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Chapter 26 Interlude Dak and Jett Part Three
Jett's POV
After two hours, he came finally. My heart constricted painfully when I saw his red and puffy eyes and the big bruise in this face.
»What are you doing here? «
His voice was so cold, I had to shiver.
»I came to apologize. «
Dak just stared at me. He got his keys out and went inside of his house, slamming the door shut. I sighed quietly and drew my legs to my chest. Then I buried my face in my legs. I just couldn't get the image of the way he looked at me out of my head. I couldn't forget his cold, almost hateful stare, the bruise on his chin he got from me and I couldn't grasp why I have been so stupid. I was startled when the door behind me opened.
»Why are you still sitting there? Come in. «
I stood up and mumbled.
»I wasn't sure whether I was still welcome or not. «
»I am not sure either. «
I nodded feeling sad and followed him into his room. We sat there in silence for a bit, until I hesitantly looked at him and asked:
»Can I see? «
Dak nodded and I gently took his chin and examined the bruise.
»I am sorry. «, I whispered.
He stood up abruptly and my hand fell onto the bed.
»Then why did you do it? I mean, what am I to you? Because it certainly feels like I am only sex for you. Or maybe you are setting me up and nothing of this is real. The only thing we do is fucking. We don't talk; we don't spend time with each other. We don't even make love or cuddle! And to be honest, I like you and I don't want to be played. But... I am afraid that you will hurt me. «
I stood up too and got close to him.
»I'm sorry. I did not know that you feel this way. «
He sighed.
»I don't want you to apologize. I want you to tell me how you feel. «
I sat back down. My mind reeling with different thoughts and emotions. Finally, I replied:
»I don't know how... «
Dak frowned.
»What do you mean? «
I sighed.
»Have you met my father? «
He thought about it for a moment.
»Yeah. He was a bit distant. «
I snorted.
»You can say that. My mom died when I was three. I barely remember her. But my father... He is an overbearing, dominating, homophobic asshole. And for the last thirteen years he drilled into my head that a man should never show emotions or even have them. It makes them weak; a 'faggot'. I know I can't blame everything on him, but I have no idea how to tell you what I feel. What I can say is that I am truly sorry for punching and hurting you. «
Dak sighed.
»For some reason I believe you. How about I help you? «
»How? «
»I ask you questions and you answer with yes or no, okay? «
»Yes. «
»Earlier you refrained Beau from hitting me and said your neighbours would tell your mom. Was that a lie? «
»Yeah. Mom is really dead. But they don't know that. «, I said quietly.
Dak rubbed my shoulder.
»Did you mean to hit me? «
»NO! «
»Do you hate me? «
»No! «
»Are you gay? «
I looked at my lap.
»Jett, look at me. «
I did.
»Are you gay? «, he repeated.
»Yes. «; I whispered.
Dak smiled at me.
»Do you want to be my boyfriend? «
I nodded.
»Yes. «
»Can you tell me why? «
»B-Because I care about you. «
His smile was almost blinding and then he even kissed me.
»You know, I think I can forgive you. «
~Time Skip~
On the next day we visited Logan. I felt weird being with him. I mean I was frightened. Especially when he threatened me. Logan looked adorable and harmless, especially with his dimples. But when he is angry, Logan is fucking frightening. I even had to excuse myself and locked myself into the bathroom. I was shaking and breathing harshly. But after I splashed some water into my face, I felt better. Fortunately, the visit went well.
~Time Skip~
Soon Kendall told me this plan to get Carlos's helmet and destroy it.
»Kendall, you can't do that! More importantly, why do you want to do it? «
»To show them that they cannot mess with us and screw us over. «
»I don't like this. I won't be a part of this. «
Kendall grinned at me.
»You will. Or I will kick you out of the hockey team. «
My blood froze. The only thing that my father didn't hate about me was my position in the hockey team. I sighed. I looked down feeling sad.
»I don't like this. «
~Time Skip~
I felt awful. Carlos looked so shattered. I even thought about stopping this whole thing, but Beau held me back. And then Logan was threatening us and even though he did it in a very subtle way, I knew he threatened me in particular.
Afterwards I tried to get a hold of Dak. But he didn't answer his phone. That is until he called me.
»Where are you?«, I asked immediately.
»At Logan's «
»Look, I am sorr-«
»Don't say something like that. If you would be sorry, you wouldn't have done that. «, Dak replied.
»I know I should tell everybody about us, but I am afraid about what will happen.«
»You should know exactly what will happen! Because you are one of the reasons the closeted gays in our school are afraid to come out! «
»Dak…«
»I don't want to hear it. We are done. «
He hung up. And as I let my phone fall, it shattered on the stone floor. I couldn't believe what he told me. I didn't want to believe it. But deep down I knew that I deserved it for being a horrible person.
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