So... I know people will not be happy with this chapter but so much has happened in everyones lives... Things have changed people change. So I hope everyone isn't too mad and quits reading.
I hope everyone enjoys this.
MAJOR ENDGAME SPOILERS. MAJOR MAJOR.
I packed up the last of my things as Eddie packed up what little he had.
"Where do we go now?" I look over at Eddie and shrug.
"Your place? Mine? I don't know really."
"How about mine." Eddie and I both turn to see Tony standing there.
"May and Happy are going to be spending a lot of time together... I have this very nice big house out in the forest. Huge I was hoping maybe we all could stay together for a while I'd love to get to know my little sister."
I eye Tony as Eddie takes my hand. Venom slithers out.
"Forest would be nice WE could run with the Wolves again." I chuckle at Venom.
"I don't think this forest will have wolves Vee." Tony just stares at Vee.
"It's so crazy like what all does he do exactly?" Eddie and Vee share a look.
"WE WILL SHOW YOU!" I roll my eyes as Venom takes his true form.
"HELLO TONY! WE ARE VENOM!" Tony whistles and eyes Venom. Venom lifts me up and holds me. He licks me all over. I just glare at him.
"I did not need that Vee." Venom laughs as he holds me.
"WE Protect and LOVE RENEE!" Tony smirks.
"I can see that big guy." Venom sits me down as Eddie returns.
"As you see Tony your sister is in good hands." Tony just nods as he looks at me.
"So, what do you say Renee?" I smile and look at Eddie who squeezes my hand.
"I say yes."
Rocket hugs me tight as he sniffles in my chest.
"You can stay Rocket." He wipes his eyes and just hugs me tight.
"I'll visit all the time. You guys became a second family to me." I hug him tight.
Nebula looks at me as Rocket hugs Eddie and Vee.
"Your welcome anytime Nebula." She just nods her head as I pull her into a hug, she protests but finally gives in and hugs me back.
"I'd like to visit you too." I smile and nod my head.
We all said our goodbyes as Eddie, Vee and I started our new life.
-FIVE YEARS LATER-
I was snuggled deep in my covers.
"AUNTIE NEE!"
One of my eyes open as I peak and see the smiley face of Morgan snuggled into my side. I smile and pick her up and hold her tight.
"How is my favorite niece." She giggles and kisses my cheeks.
"I'm your only niece." I smile as I stare at her. Morgan had brought so much joy into my life, getting to be her auntie was the best.
I tickle her as she giggles. I notice the clock my eyes wide.
"How long have I been sleeping?" Morgan giggles at me.
"Daddy said to let you sleep." I just roll my eyes.
"Oh, did he now?" Morgan giggles at me I hold her close in my arms and just never want to let her go.
"Auntie Nee could you tell me about Peter again?" I smile and look down as I pull her on my lap.
"Of course, I can. You like this story, don't you?" Morgan giggles and looks up at me.
"I also like the stories about the metal arm guy, the beautiful witch, the bird guy, oh and the cat suit guy." I laugh and tickle her.
"Black Panther silly not cat suit guy. Metal arm guy? Beautiful witch? Bird guy?" Morgan laughs. She lays her head on my chest as I hold her close.
"Daddy misses them too." She whispers. I look down and hold my tears.
"Yeah me too. They would have loved you MorGo." Morgan smiles as she cuddles close to me. I look up at the celling and just sigh.
Five Years... so much has changed.
Eddie and I broke up about two years ago. It was all me honestly. We tried and tried to make it work but it just couldn't. I wasn't myself the woman he fell in love with died the day the snap happened. I applaud Eddie and Vee for hanging on as long as they did but I was so toxic so angry I hated everyone and everything. I needed so much help. I would wake up most nights screaming and yelling. I had horrible night terrors for a while.
Morgan had a huge impact on me. When Pepper announced the pregnancy, everything changed. The moment Little Morgan was born everything felt better and home. New life had been made and was growing I wasn't as afraid any more. My night terrors stopped.
Morgan being born showed me that life could continue on and be something in this new world.
Unfortunately for me it was too late for Eddie and me. I had already burnt that bridge. I'll always love him and Vee they did so much for me, they showed me that I could be loved and that I deserved to be loved. But we grew apart, we weren't the same people we once were before this snap. People died, relationships ended.
I wasn't biter or angry I was happy in fact. Eddie and Vee were alive and that's what mattered. Eddie went back to San Francisco, occasionally we see each other have lunch maybe dinner. We kind of had a benefits thing going on but we both agreed with our history and path this was not the right call.
"Hey Tangled." I look up and chuckle as Tony comes in my room and sits with me.
"I see she's passed out." I chuckle and smile.
"She's the best little girl in the world. She's saved my life more ways than one. And she's only 5." Tony smiles as I run my fingers through her hair.
"I know it's been two years but how are you doing with the break up and all?"
I look up Tony and I didn't talk about the break up much. That was more a Nat, Pepper, Aunt May thing. Well... Wanda too... But... I close my eyes stop thinking about it.
"I was not the same girl he loved. I was horrible Tony, I said things I did things. I can never forgive myself how I treated him. He just wanted to be there for me, and I pushed him away. He met someone I was so happy for him. He deserves the world Tony and I hope he finds it. I saw a future with him I did. I saw a kid we had; I saw a life with him. But I'm wondering if I saw a different version of myself, maybe in some other world I do get that happy ending with Eddie and Peter, Bucky, Wanda, Sam, everyone we lost is alive and well. I like to believe that Earth is amazing and beautiful."
Tony takes my hand as I feel my tears fall from my eyes.
"Renee if Eddie and you are meant to be then you'll find each other again. If not, then maybe someone else is your forever. Who knows Renee who knows? But I'm so proud of you. You've grown and gotten so much better. Your happy again, I heard you singing in the shower again. I just want to keep the smiley happy Renee back that's what I want."
I lean over gently so I don't disturb Morgan. I hug Tony tight.
"I love you my beautiful strong sister. Who is the best Auntie in the world." I cry in his arms as Tony kisses my head.
I stare out into the lake and shake my head.
"If you could see me now Pete, you'd be yelling at me." I smile and think about Peter he'd be in his 20's he would be starting college. I sigh and wipe my eyes.
Wanda would be happy with Vision or something. She'd be here my dear best friend. I look at my tattoo Nat, Wanda, and I the three of us. My She Wolf pack. I miss my talks with her still and it's been five years.
My thoughts drift to one person who I'm surprised to even be thinking about. I hadn't really put much thought into him in a while. But I owe my life to him. He's the whole reason I got a chance at life. I frown. Bucky. He had finally found peace; he was free of Hydra and then he fought in a war he didn't want to and boom he was gone too.
All of them were gone. It's been five years and yet I still think about them.
Steve had me start going to those meetings of his and the motto he has.
"We need to keep living and moving on." Yet here I am Five Years later, and I still haven't moved on.
Maybe if I had moved on and got over my grief and depression I'd be happily married and with Eddie. But nope I couldn't move on. Eddie moved on and was happy.
Yet here I was stuck in the past and that cost me the love of my life.
Some People Move On... But Not Me... Not Me at all.
I'm sorry I can hear the anger and sadness. But Renee isn't in a good place she's slowly recovering and getting better. We shall see whats in store for her
Hope You all Enjoy!
