Americana Psychotica: -bows- I shall do what you say, Oh great and mighty one. I was leaning toward what you'd said anyway; a bit of both 8D Option B seemed to be a little to popular to my liking o3o Also, if you haven't learned, I love disturbing.
Halloween Night: Ah, that's what I thought too 8D Thanks!
Tenno-Megumi: Sorry, I went with A. Personally I think there's too much fluff. I'm a huge fan of the psychological aspect of humans. But don't worry, Shaun's not going anywhere!
JacksterGamer: Really? You didn't feel a little bad for her at all? ...Who am I kidding, neither did I :D
DreamerOfTheDay: Eep indeed. Went with A, sorry... ^^
Hearts Content: Lol too bad 8D Enough people said B that I picked it~
wheatleyhastings: Eh, there's enough plain old AU ShaunDes stories. How many involve murder and the intense psychological effects that come with it? And I personally thought Shaun was more concerned than "What are you doing here?" but mmkay.
As always, thanks SO MUCH to:
-DreamerOfTheDay, for adding this story to their alert and favourites
-Hearts Content, for adding this story to their alert
-and RoCelia, for adding this story to their favourites
Lol, what's studying? I totally don't have an exam tomorrow...
AS YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED I CHANGED THE SUMMARY. Isn't it exciting? 8D
Out of his mind, the way it pushes him
Whispering, "Must've been out of his mind."
-The Used's The Bird and the Worm
Sunday, June 16, 2013 7:18 PM
Dear Diary,
Well, it's been well over a year since I last used this thing. In fact, the last time was before all of... this happened. I guess I should write it down in case I come back years later.
About a year ago, I met Desmond. End of April, it was. And I learned he had this crazy ex-girlfriend. I thought nothing of it; most men think their exes are insane anyway.
He was telling the truth. Lucy manipulated, tortured, and humiliated Desmond, even more so after I met him.
Long story short: she died. I won't mention how or why - who knows what kind of people could get their hands on this - but Desmond just hasn't been the same since. After her funeral, he kept going on about how he almost died but was "saved" by nobody, and a ghost or something.
It just got worse. About two months later, he just stopped eating. Always said he wasn't hungry, refused everything I ever tried to offer. And I've tried! He just keeps getting skinnier and skinnier and I don't know what to do!
It's not just that. He still hasn't got a job - don't think he's even tried - so he mostly sits around all day, or goes out randomly. I always ask him where, but he just shuts me out. And that's when I'm home; who knows what he does when I'm not there.
He has his bad days and his good days. On a good day, he's normal again, acts like the old Desmond used to. Makes jokes, flirts with me a little, maybe even eats a while meal. He has a lot of these.
But then there's the bad days. These are the days in which I cannot, no matter how hard I try, get him to communicate with me. He just sits there and thinks. At least I hope he's thinking; staring at a wall without moving is usually an indication of deep thought, right?
It's been more than a year. I don't understand. Lucy was just his ex. How could her death shatter him inside so much? I know that the circumstances under which she died were less than favourable for him, but still. He hasn't gotten any better; he's just getting worse.
Lucy was pregnant when she died. I don't know, that might've been it, but Desmond was desperately set on the idea that that child wasn't his.
I don't know what to think. I just want the old Desmond back.
Sunday, June 16, 2013 4:36 AM
I want out.
The second entry is not Shaun! It's Desmond. And notice the time...? -flies away-