EMILIE'S P.O.V
I stood frozen in my spot as I looked on at Punk. He was standing at his sink looking out the window, his face red from anger, and his breathing heavy. I closed my eyes when I finally wrapped my head around everything, he had saw the whole thing with Zack. I wanted to run to him, tell him it was a mistake, and beg him to not be mad at me, but my feet wouldn't move. Finally after what seemed like hours, he turned and looked at me.
"Phil-" He held up his hand and shook his head.
"Not this time Emilie, not this time." I closed my eyes and nodded my head. He was serious this time, and after all that we've been through, I don't blame him. It was over...it was over before it really ever even started. I opened my eyes to see him standing in the same spot only now he was leaning against the counter.
"I'm gonna go." I whispered and turned around to leave.
"NO!" I jumped and spun around to look at him.
"THIS!" He pointed between the two of us."THIS needs to get cleared up NOW!" I nodded. He pointed to the couch and I stumbled over and sat down.
"You're drunk too? Oh fucking great Emilie." He clenched his fists and paced the room. He finally stopped pacing and came down at sat next to me, not looking at me once.
"You don't know what you're doing to me Emilie, and honestly, I don't think you care anymore." I gave him a look and I shook my head.
"You flipped for no reason Phillip." He shot his head up and looked over at me.
"No reason? No reason Emilie? I hate the kid. Not only did he date you, he hurt you Emilie and I don't give a fuck if it was accidental you couldn't see! And then you went with him to "talk", and look. You're drunk!" He ran his hand over his face and took in a breath.
"I-I just don't think you care anymore Em. Why-" He stopped and let out a bitter laugh and bit his lip ring. "Why did you even break up with him huh? You obviously still have feelings for him to go with him! Just do us both a fucking favor and go back to him!" He yelled standing up and walking away.
"Oh yeah I'm gonna go back to the man who tried to rape me." I slapped my hand over my mouth the instant those words spilled out. Punk stopped in his tracks and turned to look at me.
"It-it was him?" I looked down and my lap and didn't say anything. No one was ever supposed to know.
"Emilie he was the one!" Punk came over and grabbed my shoulders and shook me a little. I pushed him back and stood up.
"Yes he was OK? But why would you care, you want me to go back to him. I gave the kid a chance to apologize Punk, fucking sue me. And you know what? You're not even really mad about him are you? I'm not stupid, you were looking out the window when I came in. You saw me kiss-" I cringed when I heard glass break off the wall.
"I can't keep doing this Emilie! I'm trying to damn hard to keep you with me. I-I gave myself to you, I took you to my house, I told you I love you! What more do you want from me!?" I chewed on my lip and played with the necklace I never took off, the one Phil gave to me.
"You have to choose Emilie. Me, or Zack. Cody isn't an option because when I see him he's dead."
"You, Phil it's always been you. What happened with Cody was my fault. The whole time I thought of you, I've always thought of you! If I would've just went with my feelings instead of ignoring them...Cody would've never done anything." I put my head back down and shook it.
"I'm not doing this anymore Phil, I'm sorry." His face fell and he stepped towards me, making me take a step back.
"I-I'm going home. I love you Phil, but I keep hurting you, then hurting myself when I hurt you. I'm hurting others around me. I didn't come here to fall in love, I came here to get to know my dad...which lately doesn't seem to be happening. This isn't what I wanted. I-I- I just need to go home." He stared at me with wide eyes and shook his head no.
"No, no, no. Please don't Em." I held up my hand and shook my head no again.
"I'm sorry. This has turned out to be hell for me." I turned and slowly walked to the door. Right before I opened it I stopped and turned around.
"Just in case you forgot Phil... I gave myself to you too."
I opened the door and before I got to step out I felt him pull me back in. He spun me around and crashed his lips onto mine. I hesitated at first, then I deepened the kiss. I pulled back slowly and let out a breath. I knew I stunk of alcohol and I needed a shower, but I mostly needed to get away from him. We've hurt each other so much...it was time.
"I have to go." I whispered letting him go. He looked down at me and blinked away some tears.
"Please don't Em." I closed my eyes and turned around and walked out the door. It killed me to do so, but it was time to go.
PUNK'S P.O.V
"I have to go." She whispered taking a step back from me. I could feel the tears start to form in my eyes, and I blinked them away hoping she wouldn't notice. She couldn't go now. I know I shouldn't of been mad, and I may have took things to the extreme, but she was drunk and didn't know what she was talking about.
"Please don't Em." I begged. She closed her eyes and turned around. I needed her more than anything right now, I needed her more than I needed to breathe. She was the reason I was still breathing, and I let her walk out without saying a word. I stood there and finally let the tears fall. Never in my life have I cried over a girl, ever. Hell I've barely even cried. She was different though, she kept me going, and I just let her go. It was like I was stuck in a bad dream, the ones where you can't move or breathe, and all you want to do is cry out for help...but no one can ever hear you. I couldn't let her go...I just couldn't.
My feet must of read my mind because before I knew what was happening I found myself practically running after her. I saw her stumbling up ahead and before she could fall I sprinted towards her and caught her in my arms. She looked up at me with wide eyes and let out a breath. If someone were to walk by right now it probably would've looked like a scene from a chick flick, but right now I wouldn't have this moment go any other way.
I stared into her beautiful blues and for a moment got lost. If anyone can ever have a fairy tale moment, this was mine. The way the light from the steet lamps was hitting her was only making her eyes shine. Her hair flowed down in light curls and her skin was glowin and soft. At this point in time I don't think anything could've taken my attention away from her, and at this moment she was the only one I saw. Time seemed to just slow down as I held her.
I slowly dipped my head down and softly brushed my lips against hers. The alcohol taste didn't even seem to bother me at this point, as long as she was here with me...that was all that mattered. She slowly lifted her arms up and cupped the sides of my neck pulling me even closer. When I went to sneak my tongue in she pulled back and shook her head. Confused, I stood her up and she backed away.
"I-I kissed Zack...I can't kiss you after. Punk this has to stop. I have to-to go home." I pulled her into my chest and let out a growl.
"Emilie you don't need to go home. You need to stay here with me OK? We'll make this work, somehow, someway. I don't care what I have to do to get you to stay, I'll fucking do it. First I have to kill Cody though." She shook her head no and let out a breath.
"Emilie, he tried to rape you...if he would've succeded...I- I can't even think about it." My blood started to boil as I pictured what could've happened. He would've taken her innocence, not me. That bastard deserves to burn in hell.
"Just...just let it go OK? You don't need to be fired or suspended again Punk." I closed my eyes and tried to shake the image from my head.
"Do you want to come back to my bus, or go to the hotel?" She glaned up at me and our eyes locked. I could tell by the look in her eyes that she wanted to stay, but everything else was telling her to go.
"I-I-I wanna stay...with you." The butterflies in my stomach exploded once again and I grew the biggest smile on my face. She wanted to stay with me. I put my arm around her shoulder and walked her back to my bus. When we walked back in I locked the door and let out a sigh. She was safe in here with me, but she was plastered.
"Can I take a shower?" I looked up at her and shot her a small smile. Even with her plastered, she was still beautiful. I nodded and she disappeared into the other room. I let out a sigh and sat down on the couch. I leaned back and smiled when I thought of the first time I saw her. She was so beautiful, so shy, so kind. And of course I was an asshole. I chuckled a little when I thought about how she ran into me and that was when I first caught sight of her beautiful blue eyes.
"Son of a ...argh." I looked down at the floor to see my pepsi on the ground and a girl standing there, shocked. I chuckled a little and bent down to grab the cans off the ground, only for my hand to be met by hers. She glanced up at me and my eyes locked into hers. She had to most gorgeous blue eyes I've ever seen, in fact...they almost looked too familiar. But she wore them well. We both stood up and I looked her up and down. She was drop dead gorgeous!
"Hey I'm really sorry, I can go get you another one if you want?" I chuckled and shook my head no. I would never have someone this beautiful go get my anything.
"Don't worry about it chick, I got tons back in my bus." I smirked down at her and looked to see her shirt was all wet. Just as I went to apologize she held out her hand and gave me a smile.
"I'm Emilie...uh John's daughter." That's where I know those eyes. Cena has a daughter? I must of missed that memo, which meant we have another spoiled brat around here. Granted, she looked way to mature but I'm not falling for this one again. I shook her hand.
"Punk." She gave me a rude look and I smirked.
"Sorry if I don't add up to your standerds there sweetheart, usually I don't talk to the 'trust fund babies'." My eyes narrowed. "Listen kid, if you know what's good for you, you'll pack up and run home to your mommy. Sooner or later your good ol' daddy there is going to forget you're even here." I saw tears well up in her eyes and she turned her head. Shit, that wasn't how it was supposed to come out. Damnit Punk! She turned her head back and shot me a fake smile.
"It was nice to meet you Punk." With that she stepped around me and walked away. I closed my eyes and silently cursed to myself. Good going.
I sat up and slapped myself on the forehead. I may have gotten her to fall in love with me, but no wonder she's so skeptical. I always do that, and I can't believe she even gave me a chance. Everything was my fault, and I was just not realizing this. If I wouldn't of been that way, she would've been with me first, and never got feelings for Zack or Cody...and almost...r-r-raped. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I saw her emerging from the bathroom in one of my shirts. She gave me a small smile and shrugged.
"I found it, it smelled good, so I'm wearing it." I smiled and walked over to her.
"My shirts are the only shirts you should be wearing babe." I pulled her in for a hug. She let out a sigh and I inwardly groaned.
"You feel better?" She nodded and looked at the clock. Her eyes widened and I looked over. It was almost 4 in the morning.
"Woah, time sure does fly when you're drunk." I wouldn't know, but I laughed with her anyways. She sat down on the couch and patted the spot next to her. I let out a sigh of relief and walked over to her. I didn't think she'd want anything to do with me right away. She pulled her phone out of her purse and started concentrating on something.
"What're you doing?" I tried to look but she pulled the phone away. Just then I heard a country song start blasting from it. I hated country but I started listening when the words came on.
I dropped you off, just a little after midnight
Sat in my car,Till you turned off your porch light
I should of kissed you, I should have pushed you up against the wall
I should of kissed you, Just like I wasn't scared at all.
I turned off the car, Ran through your yard, Back to your front door
Before I could knock, you turned the lock, and met me on the front porch
And I kissed you...Goodnight.
And now that I've kissed you, it's a goodnight, goodnight, baby, goodnight.
I looked over and I saw her smiling.
The girl part came on and when I heard the words I wondered if she was feeling that way, or if this was some kind of test or sigh.
"That night...when you took me to your house. Well when you dropped me off, you gave me a hug. I thought of this song when you left. Only you didn't kiss me." She whispered and gave me a small smile.
"Did you look back?" She looked at me and nodded. She looked back, she actually looked back. That may have been the night Cody was with her, but she really was thinking about me. She wanted me to kiss her, and god I wanted to also. I took her hand in mine and I pulled her onto my lap.
"You're so beautiful." I whispered and pushed a stand of hair behind her ear. She smiled up at me and pulled me down for a kiss. I picked her up bridal style and carried her to my room, never breaking the kiss. I gently laid her down on the bed. She pulled my shirt off and kissed my tattoos on my chest. I let out a growl and crashed my lips onto hers. She whimpered when I pulled away and then gasped when I leaned down and placed light kisses on her thighs.
"This has to go." I said through gritted teeth and yanked my shirt off her body. I took a double take when I realized she wasn't wasn't wearing a bra, and had a see through thong on. She chuckled a little when she noticed me drooling over her and reached out and undid my pants. I stood up and let my pants fall and kicked them away, leaving me in my boxers and my hard member threatening to fall out. She smiled and I climbed onto the bed and sat on my knees she crawled over and kissed my stomach. I let my head fall back and I let out a loud moan. She slowly slid my boxers down while still kissing up my chest. Her lips finally met mine and I moaned into her mouth when she stroked up and down my length.
I couldn't handle the tortue anymore and she knew it as well as I did. I pushed her backwards and climbed onto of her. I kicked my boxers off and placed light kisses along her jaw, down to her collar bone. She let out a gasp when I bit down, leaving behind a small love bite. I smiled up at her and sat back onto my knees. I grabbed either side of her un-need material and slowly slid them down. She lifted her hips off of the bed so I could get them off faster. I threw them somewhere in the room and I slowly crawled back up to her.
"I want you." Her whisper sent chills down my body and I gulped. She spread her legs and I positioned myself at her enterence.
"I'm only yours." I whispered and slowly pushed myself into her. We both let out a moan and I put my face in her neck. She was still so tight, it was hard for her to adjust to my size. It was almost impossible to move, and I didn't want to hurt her.
"Keep going baby." When she called me baby that sent something off inside me and I pulled out and slammed back into her.
"Oh god!" She screamed out and I froze. At first I thought I had hurt her, and if I did her face sure didn't show it. She nodded and I set myself at a pace. She started grinding her hips against me and then she wrapped her legs around her, pushing me in even deeper.
"Oh Emilie." I moaned out. I quickened my pace and she dug her nails into my back. I let out a growl and I lifted her up. With her legs still wrapped around me I got off the bed and put her back against the wall.
"Don't let go baby." I whispered in her ear. I put my hands on her hips and I gently moved her up and down my length. I threw my head back and growled when she dug her nails into my shoulder.
"Punk, oh god don't stop." I moved her up and down even faster and finally I moved us back to the bed. I pulled myself out of her and pulled her to the end of the bed. I leaned over her and pushed myself back into her. She arched her back off the bed and let out a scream-like moan. I don't know what came over me but I started pounding into her. I felt her walls tighten around me and I hissed a little when it became harder to move.
"Let go baby, let go."
"Phil!" She threw her head back and I felt her come all over me. I slowed down a little to catch my breath and I crashed my lips onto hers.
"Your turn." I gave her a look and she pushed my back.
"Lie down baby." I layed down on the bed and watched her as she crawled over to me and straddled my hips. I closed my eyes when she slowly lowered herself onto me, again trying to adjust to my length. She started to ride me slowly then quickened up. She leaned down and caught my lips with hers to keep herself from screaming and she bobbed her hips up and down against me. I soon met with each thrust and it sent us both over the edge.
I rolled her over so I was onto again and I started ramming into her.
"Oh Emilie, baby, I'm gonna-I'm gonna cum" I slammed my eyes shut and I felt her walls tighten around me again.
"Come with me baby, oh god Punk right there!"
"Right there baby?" I said back thrusting in her even faster. "You like that baby?"
"Oh god yes, yes, yes Punk, don't stop!" I could really feel it now. My muscles were beginning to tighten everywhere, and it was getting hard to not let it go.
"I can't hold it anymore baby." After a couple more thursts I felt myself spill inside of her.
"Oh fuck, Emilie!" I yelled one last time and collasped onto her. We were both breathing heavily and I rolled off and beside her.
"You know, maybe we should argue more often." She said inbetween breaths and I burst out laughing.
"No, no more arguing...let's just do this more often baby." She laughed and nodded.
"I love you so much Phillip Jack Brooks." I smiled whens she used my full name.
"I love you so much too Emilie Catherine Cena, forever and always." I pulled her into my arms and I placed a kiss on her temple.
"You're not going home are you." I whispered into her ear. She looked at me and bit her lip.
"I'd never leave you." She whispered and brushed her lips against mine.
"We belong together Emilie...will you...will you be my girlfriend?"
Ohh are they going to make it official or no? What do y'all think! Let me know, and give me some more suggestions, I have a plan already to how it's going to go and end, but I wouldn't mind throwing in some more stuff.
and the song was Kiss you Goodnight- although I forget who it was by, sorry!
anyways thank you for the reviews I've been getting, and all the views. I'd like atleast 5 more, I'm not too pushy on reviews. either way I'll still write I just want to know what everyone thinks, thank you!