Lisa and Rags are the best betas in the world.
March 21st, 2008
Everyone already knows that we're moving, and I'm a little bit scared. Even though Edward promised he would call me every day, I know it won't be the same. I'm afraid I'll end up losing this little piece I have of him.
Emmett is acting like a douche – there's no other word to describe his behavior – and we're all sick of it. He should just accept the facts and pray that Rosalie doesn't fall into anyone else's arms after he's gone. Besides, he can come here every other weekend.
Sue – pot-head lady – came over today for dinner. Things between her and Dad are a little tense, but they seem okay. He stayed glued to her the whole night, and I suspect she didn't mind. I'm glad Dad has someone like Sue. Even though she sells pot, herbs and stuff I doubt is for medicinal reasons, she seems like a really nice lady.
Alice is still mad at me, and not even when I'm moving away does she talk to me. I'm hurt and pretty much convinced this friendship is over. Well, it's too bad. She was my best friend.
Maybe I should make a bigger deal out of this, but I don't want to. It was her choice, and when I tried to fix it, she didn't let me.
I'm now going out. Even though the goodbye party is next Saturday, I still want to spend more time with my friends. When I talked to Edward about making plans, he was very evasive and mysterious.
I won't think too much about that. It's just worse when I do.
B.S.
Next and last chapter of the first part (what? - I know) is going to be posted tomorrow or even today.