Warning. So, This chapter wasn't supposed to be this heated. I planned for her to explain and scold him. But as you all know, my fingers have a mind of their own. So… yea

Holding his hands up in defense, though I still got a good hit in or two, Kazuto started to yell out, "Sugu! What's wrong?! Ow. What did I- Ow- Do?"

Having one of my arms caught he stared me down until I finally stopped struggling and lay back down next to him. ...Baka

"What...What did I say? I didn't mean to make you jealous... Or something...?" His voice was weak in determination, obviously from his lack of knowing as to why I had reacted like that.

"Onii-chan...You're...an idiot."

His eyes widened, still lost in confusion but trying to take in the accusation. "Um...yes?" He attempted to agree, encouraging me to continue.

"Let's try this again; from the top. The first girl, Silica, you saved her life! You saved her friend! Then she found out that she couldn't keep up with you and that you were going far away! How would you feel if someone you loved was way out of your league to the point where it would KILL you?"

"I...um..." he faltered, scratching his head. "Sad?"

"Exactlyyy. So she felt that, and more, and she had to let you go. She didn't hate you or ignore you. She was TRYING to let you go, for your sake... baka." I whispered the last word.

"..." He remained silent, this time keeping his hands to himself, much to my disappointment and probably out of shame.

"Next, Liz. You helped her, kept her warm, and took care of her when you fell down a hole which I'm GUESSING was probably her fault by the way you said it. And I know you; you wouldn't blame her for something like that. And I'm sure being the hero and making sure she was safe and comfy snuggled together by a fire didn't help matters in turning her towards you. AND THEN in walks the super attractive girl with big breasts, YES I SAID IT," I made sure to shut up his exasperated look. Then I continued, "and she realizes that you know each other. She probably thought the same thing the first one did and tried to let you go, but THIS TIME you rubbed it in her face, saying you'd be back WITH the other girl. You broke her fucking heart. You know that!?" I was panting at this point, angry at him, but also in pain, knowing how the other girls felt. He, on the other hand, was astonished. I had never cursed like that in my life. And I just screamed it to his face.

"I... didn't know..."

"Of course you didn't. Baka." I took a deep breath, trying to calm down.

"Last, but nowhere near least, the girl you got along with the most. She sounds freaking perfect," I started again, choosing to be a bit lighter with the language this time. Kazuto couldn't even look at me at this point. Instead he sat up and listened to me lying behind him. "She was at your level, she was beautiful, and she tolerated you in a game full of people that hated you. You said she even cooked for you! What kind of girl does that at random!? Answer- no one. No girl treats a guy like that when she doesn't like him. And then, big kicker, you save her LIFE! You did something she couldn't do; you bore the burden of Killing someone else. You traded her conscious for the struggle of having to carry that on your shoulders. She was in tears because she felt like she Made you do that. You probably think I'm crazy. How would I know? I know because I would feel horrible if I couldn't do that myself and I forced it upon you. It would be so Painful to know that you had to darken your soul FOREVER because of me. And what did you do? You LEFT! You left her to feel sorry and be forced to let go of her feelings of you. And in the end, she only blames herself because she MADE you do that in her mind. She thinks she drove you away and that you being forced to kill someone disgusted you at how weak she was. You just don't...get it... do you?"

He refused to answer me. He sat there, possibly ignoring my words, more likely simply taking them all in. I gave him a second. I found it to be a second too long as I relaxed my body enough to feel the tremble of the bed.

Rising rapidly, I sat next to him, seeing his head in his hands as silent tears out, the only sound being sporadic breathing and my own heartbeat. "Onii-... I'm... I'm sorry." I placed my hand on his shoulder in which caused his head to straighten up and his silent weeping came out into one large sob. Quickly, I pulled him into my arms, resting his head on my bosom and stroking his hair. He resisted slightly, but then finally gave in. He thinks I'm mad at him. He thinks I won't love him anymore... I know he does...Onii-chan...

Tightening my grip, I whispered into his ear hushed comforts. "Nii-chan. It's okay. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's okay. I didn't mean to be so mean. I'm sorry. Please Onii-chan. Please. It's okay."

This continued for a few minutes until his sniffling stopped and his body was still except for deep breaths. Pulling him on top of me, I continued to stroke his hair as he eventually fell asleep.

So yea. That happened

OH YEA! So...that was the last prepared chapter. Things will be slowing down now. I apologize