I have two things to say. First: Surprise! I felt like writing today so I decided to give you an early update today. Aren't I nice? (Okay that is debatable considering to what is waiting for you below)

And now for the Second: I was going through my notes for this story and was left in shock when I saw that this story was supposed to be finished with the last story and that I got a little bit sidetracked because I didn't do what I was supposed to either. So I guess I'm going to have to finish it off now. On that note I'm here to say that this is the chapter before the last. A shocker right? But yeah here you go. Hope you like it. (Sorry for the overly long AN. I got carried away again)

"Alec! Alec open the door!" The banging on the door continued as I continued shaking my head while hugging my pillow tightly even though the person on the other side of the door couldn't see. "Open the freaking door demit! Let me in!"

As the banging continued I had a sense of déjà vu. This was all too similar to what happened a few days ago. There was just one big difference.

"Alec love please!" Magnus shouted again. Still not giving up. Still calling for me restlessly even though it was well after midnight now and the rest of the neighbors can't be happy about all this noise.

"Magnus just go." I crooked out. The first words I said in hours, my voice breaking when I did. "Leave me alone."

"No way. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving until we talk." He called out. "Darling we need to talk about this."

"Don't. Just don't." I shook my head again as my eyes got blurry from upcoming tears. No. Not again.

"Darling please just let me in. We have to talk." He begged from the other side of my bedroom door. Where he as been for hours now.

"No. There is nothing to talk about. I just need to be lone for a little bit."

"No." He yelled and kicked the door. "No. I'm not letting you do that again. I'm here for you. Let me be there for you. Stop pushing me away please. Just stop."

I could hear the desperation in his voice but still I didn't move. I continued lying under all the blankets and clutching my pillow for dear life as I remembered again what happened that day.

A day that started normal but soon turned into the worst day of my life.

"Hey darling why don't we go out. It's nice outside." Magnus proposed as I got out of the bathroom after my shower, with just a towel wrapped around my waist.

"Out where?" I asked as I walked to Magnus's dresser where I had more than a few pieces of clothing tucked away. When did I even get so many of them here?

Magnus got up off of the bed and walked towards me, hugging me from behind.

"So is that a yes?" He asked, whispering into my ear and making me shiver. I could hear the smile in his voice.

"It depends on where you want to go." I teased even though we both knew that I'm going to go no matter where.

He grinned and turned me around so I have to face him now. "Well I was thinking we could take a walk in the park and then go for lunch somewhere. It's such a nice day out after all."

"Okay. Just let me get dressed first." I said and turned around to get the clothes again only to be stopped by Magnus tightening his hold on me.

"Do I have to?"

I chuckled. "If you want to go out yes you do."

"Hmm Then I think I changed my mind." He whispered and kissed the back of my neck before continuing to leave kisses down my neck and shoulder. Still not letting go.

"Oh really?" I asked, turning my head so I can look at him. "And what about the whole 'It's so nice outside' thing?"

"Its going to be nice outside later too." He said with a smirk before leaning in for a kiss and leading us back towards the bed.

A few hours and a new shower later we were walking in the park hand in hand. I didn't even mind anymore. Everyone knew anyway.

"See I told you it's nice." Magnus whispered into my ear and I rolled my eyes in response.

"I didn't doubt you for a second."

"Fags." I flinched at the word. Instinctively moving my hand out of Magnus's. Suddenly I cared again.

But Magnus won't have that and just tightened his hold on my hand and continued walking, his other hand moving to my shoulder, drawing soothing circles onto it while we walked.

With that he managed to relax me again. But it wasn't the same anymore. It couldn't be.

"Its okay darling. Let's just go get that lunch." He whispered into my ear before pulling me towards the first diner. That, as it turned out, wasn't such a great idea.

My head hung low and my eyes were fixated on the floor as we entered the small diner and walked towards one of the tables. And that's why I didn't see him at first. That's why I didn't notice he was there until it was too late.

"Oh look who it is." I tensed as I heard the voice. As I heard a voice of the last person I wanted to see right now. "If it isn't my disgrace of a son."

We didn't eat there in the end. But that still didn't from throwing many hurtful comments our way.

I guess that's how I ended up here. Locked in my own bedroom so I can be alone. I don't even know why I want to be alone anymore. But its better that way right? I was always alone before. I always dealt with these things alone. There is no need to get Magnus involved into this.

But he won't stop. He won't let me. But he should. It's none of his business anyway. Why does he even bother? He would be so much better without me.

"Alexander open the door. Please open up!" He started up again. Did he even stop?

"No." I yelled back.

"Love please open the door. Please stop pushing me away. Please." He practically begged from the other side.

"No. Go away." Its better this way. I don't deserve you. I never did. Just leave me alone and go back to you're life. It would be better than his.

Even though I thought it I didn't say any of it out loud. I couldn't make myself do it. But still my father's words echoed in my mind. Making me wince and flinch with everyone. Like they were a punch. I think a punch would have hurt less.

"Alexander please." He begged again. "Please. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not going to leave you alone like this. Please."

I could hear it as he leaned onto the door but I still didn't do as he asked. I couldn't.

So I just stayed put until I eventually fell asleep. Magnus still banging on the door from the other side.

Its better this way. He will give up won't he? Yes of course he will. I'm not worth it anyway. I'm not worth anything.

Did you like it? Tell me what you think.

So yeah I have no idea what I'm doing. But hopefully it ended up good. Anyway like I said before the next chapter will be the LAST one. Wow no matter how many stories I finish off I will never get used to saying that. Next chapter is Monday as always. Don't be too sad that its ending though. I'm sure that knowing me I will think of a oneshot at one point later on.

So review my lovelies.