Pairings: Xander & Dean (main) I'll list the rest as they come up.

Rating: R or the equivalent

Disclaimer: I don't anything, this is just my sick and twisted mind at work so enjoy

Warnings: Slash, Femslash, Male Pregnancy, Het and Attentive universe, Rape, Self-Harming, Family disowning, Murder

Chapters: 26/?

Summery: when Xander dies the 1st evil wins but the Powers That Be have other plans, they turn back time in the hopes of saving all, but this means Xander must leave Sunnydale forever and Make a new life for himself by uniting all the Hunters that could save them all.

Chapter Summery: Xander Vs Voldermort only one will survive

Authors Note:

Just a few reminders for earlier chapters

Dawn - Dean & Xander unborn child

Charlie - Xander's Solider Possession

Swampy - Xander Fish position

Baderinwa - Xander's Hyena possession

Judgment day

Xander continued to stand calmly as the hissing voice continued to taunt him, Xander ignored the voice as he internally gathered his thoughts.

'Sound off ladies and gents'

/what's up Kid?/

'it's going down Charlie and I need you, all of you'

/I'm with you kid/

'thanks Charlie'

/same here child/

'thank you Baderinwa'

/I'm here too Daddy/

'thank you baby, lets get this over with'

"This is your last chance to save yourself child, join my little family and lead the or die along with all those you care for?" hissed the voice as a slinking shadow appeared in front of Xander.

"Bite me you hissing, piss poor excuse for a shadow" growled Xander as the shadow went for him.

"I love you Dean" whispered Xander as he gathered all his powers and ran at Voldermort.

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From somewhere deep inside Dean's mind and heart he heard Xander words turning to look at the school Dean felt something was wrong.

"Dean?" asked Sam from the edge of the water as he looked at his brother.

"Xander's in trouble I can feel it" said Dean as he took off running towards the school, Sam, Harry, Draco and Liz followed but they were too late.

A violently loud explosion rung though the ground grabbing everyone's attention, as they turned round all on the grounds watched as the once great school crumbled and caved in on itself burring all unluckily enough to still be inside.

Dean was numb with shock as he fell to his knees and cried out for Xander, his heart shattered within his chest. Dean's world came crashing down around his head as Sam pulled him close to him.

An eerie silence fell over the whole school, students and Staff alike were stunned as the dust from their once proud school settled and only rubble remained.

"What will we do now?" asked McGonagall as she stared in horror at the carnage.

"Was Xander in there?" asked Harry as Sam looked at Dean who just sobbed.

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Deep below the school among the wreckage and the rubble in the Chamber the tiniest glimmer of hope still existed. A few small rock fell down the bigger mass as a bloodied and torn hand emerged from the rubble.

A loud growl followed by a howl tore though the silence of the school as the hand took the weight as another hand joined it before Xander pulled himself clear of the rubble. Screaming in pain he rolled down the rubble and landed with a hard and painful crunch.

As pain shot though his body Xander added broken ribs to his punctured lung, cracked skull, broken arm and wrist, broken leg, cursed body and burnt skin. Xander also knew his child was in danger if he did find help soon they'd both die.

Rolling over onto his chest Xander fought the pain as he pulled himself on to his feet, Xander was brought some comfort as the broken, mummified remains of Voldermort and several Deatheathers were scattered over the ground.

Looking round despite his blurred vision Xander could see no way out, so he found a comfortable spot and did the only thing he could think of.

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Outside on the grounds the rest of the BPRD had heard the new and arrived to help with the search and rescue, though at that moment in time John Winchester and House where trying to keep Dean from going postal. That's when the howl was heard though the school, Dean leapt up and ran to the rubble.

"Was that him?" asked House as he saw the look on Dean's face.

"yeah I'd know that howl anywhere but he's hurt badly it's like I can feel it" said Dean.

"Then lets find him" said John as Sam, Van Helsing and Hellboy joined them.

"You know the drill so lets get too it" ordered House as the staff and student's joined the BPRD members as they used their magic to help deal with the rubble.

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'Baderinwa?'

/yes child/

'thank you for helping me, if I'd never met you I would never have met Dean'

/DON'T CHILD, do not say good bye. Your mate is strong and he will find you and your child soon/

'I can't hold on much longer, but I will try thank you though for everything'

Xander's world started to fade as he heard voices he knew getting closer.

"Dean" croaked Xander as he felt Dean take his hand as he world faded to darkness but for once in his life Xander felt truly at peace with himself and the world around him.