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Ok I see I have lots of people reading this however very few reviews. Please they make my day, let me know if you like it or do you think I am off base.
This has been very hard to write as I hate Jeanne and I have to watch the episode which means seeing her with Tony. Ewwww. LOL.
Sharif Returns
23 Jan 2007
Well our bomber from the golf course returned. This time we were able to apprehend him before he could do massive damage. Though he did try, and nearly succeeded in taking out Gibbs.
Again we had to work with the Army CID.
I am getting tired of Tony's second cell phone. It is interfering with our job. He is getting calls while we are working and instead of ignoring the calls. I am getting tired of this new girlfriend. At least other girlfriends did not call him all the time and if they did it was in the office only.
I have had it with Gibbs he wants me to know where Tony is however he would not tell me where he thinks Tony is going. I am so mad that Tony had put me in this position. I do not mind covering if he is late, however when he is never around I hate to cover for him.
Tony calls me when he realizes there is a major problem so at least I know he is watching tv. However what if it was something else. I am starting to loose trust in him. I can not depend on him for anything.
However I am starting to wonder if I can trust anyone. In the past year I had started to trust Gibbs, Tony, McGee, Abby and Ducky. Now I am wondering if my Mossad training was right you can never trust anyone.
Blowback
6 Feb 2007
Finally a true covert operation. I have not had this much fun since I left Mossad. Let's face it I may be still working for Mossad technically however I do nothing that I use to.
Well Tony did not disappoint me this time. Instead he was there and we apprehended the suspect and set him up. I was impressed we could trick him so easily. I wanted to personally interrogate him Mossad style however Gibbs refuses to let me do anything more than hit his face and not to hard either.
I went with McGee to track the suspect we were told about from the first suspect. He refused to let me drive and if he went any slower I think the suspect could walk faster than he drives.
McGee had called me sweet cheeks. This is Tony's nickname for me. I was not to happy when he called me that however I managed not to show I was bothered. Though I also learned that McGee gets manicures. This will be good to use if I need to get anything with McGee.
Well this was a first for me we actually chased a suspect into a heart attack. However I now see that Tony is being controlled by Jenny. I thought I knew Jenny well however I think the directorship has changed her.
I finally got to see Tony's mystery girlfriend. She looks nice. She is young and pretty.
Now at least I know what has distracted my partner, at least partially.
Jenny has a vendetta. I just hope she does not loose site. I saw how she was in Cairo. I had to knock her out at one point in order to save her life. She is very stubborn, once she decides she is going to do something she will not stop till she achieves it.
Though I did have fun pretending to drop the lap top, Jenny almost had a heart attack.
I wish I had a chance to use my sniper skills I have not had a chance to do that in a long time. I actually was disappointed when I was told to stand down. I would love to take Tony on a Mossad op. I do not think he would last in the office for a day.
Friends and Lovers
13 Feb 2007
Well I got to give lessons on knife throwing. Agent Lee nearly killed Gibbs. I think she needs to go back to Legal. She did well on the undercover assignment however I think that was a fluke. Not to mention she did not have to handle any weapons that were used. McGee will need lots of practice however I am sure he will do well after practice. Tony as usual surprised me with his skills. With a little effort he could do as well as me.
I am starting to think I am becoming Gibbs personal finder. Now he had me find McGee, who was in the mens room. I must admit it did not bother me to go in and talk with him however I think it bothered McGee.
I had a good laugh when McGee and I walked into Abby challenging her Mass Spectrometer. Abby is so funny, I love to hang around her.
I can not believe I did a dance right in front of Tony and he did not even look at me. Apparently he was to involved with planning a trip for his girlfriend. He is getting serious it seems, I wonder how long before he is engaged?
Jenny has refused to talk to me about this vendetta she has. Hopefully she will trust me to tell me like she use to.
This case in the past week was different. However it was fun to dress up with Abby and Agent Lee and McGee and go undercover into the club. This time Lee did not do as well undercover. She appeared to look awkward and uncomfortable.
I now know that Tony was gone at times for jobs that the director had for his undercover assignment.
Abby totally confused me in regards to Valentines day. I never had seen anything like what she called a chickie baby. Talk about strange, it was have a doll with chicken legs. I really was thinking I was confused, however Abby set me straight.
Unfortunately we lost a fellow LEO on this case. It is sad when he could have been saved if he would have had a bullet proof vest on.
Dead Man Walking
20 Feb 2007
Well McGee got a new Armani jacket that was $2000.00. Apparently his book is doing very well.
This newest case brought in a Lt Roy Sanders I immediately thought I knew him. Something about him looked familiar however it took awhile for me to figure out where I knew him from.
I was surprised when I learned that I saw him most mornings when I did my jog. I stayed with him in the hospital even after I figured out how I knew him. By this time, I had started to enjoy his company. Now looking at this I think I may have transfered my feelings for Tony to Roy. I know this sounds strange, so I am going to try to explain.
I have slowly been loosing Tony over the last several months. Roy reminded me of the things I love in Tony. A friend who I could talk to without worry that he was fearful that I was a mossad agent. He did not care what I had done, he just liked being around me. What hit me hard was that I knew he was dying. It was like I was letting Tony go with loosing Roy.
I knew I got to close immediately. I should have kept my walls up. Maybe my father is right I am becoming soft working with NCIS.
Roy was the best parts of Tony. Friendly and concerned and flirtatious. Why is it everyone I love has to die. Roy was a lot like Tali also, he saw good in everything and everyone.
It was so sad that Roy was killed because a women wanted him to not leave her. Now he is gone forever. When we told Roy who had done this to him he was shocked. However then he asked what was going to happen to her. He was concerned that she was going to prison for rest of her life. He said what a waste of a young life. Never once did he get mad at her or say it was not fair.
Tony has called and checked on me. He came to the hospital and stayed while Roy was dyeing. He held my hand and held me as he passed. However I had to remind myself that Tony has someone now and that he was gone just like Roy. Tony was right I fell in Love with Roy however it was because he reminded me of Tonyand Tali. I am not sure where this would have went if he had lived.
I know I said somethings to Tony that was not nice. He tried to be supportive and I pushed him away. I am thankful for Tony making it so that Roy and I could go outside for awhile. Poor Tony had to get poked and prodded, however he said it was no big deal he said it was worse when he had the plague. Maybe Tony does pay attention, or maybe I let my walls down to much he was able to read me pretty well through this case, even when I did not want him to know my thoughts.
Gibbs offered me some time off however I refused to take anything other than the day of the funeral. I needed to get back right away. When he was unconscious I slipped his orange beanie into my bag. At least I have a piece of him to keep now.