I was sitting in Alice's room as she was doing my hair. It was finally my wedding day. I had Renesmee in my arms, I was nursing her. I use to be embarrass to do this in front of people but Alice has seen me in about every light due to her being psychic that I was comfortable doing it around her.

I had to convince Edward to let Jacob keep her some during the couple of weeks we will gone on our honeymoon. During the last month seeing Jacob with Nessie, I totally trusted him. I knew he would risk his life for her. Oh and yes, the name Nessie has grew on me too. I catch myself calling her that sometimes.

Alice finally was done with my hair it was in ringlets and part of it was pinned back while the rest lay on my shoulders.

I gasp, "Wow I love it Alice."

She smiles, "Now since you are still feeding my niece, I will do your make up later."

She sits down in a chair and puts my foot in her lap.

She then gets out her pedicure set. She gives me pedicures and manicures almost weekly and she just gave me one yesterday.

I reply, "Are my feet that bad that you have to give me pedicures so often."

She rolls her eyes, "No. I am just going to paint them a different color. I am thinking red…blood red."

I reply, "Seems right for the occasion."

Alice could sense the tension in my voice, "Bella everything will be fine and Carlisle will be nearby…"

I nod, "I know. I am just nervous. It is finally going to happen….I will be a vampire in a few days."

Alice nods rubbing the old polish off my toe nails, "Yes. I will have to say I will miss the clumsy, blushing Bella. But I am excited that you will be one of us."

I say, "I have been avoiding my parents all day. It is just hard to be happy around them when I know this will be the last time I see them…." My heart was breaking just thinking about this.

Renesmee was finally done and I pull my shirt down put the bib over my shoulder to burp her.

Alice starts to paint my nails, "Well I promise whenever we give them the news, I will try to be there for them or at least for Charlie."

Our story is that Edward, Renesmee, and I were going to the Caribbean for our Honeymoon/family vacation. Then the plane will crash. They were going to stage the crash and everything. It made me sick to even think about it.

The truth was Renesmee was going to stay with the Cullens and when they needed to go hunting; Jacob was going to keep an eye on her.

Edward will not even tell me where he was going to take me for the honeymoon. He wanted to surprise me. To be honest I was tired of surprises but Edward promise this will be a good surprise.

Tears were falling down my cheeks, "Thanks."

Alice was done with my toe nails and leans in and gives me a hug then smile as she softly rubs Renesmee's back.

She then settles back in her chair and sighs, "I wish I could tell you I know how you feel but I don't. I do not remember my family as a human but they must have not been that great if I was in a mental asylum."

I ask, "Do you know why you were in the mental asylum?"

Alice says, "Well I did go back there a few years ago. It was closed but I went inside to just see if they left anything and they still had all the records their sitting in this dusty filing cabinet. My name was Alice Brandon and I was in there for seeing illusions and claiming to be psychic. They diagnose me with being schizophrenic "

I say, "Wow. So you had visions as a human too"

Alice shrugs, "I guess so…"

I look Renesmee she was sound asleep.

"I think I am going to lay her down in the nursery. Then you can do my make up."

Alice nods and says, "Okay."

I walk down the hall to the nursery and lay her down gently. She was sleeping soundly.

I turn to walk out and saw my mom standing in the door way. "How is my granddaughter?"

I smile, "She is sleeping right now."

Mom says, "Your hair looks amazing."

I say, "Alice is pretty amazing with this kind of stuff. "

My mom gives me a hug and says, "I love you so much. I cannot believe my baby is getting marry today."

I hug her back.

I needed to get away before I start crying again. My heart keeps breaking because I know this will be my last moments with them. I know I probably should be spending every last moment with my parents but it hurts too much to do so.

I say, "Well I need to get my make up done. I want it to be a surprise when you see me."

My mom sighs, "Okay. Well I cannot wait to see you walk down that alter."

She gives me another hug and kiss on the cheek before heading downstairs.

I walk back into Alice's room. I closed the door and break in to tears.

Alice is at my side in a second, "Oh Bella…"

I start sobbing and lean against the wall.

"I j-just d-don't know if I c-can d-do it" I sob.

"I can't leave my parents like this…I can't!" I slid down to the floor sobbing hard.

Alice sits next to me and calls someone her phone and was talking too fast for me to make it out. She then puts her phone down and wraps her tiny but strong arms around me.

"It will be okay Bella…"

Before I could ask if she knew for sure, Carlisle came in the door.

Alice looks over to Carlisle her voice was almost panic, "Tell Bella everything will be okay."

Carlisle kneels next to me and puts his hand on my chin to so I would look up at him. His eyes were warm and inviting. He says, "Bella, I know it may be hard right now to leave your family but I promise you that it will get easier over the years…."

I say tears still flowing down my cheeks, "How about my parents. I am their only child….Oh and Charlie, how is he going to even survive without me. Who is going to cook for him?"

Carlisle chuckles, "Charlie will be fine. He did okay before you moved to Forks….and I won't lie this will probably be the worst thing to ever happen to them. Losing their only child but they will get through it…over time."

Alice then grabs my hand I look over at her, she smiles, "I just had a vision of Charlie. I believe it is two years from now but he has a wife and child…"

Carlisle says, "Life goes on. Charlie is a strong man he will get through this and your mom has Phil who loves her very much and she will get through this since she is with…." Carlisle stops.

I look at him, "With what?"

Carlisle sighs, "This is really none of my business but Renee is pregnant. She is not aware of it but I can hear a faint heartbeat when she is near…a fetus heartbeat…"

I was stunned and happy that they will have new lives to worry about when I am gone.

I wipe the tears with my sleeves and smile weakly, "Thanks"

They both help me to my feet. Carlisle gives a gentle hug and says before leaving. "I will see you in a few hours."

He then was gone and I look at Alice, "Sorry for breaking down like that…this is just so crazy."

Alice smiles, "Better for you to get this out before walking down the altar…"

I nod agreeing with her.

She then guides me back to the chair at the vanity to do my makeup.

I then look at Alice through the mirror, "How come Carlisle did not hear Renesmee's heart beat before we knew I was pregnant?"

Alice says, "Well I believe your mother is more further along than you were when you found out…and no telling he probably did hear it…Carlisle is good at not getting into people's business unless he is asked to."

A few hours went by and my make up was done and my dress was on. I stand in the mirror in awed. The girl staring at me in the mirror look nothing likes me.

Alice walks in with a pretty dark blue dress that went a tad above her knees and some strappy heels. She looked amazing as always.

I say, "You look amazing."

Alice laughs, "I look amazing? Have you seen yourself?

I look at myself in the mirror, "Yes and it looks nothing like me."

Alice smoothes out the skirt of my dress and say's, "It looks exactly like you."

Rosalie walks in the room and says, "Wow Bella. You look amazing."

Alice whispers to me, "Not even I could see that coming from her mouth."

I giggle and Rosalie rolls her eyes, "Alice why do you bother to whisper. I can hear you."

Alice shrugs as she makes sure my hair is in place and my dress is in place.

Alice and Rosalie stand side by side looking at me. I felt uncomfortable.

I ask, "So where is Renesmee?"

Rosalie replies, "I gave her to your mom. Esme thought it be a good idea to let her hold her, while she can."

Alice glares at Rosalie and Rosalie says, "What? I meant since she won't see her ever again…"

Alice spats, "Rosalie can you for once not be so insensitive!"

Rosalie looks at me, "I am sorry I was not trying to be insensitive….I was just saying…"

I smile and I knew it was hard for her to show her sensitive side. "It is okay. I understand."

Rosalie was wearing the same color dress as Alice except hers was floor length. She looks like she just walked out of Vogue magazine.

Alice says, "It is about time. Are you ready?"

I nod, "I think so…"

I believe Rosalie and Alice were the bridesmaids. I probably should know more of the details of my wedding but I had been distracted.

I follow Alice and Rosalie out of her room and see Charlie standing at the end by the stairs. He was in a tux that fitted him perfectly thanks to Alice. He smiles brightly at me. I had to keep my composer and remember what Carlisle and Alice had told me. They were going to be just fine when I leave.

My dad say's when I approach, "You look beautiful, Bella." I could tell he was on the verge of tears which is not going to help me.

I say, "Dad don't cry because I will cry and if I cry then my makeup will get mess up and then Alice will get very angry with me"

Alice turns around and grins, "She is right about that."

She and Rosalie were standing on the stairs waiting for the music to start for them to walk down the aisle.

Dad laughs

Dad changes the subject, "Well I brought a date."

I raise an eyebrow, "You did?"

Dad nods, "Cynthia. You know her…she works at the diner."

I did remember her and she was maybe a few years younger than my dad but I liked her.

I nod, "Good. I am happy for you."

He shrugs, "It is nothing serious. We have only been on a couple of dates…"

The music then starts. I watch Alice and Rosalie gracefully walk down the stairs and down the aisle. I was not too thrilled that I had to go after them. I pray that I do not trip down the stairs

Dad though had a tight grip to me as we walked down the stairs. He then links our arms together as we walked down the aisle. Then I caught Edward on the other side of the aisle in his tux that fit him so well. He was beautiful and staring at me as if I was the only one the room. He made all my worries go away.

I made it down the aisle and my father gave me away after he kissed me on the cheek.

Carlisle was the one who was going to marry us and I would not have it any other way.

I cried when I had to say my vows and cried when Edward read his vows. Everyone laughed when Edward got the Kleenex out his pocket and wipe the tears from my eyes. We finally said "I do" and I kissed him deeply.

I turn to the crowd and Carlisle said, "I will like to now present you with Mr. and Mrs. Cullen."

Everyone stood up and applauded. I notice some of the people in the audience like Lauren, Jessica, Mike, and Tyler. I then notice Angela and Ben. Angela was jumping up and down clapping. She was very excited for me. I was going to miss so much. Jessica and Lauren seemed to be a little jealous and that made me kind of gloat.

Everyone then starts to head to the family room where the reception was going to be at.

We then walk in and everyone claps. I mingle with everyone and finally was able to hold my little Renesmee.

Lauren and Jessica come up to me. Jessica says, "You look beautiful Bella and your baby is so adorable."

I wanted to say something snotty to them but then realize it was not worth it, pretty soon everyone will think I am dead.

I smile, "Thanks."

Angela then comes and hugs me, "You looked stunning." She then looks at Renesmee, "She is adorable!"

I smile and say, "Thanks. I will miss you Angela."

Angela says, "Miss me? Well you are come back right?"

I shrugged, "I don't know. We may move after the honeymoon to Alaska. Edward and I had got into college their…soo."

Angela frowns, "I will miss you."

I smile and try to fight the tears, "I will miss you Angela."

We give each other hugs before she leaves. She was attending a college about three hours from here and had to head back to study for a test.

Charlie walks up to me with Cynthia and introduces me. We chat for a while before Charlie asks me to dance.

Charlie and I awkwardly dance and I was going to miss the awkwardness that we possessed.

Charlie says, "It seems like just yesterday that you were the size of Renesmee." I gaze over at Renesmee who was in Rosalie's arms right now. Rosalie was very fond of her and knew being an Aunt was going to be as close as she was going to get to being a mother.

I smile, "Time flies."

He nods, "Yes it does. But I am very proud of the woman you grew into."

I smile, "Thanks."

He chuckles, "Even if you grew into that woman a little quicker that I prefer….but it should have not surprised me…being a kid was never your thing…"

I shake my head, "Being a teenager was nothing but embarrassment and awkwardness…I really love being a mother and wife. I am so happy now."

His eyes brighten and say, "That is all that I ever dreamed of the day you were born. That you would grow up and be happy. I can see you are happy…"

Tears were starting fall down cheeks. I sniff and pull dad in a tight hug. "I love you dad."

I could tell he was choking too and he says, "I love you Bella."

I pull away and sigh, "How are going to be able to take care of yourself for the two weeks I am gone. I have not cooked anything for you and I know you are out of leftovers by now…"

Charlie laughs, "I can take care of myself you should not worry Bella."

I smile and I knew he was right. Dad pulls out a tissue from his pocket and I use it to wipe the tears from my face. I was thankful for water proof mascara and eyeliner.

I then felt a tap on my shoulder and it was Emmett, "You mind if I have a dance with my little sis."

Charlie smiles, "Not at all." Charlie gives me a kiss on the cheek and hands me off to Emmett.

Emmett grins and pulls me on his feet as gracefully glides across the floor he says, "I need to make my little sis blush one more time."

I smile and Emmett could notice the sadness in my eyes, "What is with the tears? It is your wedding day."

I nod and say, "I am so happy too. But I am going to miss my parents and friends."

Emmett nods, "I understand and I had also missed my family after the changed but time heals…and I actually checked on my family five years later. Of course they didn't know…and they moved on…I am sure your family will move on."

I smile, "Thanks. I know that you're right…"

Emmett grins, "Damn straight that I am right. You need to get use to the idea of me being right."

I roll my eyes and laugh. I then feel a hand on my shoulder. I knew who it was instantly.

Edward says, "Mind if I cut in?"

Emmett smiles and hands me off to Edward.

Edward pulls me on his feet and gracefully glides me across the floor. I had my arms around his neck while his was around my waist I say, "I am ready to go when you are ready…"

Edward kisses my forehead, "I heard you been struggling today with departing from your family."

I nod, "It is just harder than I thought…."

Edward sighs, "Maybe it will be easier if we just say good bye and leave as quick as possible…"

I say, "Alice has to change me into my traveling dress. You know there is no way to get around that…."

Edward says, "How about you go get changed. And I will say the goodbyes."

I nod and Alice was by my side. She quickly guides me upstairs. She takes my hair down so it is all in curls lying over my shoulders she switches me into a deep blue sleeveless dress that is above my knees and the neckline was pretty low. My shoes were white ballet slippers so much more comfortable than the heels.

Alice says, "I have your bags pack and they are in the Limo already. All you need to do is say good bye and get in the Limo."

I hug her and say, "Thank you so much Alice."

Alice smiles, "The next time I see you. You will be a vampire. I am very eager to see you as a vampire."

She then hands me a sweater cardigan to put over my dress since it is a little chilly outside.

I walk down stairs and say goodbye to Carlisle and Esme. Carlisle planned to be close when Edward decides to change me. Alice was keeping tabs on it to make sure everything will be okay.

Mom was holding Renesmee and hands me her since as far as she knows Renesmee was coming with us. Rosalie and Emmett were going to follow us and take little Nessie before we board the plane.

I give mom a tight hug and start to cry. Mom did not really understand why I was so tearful but hugs me tightly the way she does to tell me everything will be alright.

I do same with Charlie.

Edward guided me out and into the Limo he pulls me into his arms after we are in. My emotions were so haywire right now. Poor Jasper for having to witness it…I was so happy to be married to Edward but so devastated that this will be the last time that I will see my parents. Jacob promises that he will keep tabs on Charlie and let me know how he takes my "death".

I barely even talked to Jacob at the wedding I was so busy. I peer out the window and he standing in the crowd next to Billy. Jacob looked nice in his Tux and his long hair was neatly in a ponytail. I knew my girl will be happy with him one day. Despite the things he may have done he was a good guy and he had 7 years to grow up a little more.

I then start to laugh as the Limo starts to speed off. I look at Renesmee.

Edward raises an eyebrow, "What?"

"In seven years Jacob will be our son in law."

Edward takes Renesmee out of my arms and gently pulls her to his chest, "Not if I have a say in this…"

I laugh, "I am sure she has my stubbornness…"

Edward sighs, "Probably …hopefully she at least thinks rationally like me."

I roll my eyes, "Whatever."

We were finally at the airport.

Edward and I slide out of the Limo.

Rosalie and Edward are standing there and Edward hands her off to Rosalie.

Emmett smiles, "Well I want to arm wrestle with you Bella, when you come back."

I smile, "Oh it will be on. I will be beastly as a newborn."

Emmett shakes his head, "It will be nothing comparing to me."

Rosalie who is gently rocking Nessie in her arms, "Emmett, you should not get too full of yourself because it will be bad for your ego when she beats you."

Emmett gapes his mouth at his wife, "You are suppose to be on my side, dear."

She rolls her eyes and says, "I am sure you two need to go. We will see you when you get back."

I smile and give my daughter a kiss before leaving and explain that I pumped plenty of milk for her to be fed.

Carlisle had told me that Nahuel says he can live off of blood too that he actually prefer it but I am not that ready for her to consume blood seems so wrong as a human to give your child blood. I figure I would change my mind after my diet consists of blood too.

Edward had both of our bags as we head in the airport and go through security. We finally board the plane, which was headed to Chili.

I say, Chili. So that is where we are going?"

Edward grins and says, "Nope just a pit stop before we load up on the boat."

I was clueless where we were going but I too tired and drained from all the emotions I had to deal with today, to care right now.

I nestled into Edward's chest and he wraps his arms around me while he hums me my lullaby.