Okay so I have some extra time today and I thought that maybe I would just give you guys the next chapter because I really think you guys want to know what's coming up next.

So here's the next chapter. It contains some really strong things, be free to review.

FANG POV

Max was a complete zombie as I lead her around for her things and found us another car. On the ride back she didn't speak a single work and she would only stare blankly through the window. She was starting to freak me out a bit.

I asked her if she was okay but she didn't seem to hear me at all. I could see it in her eyes, she seemed completely broken inside.

She was doing everything automatically, she even walked up the stairs without complaining about her ankle. Right now she was just lying on the couch staring blankly at the ceiling.

"Fang" Angel walked in and hugged my leg "Is Max going to be okay?"

"I don't know Ang" I patted her head and looked down at her with a small smile "Let's just leave her alone for a while okay?" she nodded and ran off to Gazzy.

That was all I could do to help her right now. Just keep my distance and let her go through whatever she was going through.

MAX POV

I wanted to stop breathing.

I didn't want anything to do with life.

Everything was just pulled out from under me and I was just lying here looking at the ceiling. I could hear the flock walking around and talking to each other outside of the room but no one came in. It was for the best that no one came in.

No one actually needed me anyway. Ari was happy in his new home, he might be living a lie but he was happy and safe, I wasn't going to take that away from him. Maybe I just hoped that he would know who I was, tell me he missed me, and tell me that he was looking for me.

I was so stupid. How was a kid his age going to remember that they took him away from his only family, he was a baby at the time. I was so damn stupid for even coming this way to meet him.

Tears were running down my cheeks but I didn't weep. My heart was broken completely, it was shattered into impossibly small shards that I never wanted to pick up again. I wanted to disappear. I just wanted the pain in my heart to stop, I wanted my heart to stop.

I didn't know at what point in the day I fell asleep just to wake up from a nightmare. I was pretty sure I had woken someone up with my scream but still no one came to see.

It was dark now and there weren't any candles lit, and the chimney was off. It was really cold.

I shivered and grabbed the blanket from the edge and wrapped it around me. I got on my feet and walked to the door. Maybe the flock had left me to die just like I deserved, they were good to do that, nobody liked me anyway.

I walked around to the living room area and saw a figure looking out the only window that wasn't blocked.

"It's snowing" Fang said as he stared out into the sleeping city. I didn't say a word as I got closer and glanced out. I felt as if the weather was in tune with my feelings. "Snow" he sighed "It's kind of pretty don't you think?"

"It's frozen water falling from the sky, it's cold and really sad" I said and walked back through the hall. The thing was that I had heard a story about a girl controlling the weather with her emotions. Every time she smiled the sun would come up, every time she laughed there were light breezes, every time she cried it would rain. If the girl got mad the winds would come in roaring. If she felt lonely the cold would come in. But when the girl was sad and lonely the sky would close up and snow would start to fall.

"Max wait!" Fang said but I had already closed the door to the room and leaned against it. Tears came down my tears and as if my body knew everything that had just happened. I wept, I cried my eyes out. I knew I could wake everyone up but I didn't care at the moment. I wanted to be alone, I just wanted to be alone.

"Max" Fang whispered through the door after a while and I was laying down on the floor. "Can I come in?" I didn't answer but I heard the creek of the door. "I brought you some lunch" he said and placed it in front of me.

I didn't answer as he walked out.

I hope you guys don't hate me for this chapter. I write from things I've been told or that happen to me and this really hit my own nerve. I hope you like this chapter and I'm really sorry for any mistakes. Leave a review I you like.

PS I found out about a contest and I think I'll probably enter it but first I have to get a story going for that one. I was wondering if you guys would like to help me try and win this thing. I'll give you guys the details later and if any one of you is already participating I'll also help you guys out.

Thanks for reading. See you in the next one.