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Chapter 26
PPOV
Nothing, and i mean nothing could ruin this day. A meteor could fall from the sky and i'd still be smiling. A tornado could hit, or i could get hit by lightning. I don't care, because last night was perfect. Every time i closed my eyes, the sight of Emily's back arching off the bed in pleasure filled my senses. The way she smelt, the way she tasted, the way she sounded, oh god her moans. Just thinking about it was getting me horny all over again. I had to take a deep breath and close my eyes to calm myself every few minutes. My mind was focused on everything Emily Fields, and nothing could break me from that train of thought. The bell rang and it was time for lunch. I practically sprinted out of the hallway eager to see Emily again. I quickly stopped by my locker first and dropped off my books and grabbed a few others before going to Emily's locker.
"Hey beautiful." I said to her. She looked up at me and smiled, giving a weak 'hey' back. "Is everything okay?" I asked reaching for her hand. She didn't pull away, and that comforted me, in fact she threw her body into mine. She hugged me tightly, and i was frozen. Shit! What is happening?! Is something wrong? Did someone hurt her?! Oh i will fuck them up. My internal monologue raged on in my head, but i hugged Emily back soothingly, rubbing her back and pressing my cheek to her shoulder. "Babe, talk to me." I pleaded. After a night like last night, I don't know why she's like this, and honestly it was starting to scare me.
"We need to talk." She said, pulling away from the hug, and looking in my eyes. Oh god…. Those four words literally crumbled my entire life to pieces. She's having second thoughts. She regrets it. God Damn it Paige! How the fuck could you fuck this up! She probably faked it just to get you to stop, What the fuck is wrong with you!? I screamed in my head. "Oh jesus, no not like that! No, its not one of those talks I swear!" Emily rushed, grabbing my face in-between her hands when she saw my panic. "That came out wrong, i need to talk to you, i need you. Im sorry, i should have chosen my words more carefully. Last night was everything right, and nothing wrong. I love you Paige, okay? Im not breaking up with you and I'm not having second thoughts, i wouldn't take a second of it back for all the money in the world." She said pulling me into a tight hug. I couldn't help the fearful tears that escaped my eyes, and Emily couldn't stop apologizing now. My ears were filled with 'I'm sorry' over and over again and finally i pulled myself together and hugged her back.
"Please. Please don't ever scare me like that again." I whispered into her hair clutching onto her for dear life. She nodded against my head and saying that she promised she wouldn't, before she squeezed me one more time before pulling back to look at me.
"You were right, lets skip the rest of today." She said.
"Are you-" i tried to clarify, but she cut me off with a quick kiss and grabbed my books that were in my hand before placing them in her locker and dragging me outside. I didn't protest the rest of it, and followed her hand in hand out to her car. Once we got in and drove off, it was silent for the beginning portion. She held my hand as she drove around aimlessly, and i studied her face. I could practically hear the inner turmoil going on inside of her head, and finally i couldn't take it anymore. "Em?" I asked breaking the silence.
"Yeah?"
"Everything alright?" I asked. We came to a red light and she turned her head to look at me. She smiled at me with her beautiful lips, and when i looked to her eyes, her smile was present there as well.
"So long as you're here, it will be." She said. She brought my hand up to her face and kissed my knuckles. A car horn behind us, reminded her that she was supposed to be driving and we drove off again. Finally we came to a park, and she parked her car. She didn't say anything as she got out, i followed her and she held a hand out to me, waiting for me to place my hand in hers. I grasped onto her hand and she turned and led me over to the swing set. She sat down on one swing, and i sat down on the other. She rocked back and fourth a few times, but i held my feet planted firmly in the ground and watched her. "Maya's back." She said. I was stunned into silence, there was nothing i could say at the moment. Am i supposed to be worried? Mad? Sad? I stared at her in shock, and she looked up at me, expecting me to say something.
"Oh." i finally coughed out lamely. i sat down heavily in the swing and began to slowly move back and forth.
"Paige?" She said. I didn't look up at her right away. I was to busy being my usual stupid self and thinking of every worse case scenario possible, even one where Emily decides to leave me and go back to her. Actually…. every single thought running through my head ended with that situation, and i couldn't look at her. "Paige." She tried again. I was too lost in my swirl of worry and panic that I couldn't move. I didn't even notice when she left her swing and stood in front of me. She pushed herself in-between my legs and used her hands up cup my face and tilt it up to look at her. Still to scared,I closed my eyes, afraid of what i'd find in her eyes. "Paige?" She asked, barely over a whisper. I felt her thumbs stroke my cheeks, but i forced my head back down to look at the ground. "Please look at me." She asked. I could hear the tears in her voice, and i couldn't not look at her. Slowly, i tipped my head and looked at her. She had moved her arms to wrap around her torso, and she was barely keeping her tears at bay. Finally, our eyes locked, and a single tear rolled from the corner of her eye and she took a step back from me. "Are you mad at me?" She asked, she was biting her lip anxiously and her lip quivered.
"What?" I asked dumbly.
"Are you mad at me because Maya is back." She said her voice cracking and her eyes were cast to her feet.
"What? No, why would I be mad at you for that? Its not your fault." I said confused. How could she think that i'd be mad at her for something she can't control?
"But… you are mad?" She said. I quickly went over my response to her a second before and realized how i sounded.
"No, babe, no I'm not mad at all." I said,
"Then why wouldn't you look at me?" I knew Emily was broken, i guess i never really gauged just how much she was keeping inside.
"I was thinking of what comes next." I said, it wasn't technically a lie, I'm just leaving out the part where she dumps my sorry ass and goes back to Maya. "So she's back. But you are mine, and I am yours." I said, she was still a step and a half away from me and i reached out with my right hand and grasped the front of the sweatshirt she was wearing and pulled her to me. I stood up at the same time and wrapped my arms around her shoulders.
We stayed at the park for another hour or so, swinging on the swings, and holding hands. We started talking again, reminiscing in all the fun times we had. I wanted to show Emily that i could give her my entire world. Anything that she wants, and is in my power she can have. I want to show her that i would move mountains for her. I kept her laughing and smiling for the rest of the time we were at the park, and the car ride home. We decided to go back to her house since it was closer and we cuddled in her room, watching 2 broke girls on per laptop and laughing when ever Max says something witty and sarcastic.
"Why have i never seen this show before?!" Emily exclaimed after the 3rd episode in a row. I shrugged and navigated to the next episode. We were laying on our stomachs, with out feet entwined in the air behind us by the head of her bed. Our arms were pressed against each other, and i kissed her shoulder through the thick sweater material. I felt her lean slightly into me and i smiled, moving the kisses towards her neck. i craned my neck as far as i could reach, and planted a kiss on the side of her head, before shifting positions to straddle her bum and use my hands to move her hair to one side of her neck. I kissed the exposed side and felt her heat radiating out from her. My hands were quite cold and i pulled up the sides of the hoodie so that her sides were exposed and grabbed her firmly. She squealed and bucked, trying to get my cold hands off of her, but i used her movements to slither down her body, and get my hands to travel up higher.
"Paige! Your hands are freezing!" She laughed. She had managed to flip herself over, but i was still straddling her.
"So warm them up." I challenged. She laughed again at my childish antics, but gasped when i pushed my hands under her bra and cupped her breasts. I moaned lightly at the feeling of her. I could feel her nipples hardening against my palms, and moved my hands so that i could trace circles over her nipples with my thumbs.
She let out a groan, "Paige." her eyes closed and she arched into my hands. I moaned softly and lightly ground my hips onto her. She groaned again and i leaned down to capture her lips with mine. Slowly i pulled my hands out of her bra and sweatshirt, and rested them on either side of her head as to give myself leverage. Her hands had moved and bunched the material of my shirt up so that it was up under my arms, and her fingers found the raised skin of my tattoo. Her fingers traced lazily over it. I could feel myself growing wetter and wetter by the second, and i ground my hips harder into her. It was hard for me to feel the much need friction through the dense material of my jeans, but Emily could feel it perfectly through my athletic pants she was still wearing. She moaned softly and arched into me, while pulling me down on top of her. I shifted my position so that i could lay my full body weight on top of her, and moved my legs so that i was nestled in-between hers. We never broke the kiss, and she shifted under me slightly to get more comfortable. We lay on her bed making-out, and it was as if the bad parts of today never happened. Like last night never ended. Her hands roamed my entire back, scratching her nails down my back, i arched my back into her hands, trying to get her to be rougher, and she took the hint. she trailed her hands back up my back before raking her claw like nails down the length of my back. I groaned in pleasure and my hips bucked forward in response and slammed into hers. She moaned from the feeling, and so i did it again and again. Ramming my hips into hers, She raked her nails down my back again and i lost all sense and reason. I growled into the kiss and bit down on her lip. I propped myself up on my left and and snaked my right arm in-between us and shoved them into the front of her pants. I pushed her panties to the side and rammed two fingers into her, at the same time biting down on her pulse point. She let out a sexual cry and gripped onto my back, her nails digging into my skin. I growled again and started sucking on her neck, while using my hips to help drive my fingers into her harder and further than they normally would. She let out a series of high pitched mewls and cries, and i angled my fingers up and started slamming into her faster. "Fuck Paige, right there!" She let out another throaty raspy high pitched cry and snaked her left arm under mine and around my back so she was gripping my left shoulder while her other arm was gripping into my right bicep. I moved my thumb out to rest on her clit, so every time i thrust into her, my thumb would pass over it roughly. Her legs wrapped themselves around my torso. She used her right hand to push her pants down so that i could get better access to her, before she snaked her arm back up and her nails dug back into my flesh. Her left hand was leaving crescent shaped marks along my left shoulder.
"Fuck Em." I growled when her hand scratched along my back sideways. I felt her walls begin to clench, and it was getting a little difficult to draw my fingers out of her, as her walls closed trying to keep me in. "Yank on my hair." I commanded, and yank she did. As her orgasm quickly approached her right hand threaded itself into my hair and tangled itself in, before she gave a forceful tug. I groaned in pleasure at the pain and stopped thrusting with my hips, now relying on the speed of my arm to take her over the edge.
"Fuck! Paige! Right there! Right fucking there! I'm so close. Don't stop." She gasped out. i knew she needed just a small push to send her reeling, and so i slithered down her body, still thrusting with my arm and attached my mouth onto her clit, sucking roughly, and flicking my tongue repeatedly over it. I stopped thrusting in and out of her and wiggled my fingers, in a curl and uncurl fashion, as fast as my hand would allow, stroking her g-spot. Her legs clamped around my head and squeezed and her hands flew to my hair tugging on it roughly, trying to stay grounded as an intense orgasm ripped through her body, Her back curled off the bed and then flew back into an arch, I looked up her body and her mouth was open as a silent scream was omitted. I kept going, not slowing down my pace, and i felt her hands try to push me away, and get me to stop. I pulled my fingers out of her, but kept on sucking on her clit and licking up and down her lips, driving my tongue in as far as it could go to lap up all of her juices. Her hands tried to push my face away, her voice still to weak to ask me to stop. I wrapped my arms under her legs, to get a better angle, and roughly grabbed her arms when she tried to push me away again. She hadn't fully recovered from her first orgasm as i drove her to her second without a break. It didn't take long until her back arched off the bed again and another sexual cry came from her mouth while her legs clamped over my head again, i felt her legs quivering and slowed down my pace, and licked up the rest of her juices that were left. "Paige, please…. I…. can't….." She managed out weakly. i released her arms from the position i held them in on the bed and brought my arms from under her legs, and crawled up her body, kissing her stomach and the valley between her breasts before finally making it to her mouth. I kissed her softly, she barely responded, her energy spent from having both orgasms. She breathed heavily, and i got off the bed. Her head tilted towards me, and i smiled. I pulled her pants back up her legs and over her butt, before picking her up bridal style. and laying her the proper way in bed. There was a blanket folded at the base of her bed and i grabbed it and draped it over us and held on to Emily as she recovered.
"Em?" i asked after we got settled in under the blanket. She hummed in response, letting me know she was listening. "About earlier today, i don't care that Maya is back, because…" i stopped to thread my hand through her hair. "Because i love you, and i hope you know how much i love you. Its not just about the amazing sex we have, or the friends we share, or the things we do. Its about you, its has always been about who you are as a person. How you are this amazing woman who cares for the ones she holds dear to her. How you seem to love unconditionally and trust easy. I for one am so thankful to have been able to earn your trust and your love." I looked down at her, she was looking up at me, and even though her eyes were heavy with sleep, she was fighting to stay awake and listen to what i was saying. "I promise you, that i will never, ever break your trust, or revoke your love. I love you Emily Fields, and I'm yours."
"I love you too Paige, you can be mine, only if i can be yours." She said looking up at me with adoration filled eyes.
"I can live with that." i whispered, she smiled in return and nestled into the crook of my arm and had an arm thrown lazily over my torso, and we both drifted off to sleep.
"I SAID BACK OFF MAYA!"
I was in the hallway heading to my locker to meet with Emily so we could go to lunch when I heard a voice so full of rage and yet so unmistakably Emily. Immediately i kicked into gear and brushed past kids towards the sounds of the argument.
"You know Im right Emily!" I hear Maya shout back.
"No you're not! You don't know what the hell your talking about!"
"She is using you!"
"Oh like how you used me?!" A group of kids were packed in a circle around the two arguing girls and i bulldozed my way through them. As i thought, Emily was at her locker and Maya was standing not even two feet away from her and they are screaming at each other.
"I DIDNT CHEAT ON YOU!" Maya screamed back in Emily's face taking a step towards her. I went over to them making sure Emily saw me first.
"Everything okay here babe?" I asked, looking directly at Emily. She nodded, still heated in the argument with Maya.
"Get lost McLoser, Emily and I are having a conversation." She sneered at me, I could tell Emily was about to snap, but my hand on her arm stopped her.
"McLoser, nice try but that is so 5th grade. And this," i motioned between the two of them, "Is not what a proper conversation sounds like. This is a screaming match." I said calmly. I lightly pushed my way between Maya and Emily, and slowly moved so that I was blocking Emily from Maya completely.
"Listen Bitch." She snarled, jabbing a finger into my chest. "Emily is mine. I had her first, she belongs to me." She growled through gritted teeth.
"One," i started holding up my pointer finger as to count. "Don't fucking touch me." I said using said finger to jab her right back. "Two," I said standing up a little taller and taking a step towards her, "Emily, is MY girlfriend. and she is not some possession to fight over. She can make her own decisions on how to live her own life. And Three." I leaned over and looked down at her since i'm at least two inches taller than her. "You're right about one thing, you HAD her first. But you fucked up your only chance with the most amazing girl on the planet. And trust me, I'm not going to be so stupid as to let her go. I'm not going to treat her like you did because she deserves so much more than a pathetic, low life, drug addicted, self absorbed bitch like yourself." I snarled at her, hatred and venom and anger dripping from my voice. I hated Maya with every living fiber of my body. I wanted to see her hurt, and crushed, and beaten. Where this intense anger was coming from, i'm not sure, but i do know that it egged me on. And i knew just how to hurt Maya. By making sure she knows that she will never have another chance with Emily.
"Thats real rich coming from you." She countered.
"You don't know a damn thing about me." I scoffed.
"I know a hell of a lot more than you think." She smirked cockily. I feigned shock, but i had her right where i wanted her.
"Did Shana tell you those things?" i asked,
"Plus extra," that stupid smirk was plastered to her face and i wanted nothing more than to punch it off of her.
"Gossip from Shana doesn't come cheap." i said.
"Oh I know, it was really expensive."
"That explains the hickies Shana always had."
"I don't know how you could have ever said no, to a sex god like Shana." She said to me in a hushed voice.
"How would you know how good Shana is in bed?" I asked her. She rolled her eyes at me and gave me the 'are you kidding me?' look. I kept the straight face and waited, and she delivered.
"Obviously from first hand experience." I smirked at her, she admitted it. I win.
"What did you just say?" Emily asked, making herself appear from behind me. By the look on Maya's face she had completely forgotten that Emily was behind me.
"I…I… uh…" She stammered out. What happened next i honestly wasn't expecting. It happened it in slow motion. Everything slowed down, and Maya tried to stammer out a cover up sentence, but the back of Emily's hand flew up and connected with the side of Maya's face. There was a loud crack and her head whipped to the side. Her hand flew up to touch her probably now red hot and stinging face.
"You are such a bitch. I hate you." Emily said. There were tears in her eyes all over again. "I knew it, i fucking knew it. You tried to lie about it, to try to get me back?! No. Never. I'm done." Emily stormed off towards the lunchroom. I went to follow after her, but before i did, i turned to Maya.
"Nice job man! You officially got her to hate you. Congratz! Also, you probably didn't know this, but Shana is currently in Georgia visiting family and won't be back for a week or two, sucks to suck." i whispered the last part to her. Now she has no one to run to except maybe Noel… But thats about it. I quickly followed off in the direction Emily went I looked in the lunch room, but she wasn't there. I did however see Aria, Hannah, Caleb, and Toby sitting there so i went to go ask if they saw her.
"Have you guys seen Emily?" I asked when i got closer. None of them looked up to me, and they all shifted uncomfortably. "Guys?" i asked. again. I looked to Toby and he had a sad look in his eyes. He got up from the table and tilted his head signaling for me to follow him. i did, and he lead me outside.
"Spencer is with Emily right now." He said, while sitting on a bench. I sat next to him.
"So where are they?" he shook his head.
"I don't think you want to see her right now." He said with a sigh.
"What? After what just happened? I kind of need to make sure she's okay."
"Yeah about that… What the ever living fuck were you thinking?" He said to me, his voice laced with disappointment.
"What?" he dropped his head in frustration and ran a hand through his messy locks.
"You really are as dense as a brick aren't you." I stared at him, still confused as to what he was talking about. "Look, you just intervened in Emily and Maya's ex relationship. I understand that you are the new girlfriend and all, but with ex's you have to let them hash it out. You can be there as a side support, but never get involved like how you did."
"She was screaming at her and telling her lies!" I defended.
"It doesn't matter Paige! If it gets physical then you can step in, but do you have any idea how humiliated Emily is right now?"
"I wasn't about to let it get physi- wait what?"
"You got Maya to admit that she cheated on Emily with one of your best friends you fucking dunce cap!" He said swapping me in the back of the head with his hand. I stopped. I had need thought of that. I didn't think about what would happen if Emily found out about Shana and Maya… especially after what happened with Shana and I…
"Shit…." i whispered.
"Yeah. Shit." He said shaking his head.
"What do I do?!" I asked in panic.
"Not this time Paige." he said standing up.
"What?! No Toby please!" He held a hand up to stop me.
"You fucked up really bad this time. I can't fix this one for you, you have to figure this one out on your own. I won't always be here to fix things Paige, you have to learn sooner or later, and i guess I'm choosing sooner, because i've already told everyone else that they aren't allowed to help you fix this. You have to fix this. I'll be here if you need to talk, but I'm not going to give you answers."
"I'll see you tomorrow Tobs." I said getting up quickly. An idea just popped in my head, it was a little on the extreme side, but i had to let her know how sorry i am.
"Paige! Running from your problems aren't going to fix them!" He yelled after me as i started running away.
"Don't worry! I've got a plan this time!" i yelled back, turning around and jogging backwards so he could hear me.
"Wait Paige! Tomorrow isn't going to work, remember she-" I didn't stick around for the rest of what he said as i sprinted off home to begin my massive apology to the girl I love.
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