DAMN! I feel like shit! I'm trying so hard to keep up with posting. It is pretty fucking amazing you all sticking with this crap. I am so fucking sorry. On the good side: THIS CHAPTER! OMG! Kay I'll get up and leave you with that have fun.
Gamzee continued to visit me through out the week never missing a day. Sometimes he came alone during school the others would have showed up after school or he would come after school bringing my homework and a group of people. We would study for up coming tests. It was the finally the night before I got out of the hell hole and instead of studying we were celebrating somewhere around three fourths of a semester of friendships, hardships, relationships, and fixing problems; however, my problem kept getting worse.
I know I won't ever be able to tell him and that I am a worthless piece of shit that is looked at as a little brother. I know my life is hopeless. Thinking back I do believe this is the most depressed I've ever been.
"KARKAT!" a very loud Terezi yells in my ear. I jump and shove her away, rubbing my ear afterward. "Finaaaally, took you forever to respond." I look around and everyone is laughing. I growl and glare at them.
"Shut your face holes fuck-ups. I'm was fucking thinking," I replied to their laughing which only made them laugh more. I cross my arms and glare.
"Oh, come on Karkles don't pout," Terezi mocks making a pouting face, then laughing. I shake my head and grab my book. It feels nice to be able to move more. It stills hurts, but I can actually walk around and reach for my own shit, but as usual Gamzee gets my book first and hands it to me just like a older brother would do for his younger sibling. Fuck. I frown and take the book. I open it back to the page we were on and do the next problem.
"I fucking hate geometry," I mumble and a chorus of yeps rang through the room. I smiled and finished the problem with few mistakes.
After we finally all finished our homework, I slowly watched people disperse. Terezi leaving first. Next, Dave and John. Then, Tavros, which now that he is older is actually pretty cool. He is shy and cute in a little brother way, just like Gamzee thinks towards me. After, everyone left Gamzee, me, Sollux, and Eridan were left.
"So, how is it going motherfuckers?" Gamzee asks the silent couple. I never asked if Gamzee apologized to Eridan, I'll have to ask him later.
Sollux glares at him, "What do you mean?" I guess not. I sigh internally and mentally hit Gamzee.
"I meant with you two dating and all. Just trying to have a friendly conversation," Gamzee replies trying to stay calm. Damn it Sollux, fuckass, don't be pissing him off.
"Really? You are trying to be fucking 'friendly' aththole? I really would like to thee you try," Sollux growls towards Gamzee. I feel him tense up beside me. Damn it!
"Fuck! Don't be fucking figh..." I begin not getting very far in my rant before Gamzee stands. UGH!
"Yeah, I'm trying to be friendly, MOTHERFUCKER! Don't tempt me into not being," Gamzee says loudly. Not exactly yelling yet. Sollux joins him on his feet and steps in front of Eridan's chair protectively.
"You better thit your athth down, Makara or I thwear..." Sollux replies trying hard to keep his voice down.
"Or what?" Gamzee mocks. Sollux's hands clench into fists. Damn it. I move fast and I throw off the covers and jump in between them both in time to catch Gamzee's fist, but not Sollux's fist. I close my eyes ready to take the pain from the hit that would have hit me in the side, but instead I didn't get pain. I open my eyes and look towards Sollux, but instead Gamzee was in between Sollux and myself. He took Sollux's punch in between his shoulder blades. He was looking at me not angry or like he was about to turn and punch back, but he had a look a complete worry on his face and tears rolling down his eyes.
"Oh fucking god Gamzee you're crying? What's fucking wrong? What the fuck did you hurt? Are you ok?" I start asking. Instead of answering any of my questions he just hugged me gently.
I look over his shoulder at Sollux and mouth, "What the fuck?" Sollux was protectively blocking Eridan, who was now standing, with one arm like he was expecting Gamzee to take a swing at him. Which I was expecting also. He shrugs and takes that moment to tell Eridan to go ahead and leave. Sollux turned back to get me. I slightly shake my head telling him to leave. He hesitates, but then follows after Eridan closing the door behind him. Gamzee twitches when he heard the door close. He moves back looking me in the face.
"I thought I might have hurt you again. I am so sorry Karkat. You should have just let him hit me you could have gotten hurt! As soon as I felt you against me I knew I had to not let him hit you. I was scared he would hit somewhere and make you start bleeding again. I am so sorry," He somehow gets out between his hysterical crying. I let the anger build up. Stop it. Fucking stop treating me like your younger brother. I shove him away.
"FUCK OFF! Stop treating me like I can't fucking care for myself. I can deal with being hit. I can deal with all of this shit. What I can't deal with is the way you fucking treat me! Just fucking stop Gamzee. I need something from you that I can't... I just can't... I don't know! Fuck! Just stop," I feel the tears fall down my face. I don't even have the guts to look at him. I just hurt his feelings and I can't... Then, it happened. The one last thing that I fucking expected. The one last thing that I would have ever fucking guessed. He leans close and kisses me.
MMMMMMM! OH GOD WHAT THE HELL IS KARKAT GOING TO DO? HIS FUCKING WISH HAS CAME TRUE. OR HAS IT? MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!