Title/Song: Mama He's Crazy

Artist: The Judds

Disclaimer: I don't own the song, The Judds, or Dean Winchester.

Summary: Autumn goes to visit her mother's grave early one Sunday morning to tell her about Dean.

A/N: I've got to get to the farm now but when I get back I'll write you another oneshot before getting back to Bread Crumbs....OH! I'm back! -Watches you all scatter and hide-

The slight red headed huntress knelt beside the the grave stone. It was so early the dew was still on the ground. She had hated this cemetery growing up. It was rare that she'd walk into a bone yard and not think of this one. But here she was at a little known hour of Sunday morning back in Pinecrest. She had left the safety of her motel room a hour ago. She has crossed the Indiana Ohio state line just to get here. She hadn't told anyone she was leaving she hoped to be back with coffee and donuts before she was even missed. But one of the reasons she had come would have woken before now to find the bed empty. He would find her note on the bathroom door and suddenly fill with worry. Of all the foolish things she could do in his eyes this was the worst. Coming to Pinecrest was the reason he had tried to sell the hunt. He'd failed miserably in that pursuit. Pinecrest was her home town. It was filled with more demons than the entire Eastern Hemisphere. These demons, however, couldn't be killed so easily. There was no way of repelling them and once they attached themselves to a person or object there was no way to be rid of them. A few lurked behind headstones watching the huntress. She felt the icy cold breath of death sweeping along between the rows of his victims. She smiled down at her mother's grave settling in for what little time she had here.

"Mama, I found someone
Like you said would come along
He's a sight, so unlike
Any man I've known
I was afraid to let him in
'Cause I'm not the trustin' kind
But now I'm convinced
That he's heaven sent
And must be out of his mind

Mama, he's crazy
Crazy over me
And in MY life is where he says
He always wants to be
I've never been so LOVED
He beats all I've ever seen
Mama, he's crazy
He's crazy over me" She admitted sheepishly. Her mother had promised her so long ago that there would be someone special and perfect. But she had never believed it was true. She couldn't reconcile this knight her mother promised with the duties of a daughter her father drilled into her mind. If she were to take over the family business and run things as he meant them to be run how was she going to find anyone other than the same boys she'd grown up with? She'd even tried once to do as her father wished and her body still ached from the beatings she received for it.

Nearly two full years later it still amazed her when she found herself waking up beside the insane man who loved her. She returned every affection tenfold. He was her savior. Her knight in shinning Impala. He knew how to protect her, though she'd never admit he did. He knew exactly how to keep her happy. But he never paused to contradict her or challenge her if he thought she was wrong. They argued and fought. That is to say they didn't have some blissfully happy relationship like a fairytale couple would.

"And, Mama, you've always said,
'Better look before you leap'
Maybe so, but here I go
Lettin' my heart lead me.
He thinks I hung the moon and stars
I think he's a livin' dream
Well, there are men
But ones like him
Are few and far between

Mama, he's crazy
Crazy over me
And in MY life is where he says
He always wants to be
I've never been so LOVED
He beats all I've ever seen
Mama, he's crazy
He's crazy over me
Mama, he's crazy
He's crazy over me" She put it all out there boldly. She was speaking the words for the first time. She was finally facing herself and realizing what she was doing. She was giving herself over completely to the whims of her own heart.. She hoped her mother was wrong at least on this one. She had lived too long being sure to look before she leaped. But here she had the chance to close her eyes and run forward. She believed so deeply that he'd catch her before she had the chance to fall.

The huntress leaned forward and kissed the tombstone. There was so much more she wanted to say. She wanted to tell her mother everything that had happened since the last time she was here but she knew she needed to get home. A smirk pulled at her lips as she realized where home was. Home was in his arms. She traced her fingers over the lettering etched into the cold stone.

"Mama, I think it might be OK now." She told her mother standing up. "But it won't be if I don't get back to him. He's going to kill me for slinking off like this. He doesn't trust BJ as far as he can throw him. Too bad he didn't come a decade earlier huh?" She shook her head. "I'll come back sometime, maybe I'll bring Teenie with me." She glanced at her father's stone next to her mother's. That one look conveyed everything she ever could have wished to say to the man rotting beneath the ground. In death as in life she had very little to say to him.

The huntress walked back to her Mustang, making only one detour, under a large cherry tree were two more stones worth visit. She didn't say anything to the old farmer and his wife. But he had never appreciated words any way and she had only known his wife as a Sunday school teacher. But she owed them her shelter. She couldn't help but me amused by the little red mustang sitting on the woman's stone. Their son had obviously been here recently and it disappointed the huntress to find that she'd missed him. She climbed into her own Mustang and picked up her phone to see if she'd missed any calls. She hadn't, just a text message. "Autumn where are you? Call me." It was Dean's number and turning the car over she dialed his number. It was time to get back to him.