Rin's POV

Traveling without Blaze feels off. But I do have Sesshomaru with me so that helps. I miss Blaze, I wonder how he is doing. Oh, wait I could totally cheek in on him. I am so silly, why didn't I think of this long ago. I touched Sesshomaru's arm, as we walked, motioning for him to know that I wished to stop to rest, for a moment. He nodded and I sat down against a tree. He stood nearby, at another tree a few feet away, keeping a look out, to protect, how sweet. Closing my eyes, and breathing deeply, I had to concentrate. It is important to focus, all of my attention on Blaze. He was in an open field. I soon saw another black horse come from out of the tree line nearby. Blaze stopped eating the grass, to look at this beautiful horse. She walked to him, and he did his own version of how to show that he loves you. She did the same. They must know each other. She started to eat too, and he looked around to cheek for any danger, I am guessing. She moved, and I swear she looks pregnant. I focused in on her energy then to the baby inside of her. OMG. Blaze is going to be a father. Why did I not know this. Oh, right, because I was too focused on myself. I fell so selfish, I should really fix that. I feel like a terrible friend, what is wrong with me?

I came back to, and saw Sesshomaru staring at me questionably. He stood where her was, and made no movement to come over to my side. Then I noticed that I was smiling like an idiot. Raising an eyebrow at me, I answered him. "Blaze is going to be a father." He continued to stare at me, and I waved it off.

Standing up, my head started to ache. NO, not this again. Please, no. Wait this one feels different somehow. I felt to hands on my shoulders, holding me up, so that I wouldn't fall to the ground. I gripped my head, as Sesshomaru held onto me. Stop I don't want to see this anymore. Please stop.

My family, being murdered in front of me all over again. Why does this have to happen now? Why now? I was happy. I could feel tears threating to leave my eyes, and flow down my face. Stop! Please stop! It did, and an all new seen formed in my head. Sesshomaru and I. Near a tree, he was holding me, as I was hunched over, holding my head. When, NO.

I came back to reality, just in time to block off the attack of flames that came our way. A shield that had appeared in front of us. "We have to get out of here now!"

Sesshoamru and I took off in a completely different direction, not where we wanted to go, nor from the direction we had once come from. Why is he here? This is so not okay. Why did I see my family being killed, then to have him attack us? This has never happened before.

Another ball of fire came towards us. I shot back at him, but he dodged. Sesshomaru pulled out bakusaiga. Something told me that we did not want to kill the man that is now after us. He was about to swing but I stopped him, by call to him. "Sesshomaru no." He stopped and looked at me angrily. "Something tells me not to kill him, I'm not sure why, but we need him alive." Although I was not entirely honest with him. Its not that we need him alive, its more of, that, well. I need him alive. Why would I need this guy who is trying to kill us alive? Nothing is making sense right now. Another man appeared. "Him you can kill." Sesshomaru killed him with ease, and smirked, so weird. Strange demon, or not, I love him anyways. A women tackled me to the ground, as men tried to attack Sesshomaru. The woman and I rolled on the ground, and towards a cliff. I have to stop or we will both fall off the cliff, sorry but I don't feel like falling to my death today sweety. Too late, we tumbled off. I heard Sesshomaru roar, oh boy he is in his true form now. I somehow managed to get a grip on the side of the cliff. The woman was holding on for dear life to my foot. I looked down at her, she was covered in filth. I kicked her in the face, once, twice, third times the charm. She fell, and I started to pull myself back up. Climbing actually. We fell quite a ways down, but I am still somewhat close to the top. I hate climbing, just don't look down right. Oops, my bad, just looked down. I gripped the side of the mountain I guess you could call it or cliff, or whatever, it was still a giant rock of earth that is shooting for the sky. I don't like heights very much and they don't like me. Using most of my upper body strength I was anble to make it back to the top. I pulled my self up and over, and laid on my back at the edge of the cliff. Hahaha, probably not the best idea to just lay there, right? I stood and saw Sesshomaru with a dead man in his mouth. I walked over to him. Everyone else seemed to have left, or died, trying. I put on a stern, and straight face, and spoke as seriously as I could without laughing. Pointing one finger at Sesshomaru while my other hand was on my hip. "Sesshomaru drop him."

He dropped him and then turned back to normal. The look on his face, I couldn't hold it anymore. I dropped to my knees, laughing. Sesshomaru was infront of me now, and I looked up at him. He held his hand out and I took it. Standing oncew more I was still laughing, I think I even saw Sesshomaru trying not to smile or laugh with me. Although I could see that he was indeed worried about me, which caused me to stop laughing.

I hugged him, and kissed his cheek, "I'm fine."

He placed his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him, burying his face in my neck and breathing me in. He must have been freaking out or something. I pulled away and started to walk again. We continued to walk as if nothing had even happened. I think I would like to keep it that way. There was this feeling I got from that guy. He seemed to be able to do almost the same things I could. What is with that? I thought I was good at fighting and using my powers, but for him to be able to do the same thing. I mean I knew that there were other witches and what not out there somewhere. But this guy, there was something about him. I didn't want him, I needed him, but what kind of need was it? I need him in my life, want him in my life, yes. But why? Why? I don't understand this.

Glancing at Sesshomaru, I started to debate if I should tell him or not. NO! He mustn't know. I am afraid of how he will react. I can't tell him, unless I know what all of this means first. Although I did not feel attracted to this man, I still felt a pull towards him. I stopped and gripped my head, falling to my knees. "I don't understand."

Sesshomaru was calling my name, and I finally looked up at him. "I don't get it, I can't even put it into words, or how to explain it, or how to tell you. I don't understand what is going on."

"What are you speaking of Rin?"

I looked at him with a pain, and guilty expression, and I did not like the look I received in return. "I have no idea, I just don't know." I gripped my head again and started to rock back in forth, back and forth, over and over again. Trying to make sense of what was going on. What could this mean? What does this man mean to me? Why do I feel some sort of pull to him? Why does he seem familiar? Why did I stop Sesshomaru from killing him? Why do I feel like I have to keep him alive? What is going on? What is wrong with me?

Sesshomaru picked my bridal style and started to carry me. It was dark out, and I was getting tired. There was a hut nearby that was abounded, and we decided to rest there for the night and leave in the morning. Gently placing me down on the bed that was inside, after I purified it, to clean it. Sesshomaru sat on the bed, with me in his lap. I laid my head on his shoulder. He had stripped down to only his pants, and I was still in my kimono. Oh well. I wrapped my arms around him, holding onto him as if I would die without him. And honestly I am afraid to test that theory. I need him in my life more than anything. So why did I feel something with that man that attacked us earlier?

I buried my face in the crock of Sesshomaru's neck and tried to breathe. I was beginning to hyperventilate. Not good. He started to rub my back to try to calm me but nothing was working. He kissed the side of my head, and continued to try and soothe me. Eventually I calmed down and was not ready to answer his question, although I knew that I had no choice, but to answer him.

"Rin, what is wrong?"

I looked up at him, and tried to smile, but failed. I can't lie to him. But I can't lie to him, so I told him the truth. "I love you." I kissed him, while tears ran down my face. My chest hurt, almost as if it would burst without him. I needed this demon, and he needed me. I pulled him as close to my body as I could. It was nothing sexual, just a way to keep him close to me. This kiss was to tell him how much I loved him, and needed him. How afraid I was, I am, if I lose him, if I lost him. I pulled away trying to catch my breath. My forehead against his, tears flowed from my eyes, dang this demon for bringing all emotions back to me, and making me show weakness.

"I don't know what is going on?" I looked at him, with hope that he could help me understand, and fear of the unknown. He caressed my face with his hands, and kissed my forehead.

"Tell me."

I took a deep breathe, and looked away. "I don't want you to be mad at me."

He turned me to look at him. The look in his eyes, why? I sighed "There was something about that man that attacked us. I don't know what though. It confuses me." I told him honestly.

"There is more?"

My hold on him tightened. "I love you Sesshomaru."

"Rin?" He narrowed his eyes at me.

I bit my lip and looked at him. "I felt something towards the man." I was going to continued but the look I was getting now. I reacted quickly. I held onto him tighter than I have before. "He seemed familiar, but I have never seen him before. But there was something, I don't know what it is, I just know that somehow, some way. He is important to me." I took Sesshomarus face in my hands and looked him in the eyes. "You are everything to me Lord Sesshomaru, and I love you more than I can bare. I love you so much, it hurts." I cracked at the end. It really did, it hurt, how much I loved him, it hurt. I sat there in his lap, staring at him. He held no emotion, I couldn't even feel anything from him, he was blocking me from him. I searched for something, hoping for him to give me some kind of sign. But there was none. I moved to leave, but his grip tightened. I looked back at him, he was fighting everything. From how he used to do things, to how it is now. He is deciding. He pulled me to him, and took my face in his hands. He kissed me hard, it took my breath away. He pulled back, and looked at me, "You are mine." I smiled at him. Placing my hands over his that are still on my face. "I am yours."

I kissed him, and soon was able to fall asleep in his arms.