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Chapter 26
A few weeks passed by Bea was getting ready to go to lunch with Debbie her graduation was to tomorrow afternoon she would be busy hanging out with her friends after graduation and Bea was throwing her a graduation party on Saturday Debbie asked if Bea wanted to go to lunch today with her Bea was a little surprised when Debbie told her she wanted Allie to come with them of course when Bea asked Allie the blonde didn't hesitate to say yes she would go Bea was currently pulling her hair up when there was a knock on her bedroom door
"Come in" Bea said
"miss me beautiful" Allie said walking into the room closing the door behind her she made her way over to Bea wrapping her arms around her waist from behind
"yes I did even though it has only been a day since I saw you last" Bea smiled
"I missed you to" Allie said placing soft kisses on Beas neck
Bea turned around so they were face to face before leaning in kissing Allie softly
"I don't know if I can go 24 hours without kissing you again its pure torture" Allie said
"so dramatic" Bea laughed
"only for you" Allie smirked kissing Bea again
"are you ready to go" Allie asked pulling away from Bea
"Yeah I am let me just grab my wallet and phone" Bea said
"ok I'll be out here with Debbie" Allie said walking out of the room
Bea grabbed her stuff then checked herself in the mirror before walking out seeing the two siting on the couch chatting
"sorry to keep you waiting we can go now" Bea said after she grabbed her stuff
"I can drive" Allie offered
"perfect I don't feel like driving" Debbie said
they made their way to Allies car Debbie got in the back while her mum took the passenger seat
"I'm starving" Allie said
"I know me to I skipped breakfast today" Bea said
"did you have a specific place you wanted to eat at" Allie asked Debbie
"no surprise me" Debbie said
"at least tell me what type of food" Allie said
"nope surprise me" Debbie said making Bea laugh
"what so funny you do the exact same thing when we go out" Allie said looking at Bea quickly
"I do not"
"the other day for dinner I asked you what you wanted and I'm pretty sure you said the same exact thing Debbie just said" Allie laughed
"I like when you pick" Bea said smiling at the blonde
Debbie watch how Allie interlaced her finger with her mums she noticed how her mum looked at their connecting hands smiling to herself
a few minutes passed by before they reached where Allie was taking them
"we are here" Allie said after she parked she quickly got out of the car running to the other side of the car
"what is she doing" Debbie asked watching the blonde she looked like a crazy person
before Bea could answer Allie was opening their doors
"oh that's what she was doing I though Allie was going crazy" Debbie joked making them laugh
"very funny" Allie said smiling
"thank you" Debbie said getting out of the car
"thanks" Bea smiled at the blonde
"where are we" Bea asked
"the best seafood place ever" Allie said excitedly walking in asking for a table for three once they were taken to their table Bea sat next to Debbie and across from Allie the waiter came and took their drink order
"So what is good to eat here" Debbie asked Allie
"The oyster are my favorite they are the best" Allie said
"Perfect I'll get that I love oysters" Debbie said
"What about you Bea do you like them" Allie asked
"I've never had them the texture grosses me out" Bea said
"Yeah mum gets so disgusted by them" Debbie laughed
"I can't help it they look all slimy" Bea said disgusted making the other two laugh
The waiter came back with their waters and took their orders
"Are you excited for graduation tomorrow" Allie asked Debbie
"Yeah I am I can't believe it's already here"
"Yeah me to you are growing up to fast" Bea said it was bittersweet to her
"Pretty soon you will be off moving in your new place with your friends getting ready for college" Allie smiled
"Yeah it will be fun I didn't think I would make such great friends here when we first moved but I did now we are getting an apartment together well as soon as we find one I couldn't imagine not having them in my life"
"I know exactly what you mean" Bea said her eyes glancing to Allie she couldn't help smiling at the blonde
"Here is your food is there anything else I can get you ladies" the waiter asked
"No thank you" Bea said
Once the waiter walked away they started eating
"This is so good definitely my knew favorite place" Debbie said
"Here bea you have to try one" Allie said holding an oyster out to Bea
"Yeah I'm going to have to pass on that" Bea said grossed out watching Debbie and Allie eating the oysters
"Yeah mum try one please" Debbie begged
"Yeah please Bea" Allie joining Debbie in begging Bea
"Alright I will just stop begging me please" Bea said laughing at the two
"Here you go" Allie said handing Bea one
Bea couldn't help looking at it disgusted it look so gross and slimy to her she looked at the other two who were watching her closely she figured she should just get it over with she quickly ate it
"So did you like it" Allie asked
"It actually wasn't bad" Bea said surprised
"Told you they are good mum"
"Want another" Allie asked
"No thanks I'm ok they are good but the texture is still weird to me" Bea said making them laugh
Once they finished eating Allie paid for lunch even though Bea was trying to pay for them they then headed to the car and were on their way home well that is what she thought until Allie started going in the opposite direction from her place
"Where are we going" Bea asked after five minutes of driving
"Can't tell you" Allie smirked
"What why not"
"Because it's a surprise besides if I told you I'd have to kill you and I don't want to do that" Allie said laughing
"But"
"Just relax mum" Debbie said laughing cutting her mum off
The rest of the car ride was quiet until Allie parked the car at their destination
"Ok close your eyes" Allie said once they stepped out of the car she parked to the side so they couldn't see the name of the place they were at
"Who" Bea asked
"Both of you" Allie smirked
"Fine" both Smith woman said at once closing their eyes causing Allie to shake her head the two were so much a like
"Don't peak" Allie said guiding them inside the building
"Can I open yet" Bea said
"Someone is impatient" Allie teased that's what Bea always tells her
"So funny" Bea said sarcastically
"ok open" Allie said
"Oh my god you are the best Allie" Debbie said excitedly hugging the blonde when she saw they were at a roller rink
"No you aren't the best" Bea said with a frown
"I'm going to grab us some skates what size do you need Allie"
"An 8 please"
"I'll be right back"
"Come on it will be fun Bea" Allie said
"No I'll just watch"
"Please I'll hold your hand" Allie said
"No thanks"
"How about if you skate with me I'll reward you later" Allie said giving Bea a soft kiss
"I guess I can skate with you" Bea said smiling
"I knew you would" Allie smirked
Shortly after that Debbie came back with three pairs of skates she quickly put hers on heading to the roller rink Allie and Bea followed a little after her
"Ready" Allie asked Bea who responded with a nod Allie could see Bea was very clumsy she needed more help
"Ok here hold onto my shoulders" Allie said as she starts skating backwards she placed her hands-on Beas waist supporting the other woman a little
"How do you skate so well" Bea asked
"Lots of practice I used to come a lot"
"This place is pretty empty" Bea said
"It will be crowded in about an hour" Allie moved next to Bea once the redhead got more comfortable with the skates she intertwined their fingers as they skated
They continued skating for a while longer Debbie joining them again they decide to leave when it started getting crowded
"I had so much fun thank you for taking me out" Debbie said to Allie and Bea when they parked at the apartment
"it was fun but it was all Allies idea" Bea smiled at the blonde
"well thank you Allie I had a great time and thank you for getting mum to roller skate again she was such a chicken before" Debbie laughed Allie joining in
"I was injured I wasn't a chicken" Bea said making Allie and Debbie laugh harder
"jerks" Bea said getting out of the car pretending she was mad
"well I'm going to go hang out with Shane I'll be back later tonight" Debbie said laughing at her mum she knew she wasn't really mad
"bye mum love you" Debbie said hugging her mum
"bye love you to" Bea said
"bye Allie thanks again"
"bye and it was really no problem at all I had fun"
once Debbie left Allie looked over to Bea who was looking away from her
"are you really mad" Allie asked
Bea ignored Allie and started walking away she made her way to her apartment and open the door making her way inside the apartment and sat on the couch she was really just messing with Allie
"Bea" Allie said beginning to think Bea was really mad at her
"I'm sorry if I made you mad" Allie said sitting next to Bea
"I'm not mad I was only teasing you" Bea smiled
"hey that is a mean joke I was over here worried I upset you" Allie said
"I'm sorry should I make it up to you" Bea said she moved so she was straddling Allie lap
"it depends how" Allie smirked her hands taking hold of Beas waist
instead of answering Bea leaned in connecting her lips with Allies it started slow and gentle but Allie quickly deepened it needing more her hands slid down Beas back down to her arse squeezing slightly causing Bea to bite down on her lip moaning
Since Allie was sidetracked by kissing her Beas hands made their way to Allies side and began tickling her
"hey" Allie said breaking the kiss laughing
"payback for laughing along with Debbie about my skating" Bea said laughing as she continued tickling Allie
"ok I'm sorry Bea" Allie said laughing
"I guess I can forgive you" Bea said taking Allies hands in her own
"good" Allie said looking down at their hands her eyes running over Beas scars on her wrists
Bea noticed what Allie was looking at she wanted to tell the blonde what happened she hasn't talked about before to anyone she took a deep breath before speaking
"I tried killing myself" Bea said quietly pulling her hands away from Allie
Allie looked up quickly locking eyes with Beas
"it wasn't too long ago all I remember was doing it then next thing I remember was waking up in the hospital with bandages on my wrists I felt horrible after I did it I wasn't thinking clearly I was being so selfish I just I couldn't take it anymore the abuse was getting too bad I was completely broken down" Bea said a few tears falling she felt Allie quickly wipe them away
"I felt as if there was no other way out like that was my only option so I did it after I woke up in the hospital I realized I was so incredibly stupid and I needed to get away from Harry Franky and Kaz helped me go through with my divorce I had plenty of proof to put him in prison after he went away I sold the house and we moved back here I owed a new start to Debbie I carry regret every day for what I did how could I not think of my sweet girl like that I was so selfish" Bea said crying
"come here" Allie said pulling Bea into an embrace Beas face in the crook of her neck Allies hands rubbed soothing circles on beas back as the older woman cried
"Shh its ok" Allie whispered to Bea
Bea finally calmed down her crying dying down
"you weren't selfish Bea I don't think you have ever been selfish in your life" Allie said
she moved out of Allies neck looking at the blonde
"you were in a horrible situation a situation no one should ever have to be in I'm so sorry you thought that was your only way out it hurts me thinking how much pain you were in how much you went through" Allie said cupping Beas jaw with hands staring Bea straight in the eyes
"just know I love you so much Bea Smith and I would never hurt you like he did I have nothing but pure love and respect for you I love who you are I don't think you are selfish for what you did I'm glad it didn't work out cause if it did I wouldn't be here with you right now" Allie said stoking Beas cheek kissing her softly
"I love you Allie I don't think it is possible to explain how much you mean to me it funny I go years without crying I go years keeping everything to myself and you come into my life and change that" Bea laughed a little
"I'm glad I could be the one to change it"
"I am too" Bea said a yawn escaping her mouth
"come on take a rest with me" Allie said
they laid down on couch facing each other Allie pulled Bea in closer wrapping her arms around Beas waist kissing her on the forehead before closing her eyes and drifting off to sleep