The next several days are sheer bliss, once VidCon finishes, the hotel becomes so much quieter and we have the pool to ourselves most of the time. I feel like we are the only ones here, everything is all for us to enjoy together. Dan gets an earlier flight back, going with most of the other British YouTubers, so Phil and I were the only ones. We swam, sun bathed, went shopping, took photos and basically had the most amazing time of our lives.
On our last full day, Phil suggests that we go for a walk along the beach in the late afternoon. We stroll along an empty beach, holding hands as we look out to the vast, clear sea. I turn to Phil and say, 'Thank you so much, Phil, this has been the best week of my life, I'll never forget it." He smiles and lightly plants a kiss on my lips. I then spot the sunset and gasp at how stunning and beautiful it is, as the citrus orange sun lowers itself away, a path way of gold on the sea. "Wow, look at that perfect view." I say, "I know, it's stunning, just like you" Phil says, looking at me. "I can't take my eyes off it." I grin and realise what he is saying.
I wrap my arms around his neck and we kiss tenderly and lovingly. Every single kiss left me as breathless as the last, every time his lips touched mine, I felt fireworks go off around my body and I would fall even more deeply in love with him. "Move in with me." He whispers, staring right into my eyes and I lose myself for a moment. "Really?" I ask, not being able to believe what I am currently hearing. "Move in with me." He repeats, kissing me strongly before I can reply. "I mean it, why not? You're thinking about moving to London and I have a flat in London." He says matter-of-factly.
"It's not that simply Phil." I say, sitting down on the sand. "Isn't it? We both love each other madly and I'm not planning on losing you anytime soon. Dan has even suggested it to me before and that way we would never have to say another goodbye." He joins me on the sand, putting his arm around my shoulders. "Okay." I reply after a few minutes. "Okay? Okay, what?" Phil puzzles, trying to work out what I am exactly saying. "Okay I'll move in with you!" I exclaim, suddenly overwhelmed with happiness. Phil gives me the biggest smile that I've ever seen and picks me up, spins us round and round, "Oh my God! We're going to live together!" I say, jumping up and down, tears streaming down my face.
"Are you sure though Jess? Don't rush this decision or choose it just to make me happy. This has to be what you truly want." Phil changes his tone, taking my face in his hands. "I'm 100% sure about this Phil, I am in love with you and I want to be with you always, not just every month." He nods and we kiss again, as if to say that we're sealing the deal.