Spencer's POV
"Madison! Thank you." I know my grin was from ear to ear. "And I can tell that you're lonely." my grin faded. "I'm sorry." she apologized. "It's ok." I hugged the bear. "So, how was the tour?" I sucked it up, put on a smile, and asked. "It was great. I met a lot of hot guys and the beaches in Asia were amazing!" she explained. "Wow, you know I was asked to do a documentary about you." I said. "Ha! Really?" she chuckled.
"So, what's been going on with you and Ashley." This is so typical Madison. Always wants to get down to business. "We're just going through a rough patch right now." She knew I was lying because she raised her left eyebrow and pursed her lips. I just couldn't take the look anymore so I told her everything. "Wow, I can't believe she did that." she said. "That is so cold of her."
"So, I've been lonely for a month now." I laughed. "Spencer, are you okay?" she noticed I was crying. "I'm just trying to be strong, you know." I explained. "Well, it's still wrong of h.." Madison's phone rang. "Hello?..oh hey!..yeah yeah..I'll be right there." she hung up the phone. I know she's gonna leave. "Perfect timing. I'm gonna talk some senses into that girl." I was confused.
"I'll be right back, Spence." That is also typical Madison. Always leaving people without an explanation.
Madison's POV
F*** you, Davies, f*** you. Why the heck would you do this to Spencer? After all she's done for you. I thought while I drove to the hotel she was staying in. After looking for the room she mentioned on the phone, I finally found it and knocked. "Come in!" So, I turned the knob and opened the door finding Ashley sitting on a chair, smiling.
I went up to her. "Hey, Madison, it's always ni..." before she could finish the sentence, my bare palm hit hard on Ashley' s cheek. "What the heIl, Madison? What was that for?" she rubbed her cheek. "That's for what you did to Spencer." I said, holding back my tears. "Wait, what?" she looked at me in the eyes, confused.
"That's for cheating on Spencer, not having the guts to tell her what you did, not apologizing to her, and leaving her in the hospital alone, for a month, and for being such a b!tch!" Now, I just couldn't hold back the tears. She was speechless. "How did you know?" she asked, tears flowing down her cheeks. "She told me everything." I confessed. "I definitely deserve that slap." she tried to laugh it off.
"Damn right, you did." I said. "How the heIl could you do that to her and stay in Seattle without doing anything about it?" I was furious. "Because I'm an idiot." She is, she really is. "And because I'm a weak moron who just messes things up with Spencer." Finally, she's caught up. "What should I do Madison?" she asked. "Go to her and explain everything to her and apologize."
"You make sound so simple." she said, still rubbing her cheek. "Because it is simple, Ash. It is a very simple thing to do." She looked at me. "There's nothing to lose since I've lost everything already." she said. "Drive me there?" Now she's talking. I smiled and led her to my car. "Just so you know, I won't be there to help you."
"I know." she looked at me. "So, pray for me." she joked. "I will."
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Ashley's POV
I still feel Madison's palm on my cheek. It hurts really bad. I guess I deserve the slap in the face. I mean, I have been so cold to Spencer. So, right now, I am on my way to the hospital and I'm apologizing to her. "So, tell me why you did what you did to Spencer?" she asked. "I think I've fallen out of love with her." As soon as she heard those words come out of my mouth, she put the car in park and laughed her ass off.
"Hahahaha! Seriously, Ash, you think you've fallen out of love?" she kept laughing. "And what makes you think that?" She's laughing so hard that she's crying. "Look, Madison, I'm serious." she stopped laughing. "You can't fall out of love with Spencer." she stated. "And why not?" she doesn't understand. "I explained to her what I've been feeling lately.
"You're not falling out of love." she said. "Then, what is this weird feeling?" I asked. "It's simple. You're not feeling anything. You think you're feeling something but you're really not." She's confusing me. "Then, how come I don't feel anything when I kiss her or hug her." I told her. "Because it's so natural to you. It's so natural to you that you don't feel anything."
It makes sense. She started driving the car again. "Are you sure?" She looked at me. "You're asking me that question?" Yeah, I shouldn't have asked her. So then, we arrive at the hospital and I start to notice my knees felt weaker every step I take. I almost tumble but Madison caught me. "You can do this, Davies, I know you can."
We arrive in front of the room. The blinds were down in Spencer's hospital room. "I think she's asleep we shouldn't disturb her." I tried to leave but Madison grabbed my arm and pulled me in the room. I was right, Spencer was asleep. She looks so beautiful when she's sleeping. "I'm outy." She left the room and slammed the door purposely so Spencer would wake up.
Spencer is awakened. "Madison?" She tried to cover her eyes because the lights in her room were quite bright. "It's not Madison. It's me Ashley." I knew her vision were clear because she looked away. "Why are you here?" There was anger in her voice and it pierced right through me. "I'm here to explain everything." I hope you're praying for me out there, Madison.
"I don't think you're explanation is necessary." she said in a calm tone. "No, Spencer, I want you to hear me out." she finally turned to me. When I looked into her eyes, I saw disappointment, depression, and hurt. "Go ahead. Explain away." I swallowed the huge lump in my throat and gathered up all the courage that was left in me.
So, I explained everything. "What I did to you is just dead wrong and cold." she just looked at me. "I cheated on you, didn't tell you about it, and just left you alone in this room for a month." I explained. "Yeah. And you expect me to forgive you?" Those words hit my chest like a spear. "No. I don't actually. I don't think anyone would forgive me if I did that to them." I smiled wryly.
I went beside her bed expecting her to raise her good arm and try to hit me. I wanted her to do that but she didn't do anything but look me in the eyes. "So I am here begging you to forgive me and take me back." I kneeled down on one knee. "What I did was just inhumane and I know I'm an inconsiderate dumb jerk for doing that..." I took a breather and looked deep into her beautiful glowing blue eyes.. "...So I am begging for you to forgive me..." I gulped nervously. "...and give me another chance."
There was a long, agonizing pause. "Spencer, please forgive me." I never left her side the whole speech. "Give me one reason why I should forgive you." she said. "You should forgive me because I don't know how to live my life without you. Because you are my life. And I would die without you." I see her smile. "You know.." she turned to Madison. "...I never thought the Ashley Davies would say something so corny and cliche like that." The next thing I knew, Spencer's palm was touching my face and pulling me in for a kiss. Then, our lips touched. "What was that for?" I asked idiotically. "It means you are forgiven." she smiled which melted my heart. "But you're on probation." Works for me. As long as Spencer has forgiven me. "I love you, Spence."
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Spencer's POV
"Give me one reason why I should forgive you." I said. "You should forgive me because I don't know how to live my life without you. Because you are my life. And I would die without you." I smile. "You know.." I turned to Madison. "...I never thought the Ashley Davies would say something so corny and cliche like that." I just couldn't help it. She was just so cute and I'm a sucker.
So I pulled her in for a kiss. Then, our lips touched. "What was that for?" she asked. "It means you are forgiven." I smiled. "But you're on probation." I made sure she is not off the hook completely. "I love you, Spence." I don't know if I could say it back yet so I just smiled at her. So we started talking, all three of us. "See this red mark on my face? Madison did this."
"Whoa! Are you serious?" I took a closer look and saw that Ashley's face is still tomato red. "Why did you do that?" I asked Madison. "Well, I had to talk some senses into this girl." she replied. "You didn't need to slap her....that hard." We started laughing. "Well, I have to go." Madison looked at her phone. "I have to meet my manager in 15 minutes so I'll see you love birds later." Madison.
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It was quiet in the room now that Madison is gone. "So, am I really forgiven? Because I feel like I'm not." she started. "Ash, you're forgiven. That's why I kissed you." I chuckled. "Right." she looked sad. "Look, Ash, we're ok. I forgive but like I said you're still on probation." I can't stay mad at Ashley and you know exactly why. "So why did you forgive me that easily. I mean I expected you to stay mad at me for a long time."
"Well, It must've taken a lot of courage and strength to say all those corny and yet so romantic things." I smiled. "It did." she said. "And it's true. I can't live without you, Spencer." I guess she was serious. I mean, at first, I really thought she's just making stuff up since it's Ashley Davies. "I mean, I don't know what I was thinking, doing what I did." she said.
"I promise from now on, I will never ever leave your side. I will be right here until you get better." Ashley's definitely change. "Why did you do it, really?" I asked. She looked around the room first before answering. "Because I thought I've fallen out of love with you." I was speechless. "But Madison clarified everything for me." I just smiled. I guess Ashley is still a teenager after all and it's cute.
"So, I'm glad you've forgiven me even though I'm on probation." I laugh.
A month later...
There she is, her head resting on my bed. What she said a month earlier was true about staying by me until I get better. Well, she did. From going to rehab, to just walking around the hospital to strengthen my legs. She's been extremely helpful to me. She was there ro hold my hand when I first walked again to catching me when I fall. I am really lucky to have her beside me.
"Knock knock!" It was Dr. Shepherd, Dr. Torres, and Dr. Harris all coming in my room at the same time. "Ashley, wake up!" I shook her gently. "We have good news for you ladies." said Dr. Shepherd. "Since your leg is strong enough, you can leave the hospital tomorrow." I was happy with the news. "That's great, Spencer!" Obviously, Ashley was happy too.
I know why she's happier than I am. You know, Ashley's been a lot of help to me. She never left my side and was always there for me when I needed her. I guess it's about time she's off probation.
So I've been writing a lot lately so I could post a lot of chapters before my internet gets cut off. I hope you like the new chapter. I love you guys! I hope you guys won't stop reading my FF. Ciao for now!
