heard the song end.

Is my love for Amu real anymore?

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Amu smiled as her song finished. She laughed a little, before smiling a warm smile. She opened her balconey door and stepped out into the fresh air. These past months, the terror, the blood, the deaths, it had brung her and all her friends closer together.

She looked at the clouds. "A bunny," she said, as she looked at a cloud shaped like a rabbit. "A bunny is a toy that lots of little kids sleep with…" she remembered one of the elementary schoolers death, and how they had been holding a rabbit in their hand, the toy being stained with red, thick blood.

She then looked at her hand, recalling the time she had tried to kill herself with that knife. The blood on the wall and floor and her clothes caused her to gag inside, but she didn't show it. She clenched her fist, and looked at the sky again.

The bunny had disappeared, in its place was a wolf like shape.

"From now on, I say that crying shows weakness. For Ami, mom, and dad, I will not cry unless absolutly nessessary. Hear me out, guys," she said as she turned around and stepped inside.

She closed the door behind her, and looked to see Ikuto sitting on her bed. He looked…less upset than he had earlier, but the fact that Amuto hadn't come out yet meant that something was still wrong. She took a few steps forward, before being right at his knees. "Ikuto," she started. "There is something wrong."

"Like hell there is," he mumbled. Amu was taken abake; Ikuto had never used that tone with her. Her eyes wanted to narrow, but she refused. She kept her smile on her face as she went and sat down next to him.

"What. Is. Wrong. With. You."

"Nothing much," he said, before lying back on the bed. She looked at him confused, before shaking her head.

"So stop sulking, come on, help me with lunch."

"I'll pass."

"What?"

"I said, I'll pass," he repeated, and Amu started to get worried. He would usually say yes in a heartbeat, being able to see Amu with food in her hair and her face would be priceless. Her mouth would be shaped into an 'o', and her eyes would be half wide.

"There is something wrong with you, and I want to know, now," she snapped. He opened one eye lazily at her, and sighed.

"Want to know whats wrong? I'm thinking that our relationship is getting off track, that's whats wrong."

Amu looked at him, confused as hell. "And what may that mean? !"

"Simple, I think that we aren't spending enough time together—"

"So, I'll spend more time with you, stupid! You should've just asked!" Amu yelled.

"I wasn't done," he snapped back. "I don't feel the same love that I felt those months ago! It's like our love died!"

So that's why Amuto got weak…he is our love fused together…our love is falling apart, so…crap! Amu looked down sadly. "I see. You're dumping me."

"No, that's a harsh way to put it! We're just taking some time off from eachother," he tried to explain.

"Fine, but just so you now, Amuto is getting weaker by the second! Good luck, jackass!" She yelled as she pushed him out of her room and locked the door.

Ikuto was shocked, he would've expected tears in the form of waterfalls, but there was nothing. Ikuto cursed inwardly at himself, before walking to the front door, walking out and slamming it behind him.

Amu stood in her room, looking out her balconey, not a tear in sight, as she watched Ikuto drive away.

MUST READ BELOW PLEASE YOULL REGRET IT IF YOU DON!

So, I bet you are all wondering, 'this is a fucking Saihaite chapter and no one died! What the fuck did you do to mess with my awsome brain!' well, the first person to guess what the clue in this chapter gets to become a character that works for me…mwahahahahahah…

ANYWAY; I have a question that you MUST ANSWER. I wanna write a new story in the future. So far, I'm Different, Amuto One-shots and A Crazy yet Lovable Family is on hold, so I have to finish one of them.

BUT I NEED YOUR FREAKIN OPINION!

Either I could write an NCIS story with Neko, I think she told you guys a couple months ago about that idea.

OR:

I could write a FullMetal Alchemist Story.

CHOOSE PLEASE I CANT THINK STRAIGHT WITH ALL THIS CRAP GOING ON IN MY FUCKIN LIFE RIGHT NOW!

And vote on my poll…it's a serious question that I need answered.

PLEASE R&R TO GET A COOKIEEEE~~~~~~~