《Lucy's POV》
How does Sharon expect me to do that?
Flashback
"Just bare with it." Sharon told me with calmness in her tone.
"Bare with it... BARE WITH IT!? I have a major crush on someone that has someone else and you want me to bare with it?!?!"
"You have to bare with it. All the young Master knows is that he loves you and you love Salamander right?" Sharon looked at me. I looked straight at the wall.
"With Natsu, I loved him and wanted to be with him but after just two days here, he didn't have the same spark that (E.N.D) Natsu had."
"Oooooo! I can't wait for both of you to confess to each other. I will watch you kiss, I will watch you get married and I will watch you two have sex! This is going to be just wonderful." Sharon fangirled excitedly with her hands clasped together.
I sweat dropped as I watched her cheer excitedly. I don't mind it, but I hope she doesn't watch us have sex. I'm not a pro at sex and if Natsu and I actually did get married, I wouldn't know how to take the first step. All I know is that I have to be naked and put Natsu's thing in me.
"That'll be great. Just not the whole sex part, okay?"
"Hmm Hmm. That is fine. Besides, it's not like I can't beat up the young Master for some juicy info." Sharon gave me an evil eye and I swallowed lots of saliva which made it sound like a gulp.
I scratched the back of my head.
"Hehe. Yeah."
End of Flashback
Whatever. Even though Sharon is nice, she can be weird from time to time. Just thinking about having sex with Natsu makes my heart beat fast.
I rested my palm on my chest. I really couldn't believe that Natsu has loved me for the longest time and I didn't even realise it.
Now I just feel bad because I made it more harder for him since he's a demon and all. Sharon told me a demon can't hold its love in for a different soul and if its feelings are not confessed, it will suffer from dread and fear of rejection and hate, resulting in the demon having a Character Disfunction.
I'm so sorry Natsu. I should have minded what I said about you. Thinking back to the times I called you a jerk and rude names must've hurt him because he loved me and felt much more hurt when hearing that his crush was calling him those words.
Then I bumped into someone.
"Oww. My head..."
"Lucy." That voice was so familiar, I looked up and saw Natsu infront of me. It was Natsu (E.N.D).
"Natsu! I mean... what do you want?" I folded my arms like I was mad at him, but I really wasn't.
I was actually happy to see him.
"Lucy... can we just talk please? I don't know how I upset you, but I'm sorry. Please, let's be friends again." Natsu had sympathy in his eyes which showed that what he was saying was true.
I love him even more.
But I have to follow with Sharon's plan. I have to bare with him getting married to Thorn.
Even though it hurts just saying her name. I have to bare with it.
"I forgive you Natsu and I will definitely be your friend."
"YES!!" Natsu jumped up in excitement and I happily giggled. It's so cute to see him like this.
"So, what are you up to now?"
"Well, Thorn is trying on the dresses for the wedding tomorrow. I was asking you yesterday if you wanted to come to my wedding, but then you suddenly blew up for some reason. Either way, thats behind us now. So, will you please come to my wedding, so I can at least see someone that makes me happy." Natsu smiled down at me.
Sharon was right.
I could tell from that whole speech that he loves me. It's like he isn't even trying to hide his feelings. He's probably trying to make it leak out while he speaks, after all, Sharon did say that it will be hard for him to express his feelings.
That doesn't mean that I was completely fine with Thorn taking him away from me. I had to keep my body still and very calm, I was completely filled with jealousy. It was so unfair that Thorn got to have him.
"Of... course. But Natsu, why would you marry a woman that you don't even love?"
"I don't have a choice, I need to be married soon so I can have children who will take my place" Natsu laughed.
Natsu please. I can be that woman who will provide you with as many kids as you want. Thorn looks like the type to cheat, I will never do that to you. After knowing you for a while, I have made up the decision to want to be by your side and never let you go.
"Well, the woman that I truly love has love for another man and even though the both of us are friends, there's no way that a demon and human relationship will work." Natsu turned away from me and started rubbing the back of his head. "Uh... Um... sorry Lucy.. I gotta go now."
Then Natsu rushed off down the hall.
I looked down and squeezed my eyes tight with jealousy and sadness.
A demon and human relationship can be real if we make it real, Natsu. Anyone can be together, they just have to feel the same type of way with each other or else the relationship will not be able to work with them.
"Please Natsu, just confess to me and let's live together forever. You don't need to hold in all this pain, because the more you drift away from me, the more pain I will feel."
To Be Continued
