Hey guys, here's the next chapter for you! Thanks for the reviews on the last chapter, a few of you showed your dislike to Luce, so I hope you change your mind by the end of the chapter!
Anyway, enjoy!
Naomi leans back into me as we sit atop of the slide. I wrap my arms round her waist and nuzzle my face into her neck, lightly kissing her skin there. I hear her sign as she moves further into me, resting her head against my shoulder.
"This is nice" She says as we both look up at the stars drawn across the night sky.
"Yeah, well it would be if I wasn't slipping every five seconds" I say, shuffling back up to the top of the slide and removing one of my arms from Naomi's waist so I can hold onto the slide's handles.
Naomi chuckles then starts to shuffle down, her clothing squeaking against the metal. I hold onto the handle's tighter as she starts to drag us down.
"Naoms, what are you doing?" I say as she shuffles down enough then begins to slide down the slide, stopping at the bottom. My legs lay out in front of me, stretched out from when I tried to stop Naomi from sliding down.
She turns round and smiles, waving a hand down "Come join me down here" she says.
I sigh and let go of the handles, letting myself slide down the cold metal. I move my legs in time so I don't collide into Naomi's back and settle myself behind her. She shuffles back again, slotting herself into my front and resumes our position from before.
"Is Luce going to be angry when we get back?" Naomi asks, looking up at me with her big blue eyes.
I smile and kiss her neck again "Probably. She's being so un cool though." I press more kisses to her neck, moving up to her jaw I gently suck on her skin, earning a small moan from her.
"She's being a friend"
I scoff "No, she's being a Mum. I don't need a Mum, I need a friend" I rest my cheek against Naomi's and start to fiddle with the button on her sleeve.
"You should've spoken to her instead of running out like we did"
Shrugging, I press a kiss to Naomi's cheek "I wanted to feel a little reckless again. It's been to long since I have"
"I don't remember you being so affectionate last time" I hear her whisper as she plays with my fingers, gently running her fingers between my own.
"Last time, I wasn't aiming to be your girlfriend, I was aiming to-"
"Win the bet with Cook" she says bitterly. She gets up from the slide and begins to walk to the small pond that's nearby. I bite my lip and quickly follow her. She's sat down on the bench, facing the frozen pond.
I gently sit down next to her "Naomi-"
"Sorry, sorry. I'm still kinda...touchy on that subject" It's only when I see her hand wipe at her face that I realise she's crying. My heart breaks softly and scoot up to the bench and take hold of her face. I gently turn her chin until she's facing me, her watery eyes locking onto mine.
"I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I shouldn't have done so. But I don't regret it" I feel her pulling away but I hold onto her hands tighter "I don't regret it because then I wouldn't have gotten to know you and seen how wonderful and beautiful you are. I wouldn't have gotten to call you mine like I can now, or do this" I gently tuck a piece of hair behind her ear and caress her cold cheek "Or do this" I gently press a kiss to her lips.
I sigh when I feel her hand come up to gently clasp onto the back of my neck, pulling me in closer to her. I pull away from her and press our foreheads together.
"I regret leaving you though. I regret uttering those words that weren't true at the train station. I wish I can rewind time and stop myself from breaking your heart like that and lying to you. To myself. Because if there's one thing I'm completely sure about Naomi is, I'll love anyone more than I love you. I love you more than anything else in the world and I sure as hell won't be making the same mistake two times in a row"
"I love you too" she says. I lean forwards an press a kiss to her lips again. When I pull back, Naomi smiles softly then gets up, holding her hand out to me "Come on, let's get back and face Lucezilla"
I smirk at the nickname and take hold of her hand, letting her walk us back to the apartment.
As soon as the door closes, Luce zones in on the both of us in seconds "Naomi can you give me a second with Emily please?" she asks, keeping her gaze on me. Naomi looks at me and I nod, allowing her to go off to my bedroom.
Once the door closes I march into the sitting room and pick up one of the beers Luce has on the coffee table. I open the can up and sit down on the settee, turning my attention to the TV.
"Emily, you deliberately disobeyed me" Luce says, turning off the TV and standing in front of me.
"Now you're taking lines from Disney Movies?" I ask, kicking my feet up onto the ottoman close to me.
"I specifically told you not to leave the flat, and what do you do? Leave it!" she says, throwing her hands up into the air.
"So? I can do what I like Luce! I'm twenty four fucking years old for Christ sake, I don't need you to baby sit me or be my Mum!"
"Well seeing how you just behaved I think you do!"
I place my can onto the table and get up, moving so I'm in Luce's face "Stop thinking then! Let me live my life how I want to live it. In case you haven't noticed, my mum doesn't give to shits about me and she never has. I've had to live without a mum for years and I'm fine! All I need right now is a friend Luce, I don't see why you're so paranoid"
Luce takes a step back and looks down at the floor. I watch as she seems to be mentally debating something with herself. When she finally looks up at me, I can see the determination in her eyes "I'm paranoid because I think you might-you might kill yourself" she says softly.
I falter, my eyebrows scrunching together as I take in what she just said. Kill myself? I never really had the thought to do so "Why? I'm happy, I have Naomi, I have you, I have Katie and I have Effy and on some level Cook."
"Because I almost did" she says, sounding exhausted.
My eyes widen in surprise and I watch as she sits down onto the arm chair dejectedly "But, why would you think I would?"
"I went through something similar to you Emily, except, I didn't have a Cook or Freddie or Effy to save me"
"You mean...?" I trail off, not wanting to think that something so awful has happened to such a kind woman.
"Yeah, I was raped. Multiple times actually. When I was sixteen, my parents kicked me out for drug abuse. My brother, Daniel, had Aspergers and was only twelve at the time. He didn't know what was going on, so he couldn't defend me or anything. So I was left on the streets with only the clothes on my back and about thirty pence in my pocket."
I sit down on the loveseat next to her, watching as he body starts to tremble slightly.
"Then I met Graham. I was rummaging through the dustbins at the cafe he worked at, trying to find something to eat when he found me. He was coming out for his cigarette break and caught me looking through the bins. He asked me where I lived and why I was there. I told him about my parents and he offered to let me stay at his place. I didn't think much of it at the time because it was somewhere other than the cardboard box I had to stay, somewhere with a warm bed and fresh food and water. So I agreed."
"He didn't do it then, did he?" I ask softly.
Luce shakes her head "No, no he didn't. It was about two years after when he did it the first time. I got back on track, got a stable job and new clothes. I was able to pay for rent with him and we developed a strong friendship. But he started to come home drunk every night. He would stumble in through the door, singing football chants and talking about some story the lads told him."
"He never used to hit me then or touch me in anyway. Once, I came back after work and he was already back, pissed out of his head. He became really angry that I wasn't there when he got back and proceeded to hit me and shout at me, telling me how useless I was. This happened a couple of times after."
I take one of her trembling hands and gently run my thumb over the back of it.
"But, one night I had come back even later than usual and immediately I could tell something was off. He was more drunk than usual, he started accusing me of cheating on him and other things. He must've got it crammed into his brain that we were in some sort of relationship or something. He proceeded to yell at me then he-he grabbed me, threw me to the ground and ripped my clothes off. He said he had to teach me a lesson and then he-he-"
Tears fall down her face as she tries to tell me, but I understand and tug on her hand. She gets up and moves over to the seat next to me, allowing me to pull her into my arms and gently rock her side to side.
"It started to happen more regularly over the next year or so" she says after gaining her breath back "His abuse got worse and more frequent. I started to believe him. One day, he had gone out and that was when I thought 'This is it. This is the only way I can end this, end me' and so I walked to the top of the building and stood at the edge. I looked down at the streets below, knowing that in one step, I could end it all. Put a stop to everything that has happened to me. But as I went to jump, I felt arms wrap round me and take me off. I started to scream and kick only to realise that it was Dan. Upon seeing him I collapsed in his arms and started to cry, telling him how I wanted to die, asking him to allow me to die. He held me for so long, just letting me cry it all out"
"What happened after?"
"He called the police and took me to my parents. They felt so guilty for kicking me out, but I was too emotionally shaken to care. I saw a therapist for two years after that to help me with it all and now, here I am"
"Dan must've been fifteen"
Luce nods "That's the worst part. That my fifteen year old brother watched his sister fall apart and declare she wants to die. He was so scared. He never left my side after that, once he learnt to drive, he would take me and pick me up from work and other places. He would go to parties with me to keep a close eye. It was so bad. I'm his older sister, I should've been looking after him, especially with his Aspergers, but instead, he was looking after me"
"I'm so sorry Luce, I didn't know this happened to you" I say, rubbing her arm "I can't imagine how you must be feeling, I mean, it only almost happened to me, but with you it did..."
She moves off of me and wipes at her eyes "Yeah, now you know why I'm so protective of you. Especially after what happened the other day. But, I realise now that you only need a friend, and maybe I was smothering you a bit. So, I promise not to be annoying and motherly to you, if you promise to help with the housework and do not display any PDA over pecks and hand holding with Naomi in front of me"
I smile at her and get up "Deal. Oh, but can you still give me breakfast in bed, that I don't really mind" I say with a smile.
Luce laughs and shakes her head "Go on, go see to your woman" she says kicking my bum. I flip her off and walk over to my room.
As soon as I walk in, I spot Naomi walking out of the bathroom with only a skimpy towel on. I watch as a water droplet drops from her wet hair down past he collar bone and between the valley of her breasts.
Biting my lip, I walk over to her and grab onto her hips, my hands scrunching up the soft material covering her body. She moans softly as she looks into my eyes, probably seeing how dark they must've become.
I immediately press my lips against hers, toying with the edge of the towel, I slowly start moving forwards as our tongues dual with each other. Naomi sits down onto the bed and watches as I straddle her, attacking her neck with bites and kisses.
"I-I thought we were going slow?" She says through her moans as she grips onto my hips. I remove her hands from me and gently push her down onto the bed, placing her hands above her head.
"Screw going slow" I husk against her as I slowly start to remove her towel. She moans as the cold air comes into contact with her quickly hardening nipples. I let her move up the bed and slowly prowl up the sheets towards her, smirking at her flushed face as I hover over her body.
Naomi's hands toy with my shirt, waiting for me to lift my arms up before pulling it off my body and throwing the garment across the room. She smirks when she sees I'm not wearing a bra.
"No bra? You slut" She playfully growls against my ear before nibbling on my earlobe. I moan softly, feeling my clit pound against my underwear.
"I'm your slut" I whisper back, connecting our lips together in a frenzied kiss. Teeth, clash together furiously as our tongues battle for dominance. With a quick nip at Naomi's bottom lip, I trail kisses down her neck, across her collar bone before finally kissing the swell of her breast.
I gently run my tongue around her areola, listening to the sounds of her moans of anger when I avoid touching her very sensitive nipples.
"Ems, please I-I need"
"You need what baby?" I ask as my left hand gently massages her left breast, my finger occasionally flicking her nipple, causing small cries of pleasure to fly from her mouth.
"I need your mouth on-on my..."
"On your what?" I breath against her sensitive nipple, still avoiding contact with it.
"I need you to-to suck me"
"Where? Tell me Naoms, tell me what you want"
"I want you to suck my tit!" she almost shouts when I pinch her left nipple. I smirk and immediately attach my lips to her hardened right nipple, flicking my tongue over it then occasionally swirling my tongue around it. Naomi's hands move straight to my hair, her hands pushing me closer to her chest as she arches herself off from the bed.
I release her nipple with a loud 'pop' before moving my treatment onto her other one, gently taking it into my mouth and sucking on it hard.
"Oh my god!" Naomi breathes out as I nip at it softly before soothing it with my tongue.
Smirking, I begin to make my way down her body when her hands stop me, she pulls me back up to her and pulls me into another heated kiss. I moan when she sucks on my tongue, her hands travelling to my jeans zip. I feel her gently tug it down and pull at the waistband. I lift my hips up, allowing her to drag my jeans down along with my underwear. I move off of her to kick the jeans off, once done, I feel myself get flipped over.
I look up and see Naomi's sparkling, mischievous eyes smiling down at me. She kisses me tenderly before trailing kisses down to my breasts and gently sucking one of my nipples into my mouth. I gasp loudly, pleasure rolling through me as she nips and sucks at it, alternating between the two of my breasts. She kisses her way back up my body and places a soft kiss on the shell of my ear.
"I want to try something" She whispers in my ear. I got to wrap my legs around her waist, but her hands stop me. She gently pushes them back down then lays her body over mine, our breasts brushing against each other deliciously. We both moan simultaneously when our nipples come into contact.
"What do you want to try?" I ask as Naomi starts to slowly thrust her hips into mine. I moan when I feel her dripping sex move against mine, causing amazing friction against my clit.
"That" she says, licking my ear lobe. She positions herself between my hips so both of our throbbing cores are touching. We both groan at the feeling of each other against ourselves, my hands grab onto her back as she slowly starts to rock her body against mine, our clits rubbing against each other as she does so.
I gasp and moan at the feeling that's flowing through my body. Naomi's head drops down to my neck as she starts to kiss and suck at my skin. My fingers claw into her skin as she starts to rock faster, making it ten times more pleasurable and making the white heat I can feel building rise faster.
"Oh god, oh god, oh god" I start to chant as my orgasm slowly starts to build, I feel Naomi's short's breath blowing against my sweaty neck as our bodies continue to rock against each other.
"Are you close?" I hear whispered in my ear. I only make a small sound close to a 'yes' as the pleasure I'm feeling starts to overrun my senses.
"Me too" she says, moving back from my neck, I feel her fingers move some hair out fo my face "Open your eyes baby" she whispers, out rocking bodies starting to become irregular as our orgasms get closer and closer to the edge.
I open my eyes, meeting the dark blue ones of Naomi's. I keep contact with her, trying to keep my eyes open as we ride higher and higher. With one final thrust, Naomi sends me over the edge.
"Oh Fuuuccckkk" I scream, my nails digging hard into her back as I watch Naomi come undone as well. With a loud 'Emily!' she finally closes her eyes and collapses on top of me, gently kissing my neck as I run my hands through her hair.
"That was-" she starts to say
"Wow" I finish. Naomi goes to move, but it cause our overly sensitive buds to rub against each other, making us both shudder.
"I'm just going to stay here" She says, nuzzling into my neck.
I nod dumbly and grab the sheets we somehow kicked off, throwing them over our bodies "That's a good idea"
"I love you Emily" Naomi says sleepily.
"I love you too" I say as we both fall into a deep slumber, our bodies intertwined with each other.
...So...did you guys like it? Do you still dislike Luce or do you understand more?
I'm sorry if the smut wasn't very good, I struggled with the last part amlot...
Anyway, thanks for taking your time to read this chapter, if you are awesome enough to want to waste your time leaving me a review then that's great!
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