Day 76:
I'd forgotten what true sadness was… That heart wrenching pain that makes it feel like the very air that you're breathing is slowly suffocating you. The pain that almost convinces you that you're alive again. I thought that I had known the pain of dying. After all I am already dead. But I don't think that I knew the pain of losing someone. That was an entirely new experience.
Ryota died today. He was erased. And it was all my fault.