WARNING! Graphic mentions of self harm!


Jimmy only made it a block away from his former home, before he had to pull over. He put the car in park on the side of the road, unbuckled his seat-belt, drew his legs up on the seat and wrapped his arms around them. His body was trembling and he was heaving but he could not seem to form tears. Ever since she first disappeared after the funeral. All he had wanted was to see Breena again, even if they fought, even if she did insist on a divorce. If he could just talk to her, maybe give his side of the story. Maybe they could at least come to an understanding. He knew that there was a chance that she would still hate him, just as much as she did when she first left. No matter what he said or did but he could have never imagined that it would have went over this badly. Not only had Breena aborted their child but she had also threatened to accuse him of rape. Two things she never would have dreamed of doing before Tori died. It was like she had died that night with Tori and another being had taken over her body. He was brought back to reality by a rapid knocking on his window. He turned the car back down and rolled the window down.

"Sir are you, OK?" A police officer asked.

"I am fine" Jimmy lied.

"Are you sure? A resident said that you were parked here for an hour and a half." The officer asked.

"I just needed to clear my head." Jimmy explained.

"Are you OK to drive?" The officer asked.

"Yes" Jimmy replied.

"Very well, now move along please before I have to bring you in for trespassing." The officer ordered.

"Yes mam" Jimmy replied.


Gibbs paced back and forth on the waiting room floor. Tony was getting a procedure to drain the fluid from his lungs. He had no idea what the hell that meant. All he knew was that Tony was drowning in his own lungs and a needle was involved. He had signed off on the procedure in a heartbeat. Unfortunately the consent form came with more bad news. Dr. Pitt had, just come from a disturbing encounter with DiNozzo Senior. Gibbs was shocked that he did not smell that weasel lurking around the halls. He had chased that fuck head off the hospital campus. He wanted to kill him but Tony and Jimmy needed him too much to risk prison time. That being said if that old bastard showed up again it would all be over.

"Gibbs?" Dr. Pitt called entering the room.

"How is he?" Gibbs asked.

"The procedure went well but he is still very weak. You can see him if you would like but it will have to be brief." Dr. Pitt explained.

"He awake?" Gibbs asked.

"Not yet but he shuddered during the procedure. So I know that he is properly responsive and he should be able to be brought around very soon." Dr. Pitt explained.

"His brain OK?" Gibbs asked.

"Very much improved." Dr. Pitt assured.


Unable to go back to his home but not wanting to sit alone at Ducky's. Jimmy decided that now would be a good time to go and see Tony. Maybe Gibbs would be able to give him some insight into his situation with Breena. He hated to dump his problems on Gibbs, when Tony was this sick but he didn't know where else to turn. When he got to the ICU waiting room, Gibbs was not there. "Must be visiting Tony." Jimmy thought to himself as he sat down. He picked up a magazine and read until Gibbs came into the room.

"How's Tony?" Jimmy asked.

"Better but he still looks like shit." Gibbs replied.

"It can take a while to get color back." Jimmy explained.

"Still not going to be happy until he is well." Gibbs replied.

"I understand." Jimmy replied.

"How are you doing?" Gibbs asked.

"Today has been hard." Jimmy admitted.

"I remember those first days." Gibbs replied.

"It's not just Tori, something terrible happened." Jimmy replied.

"What?" Gibbs asked.

"Breena" Jimmy replied.

"What did she do now?" Gibbs asked.

"I realized that I had accidentally grabbed my broken meter. So I went back for the other one. While I was there, I heard a phone ring. I thought that it was mine but it was Breena's. Our phones are identical. Anyway the call came from an abortion clinic." Jimmy explained.

"Breena was pregnant?" Gibbs asked.

"I guess so." Jimmy replied.

"How far along was she? Why did she get an abortion? Was she having complications?" Gibbs asked.

"I don't know but I would guess around five weeks. I don't think that she was sick. I think she ended the pregnancy because she hated me too much. She would rather kill our child than carry it. All because I said that I didn't blame Tony. I have now lost two children." Jimmy explained.

"As terrible as it is. I think that it may be for the best that Breena had an abortion." Gibbs replied.

"How could you say that?!" Jimmy gasped.

"She is not well, Jimmy. There is no way that she would be able to maintain a healthy pregnancy. There is a good chance she would have miscarried anyway or worse delivered a stillborn. I am sorry that you had to find out. It would have been better if you had just gone to your grave not knowing but it could have been worse." Gibbs explained.

"It's still not fair." Jimmy sniffed.

"I know it's not kid." Gibbs replied patting Jimmy's back.

"It got even worse from there. Breena came home, right after I got the call. When I told her that I knew. She threatened to accuse me of rape." Jimmy explained.

"That is very serious Jimmy." Gibbs gasped.

"You don't think she called the cops, do you?" Jimmy asked.

"The good news is that if she did, you should get off on the grounds that she is not stable." Gibbs replied.

"Unless she is lucid when the cops question her." Jimmy replied.

"I don't think that she will be able to stay sane that long. It seems to me that she has totally lost her mind." Gibbs explained.

"Oh poor Breena. What can I do?" Jimmy asked.

"The only thing you can do is contact Ed and beg him to get her help." Gibbs explained.

"What if he refuses?" Jimmy asked.

"Then you need to call the police and have her committed yourself." Gibbs replied.


Breena sat on the floor of her daughter's room. Her precious Victoria, she missed her so much. In a way she felt terrible for getting an abortion but she could not stand having the idea of having a tiny Jimmy growing inside of her. He was a traitor and a monster. He had chosen the man who had killed their child over her and she feared that the baby would be the same way. So she had opted to have the abortion. Then it hit her. Tony had killed her first baby and Jimmy had killed the second. Jimmy had probably done this on purpose. So that he be able to go and be Tony's support, without having to worry about a baby keeping him back. He was such a greedy and horrible bastard. She hated him, she wished that he had died instead of their precious baby. She pulled herself up, ran to the bathroom, fell to her knees in front of the toilet, flipped open the lid, and shoved her finger down her throat. She needed to purge her body of that man. She continued to vomit until her stomach was empty. Her throat felt dry and stung. If she wanted to accuse Jimmy of rape. She would have to look beat to hell. She walked over to the mirror, stripped off her clothes, and studied her reflection. She looked so old and hideous and it was all Jimmy's fault. She punched herself hard in both eyes she grabbed her wrists and squeezed until marks were made. She grabbed her throat and choked herself. She found one of Jimmy's abandoned razor blades and shoved into her belly, and then her legs, and then ran it up and down her face until she was nearly unrecognizable. She moved the blade back to her legs, and ran them up to her crotch. She forced the leg into her vagina, ripping her stitches in the process. With the last of her strength she ran a slit through her left wrist. She fell hard and fast on to the already blood covered floor.


A/N: Will somebody find Breena before it is too late? New chapter will be up soon. Please review and thanks for reading.