Chapter 26
WARNING: This chapter may be a bit distressing to some readers! Please read at your own risk!
The party is now in full swing. Thankfully we don't have any neighbor's to come around and complain about the loud music so the party won't need to stop at 11 o clock.
Obviously, Bolton had taken it upon himself to be the party host. The amount of cigarettes he's taken off people is unbelievable. Not that I'm complaining, we put the gazebo up for people to smoke in because even we don't want the smell of smoke clinging around the house, never mind Rachel.
I could see Phillip trying desperately to flirt with basically every girl in the party. I was going to say something to him about it but Finn arrived and I got a bit distracted.
"Did you know..." I slurred after having quite a few drinks. "That I love you Finn Sharkey."
In response, he wrapped his arms around my waist and started kissing me. The music thumped through my ear drums as the room started spinning.
"I think she has had enough for tonight." Lauren said, coming over with Madi and pulling me away from Finn. I started protesting, only to be pulled out of the living room by my two friends.
"You're not my mum." I cried. "Leave me alone."
"She's obviously drank more than we thought." Lauren muttered.
"Can you just phone my mum please?" I asked, trying to resist going up the stairs.
"Babe, your mum died years ago." Madi said.
"No she didn't. My mum is at home with my dad." I sulked, not thinking clearly.
"Okay then babe, how about you sleep here tonight? It will be a long walk home for you." Lauren said softly.
"I don't want to go to bed." I whimpered, sounding like a four year old. I tried hooking my foot around the banister so that they couldn't move me.
"For god sake. Olivia, if you go upstairs, I'll buy you some chocolate tomorrow?" Madi said.
I thought for a minute. "Cookie crumble?" I asked. She nodded her head so I finally stumbled up the stairs.
"Go get the key for the bedroom doors." Lauren muttered to Annie when we reached the top of the stairs.
When we finally got into my room, I collapsed on my bed.
"You're my best friend Lauren. You'll never leave me will you?" I said, grabbing her arm.
"Course I won't babe, now you go to sleep. You're going to have an awful hangover in the morning." She said softly.
When she left the room, I grabbed my phone off the bedside table and rung the one person I wanted to speak to the most.
"Hello? Why are you ringing at this time Olivia?" She asked.
"Rachel? Did you know.. I've got my own house?" I told my oldest sister.
"Are you drunk Olivia?" Rachel asked, sounding fully alert.
"Nope." I said, popping the 'p'. "Now, did you know that? My dad left me a house in his will." I said before putting the phone on the bedside table and falling into a deep sleep.
When I woke up, I could still hear music playing downstairs. The music didn't wake me up though. Someone had come into my room.
"Annie?" I asked sleepily. She didn't reply though. I smiled and started to fall back asleep when someone climbed into the bed next to me. Thankfully it was a double bed, but I figured it wasn't Annie who was next to me.
"Go away Finn." I muttered. I pushed my boyfriend's chest away from me. He probably hates me after I blurted out I loved him when I was pissed. Although I'm still not exactly sober now. I looked at the clock and it read 2.36am. I sighed and turned back over.
I was just about to tell Finn to piss off when a hand covered my mouth. And through my drunkenness, I could tell straight away- the hand is too strong to be Finns.
I tried to wriggle away from whoever was in the other side of my bed but the person grabbed hold of my waist too tightly. Out of instinct, I tried biting the persons hand so I could scream out, but they still wouldn't budge.
Tears began falling down my face as I felt them shifting above me, pulling my disco pants down. I tried crying out but I couldn't. I laid there frozen as my virginity was taken away from me at the age of 15 to a person who I don't even know.
And I feel disgusting. Like a whore. I know exactly what has just happened, I feel completely sober now.
After a few minutes, the person stood up and left the room, while I curled myself up in a ball, not even having the effort to cry.
I should have listened to Phillip. Having a party was a bad idea. I'm a weak person. Why didn't I fight them off? Why did I just lay there and let it happen.
I can't go back to sleep tonight.
For the rest of the night, I just laid on my bed. Staring at the walls of my room. My room where, for the past 10 years, I had considered myself safe in.
FeeDob26: Do you understand what i meant now? I was nearly in tears writing this!
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