A/N: I'm probably only going to have one more chapter after this one then start the next part of this which I am going to be Titling Never Going to Be Alone so be on the lookout for that. This chapter is the reason this story is rated M it is not extremely descriptive but it is blatantly obvious what is going on in this chapter so please if you are not 18 do not read since you should not be reading this anyways since I have listed it as M for mature. Enjoy I am rather pleased with this chapter would love to hear from you guys. I'll try to get the next chapter out in the next couple days to a week but I can promise anything.

I was standing there in Jacob's arms and before I knew it he had picked me up in his arms and began carrying me back to the house. I smiled curling up into his chest as he carried me. I had run all the way here I got home to a note from Emily telling me what had happen and that the pack was at the Clearwater's with the exception of Jared and Jacob. Jared was on patrol and Jacob was going to join him once he dropped Bella off at her house. I was so exhausted from my flight and I had not slept since going and seeing my parent's graves.

I had thought it would be safe to go see them but now whenever I tried to sleep I had nightmares of visiting their graves and them popping out and saying how betrayed they felt that I had moved on so easily. I didn't know what to do I was finally to a point where I was happy I had come to terms with their deaths and then with one trip things changed. I knew it wasn't my fault but I was wondering if my parent's spirits truly did feel betrayed or was my subconscious just working overtime on me.

I didn't open my eyes again until Jacob began to put me down on our front porch. I looked at the dark house and back up at him.

"Why aren't the lights on?" Jacob asked

"Emily is staying at Sue's tonight and Sam is over there right now he is planning on going on patrol soon." I said softly

Jacob nodded and moved some hair out of my face.

"Well go inside and get some sleep you look exhausted from your trip." Jacobs's deep voice spoke softly.

"It's not just because of my trip I haven't been sleeping soundly since visiting my parents it just really has my imagination running ramped on me in my dreams" I said looking down

Jacob took her hand and used her fingers to tilt my shin up so I was looking his in the eye.

"Their death is not your fault, they would want you to be happy and move on with your life" Jacob said

"I know that but I guess a small part of me still fears that they might be angry with me for moving on and that is just coming out in my dreams which I have no control over" I said softly

Jacob kissed my forehead "do you want me to stay with you until you fall asleep"

I chewed on my bottom lip for a second in thought I weighed the pros and cons of him coming in I didn't want to get him in trouble for being late for his patrol duties, my lack of not sleeping won though and a nodded.

Jacob opened the door and waited for me to walk in before following me in and locking the door behind us. I walked to me room and laid down on my bed. Jacob walked around to the other side and laid down next to me. I scooted closer laying my head down on his chest as he wrapped his arm around me. I tilted my head up to give him a kiss. His lips where always so soft and this kiss had so much more emotion behind it than his others.

I placed my hand on his cheek trying to drag out the kiss as long as I could. I didn't want it to end after a few seconds he nipped at my bottom lip and ran his tongue gently over it. With that our kiss intensified and before I knew it we had rolled over and Jacob's large body hovered over me as we kissed our hands exploring. One of Jacob's hands hand entangled its fingers in my hair as his lips moved from mine laying sweet kisses from the corner of my mouth down along my jaw bone and down to my neck where he began to nip and suck a little. I lost all control of my body it now acted on its own and my mind fogged over leaving all sensible decisions thrown out the window. I couldn't stop the soft mews that escaped my lips as my breathing became labored and my body temperature started racing after Jacob's.

His free hand ran down the side of my body until it got to the bottom of the shirt and snaked underneath it. His normally hot hand felt cool against my escalated body temperature. It wasn't long before my shirt came off and I could feel something push out for under his cut offs. His kisses trailed from my neck to my collar bone and gently feathered the mounds on my chest with soft kisses before coming back up to my lips. My hands reached down and began to undo his cutoffs and then broke our kiss to push them down and kick them onto the floor his hands went to work with my jeans and pulled them off tossing them onto the floor.

All of a sudden I was happy that I was wearing one of my more attractive undergarments both my panties and bra matched they where a powder blue lace the color really popped against my tan skin. Jacob's hands went back to work running over my skin. Things just continued to progress from there on until we were both naked laying on my bed totally wrapped up in each other I'm sure our teenage hormones had a play in this but there was so much more in his caresses and kisses than just lust. I looked into Jacobs eyes as our bodies slowly became one. My hands jumped to Jacob's bicep's my nails digging into his skin as tears began to fill my eyes from the pain as he slowly entered. He leaned in nuzzling my neck placing soft kisses on my neck before her gave one hard push burring himself with in my completely a cry of pain escaped my lips as a tear fell from the corner of my eye. Jacob stayed where he was allowing me to adjust; he whispered sweet apologies in my ear.

He looked me in the eye and brushed hair out of my face and love engulfed those beautiful chocolate eyes of his.

"I love you Natalie" he spoke softly into the darkness of my room.

With time our bodies rocked in rhythm as we danced the forbidden dance. My gut turned into knots and with each passing moment the not grew tighter and tighter like it would burst and before I knew it did sending both of us into completion. Jacob collapsed onto of me his head resting on my chest a placed my hands on his back as my head swam and my lungs screamed for air. I closed my eyes and welcoming the closeness and love Jacob and I had just shared. I was barely awake when I felt Jacob roll off me and pull me close and pulled the covers up over us.

I was woken up by a loud snarl and a strong hand grabbing my arm and practically throwing me out of my bed. My vision wasn't completely focused when my head knocked against my wall with a blanket falling on. I rubbed the back of my head willing my eyes to focus.

"What the hell do you think you're doing with Natalie" I heard Sam's deep breathe.

My breath hitched at the sound of Sam's voice I looked at Sam he was shaking like a earthquake and Jacob was up out of my bed growling.

"What I'm doing you just through her into a wall!" Jacob growled

"Outside now!" Sam said storming out of the room.

Jacob pulled his cut off's on and stormed out of my room. I quickly wrapped the blanket that sat on my lap around me and ran after them. Sam was still shaking and glared at Jacob.

"Stop this Sam" I said sternly

"No I won't let anyone take advantage of you" Sam growled.

"I didn't take advantage of her!" Jacob growled starting to shake as well.

This was bad very bad I had to very large very pissed off wolves on my hand I looked back and forth between the two and then I knew Sam couldn't hold it for very much longer I could see it he was seconds from phasing. I ran to him to try and calm him but I was too late I was swatted away by a large claw I felt it make contact with my black and hear the tear of the blanket that was wrapped around me. I fell to the ground in pain as I felt a hot sticky liquid run down my back. I looked over to Jacob who went wild in his eyes and phased lunging at Sam. I heard Jaws snapping and just laid there the anger building in me.

"STOP IT!" I screamed and the snapping stopped

Tears ran down my face as I laid there my back was killing me and I couldn't stand that the two of them had gotten into it. I felt a hand gently rest on my shoulder I didn't dare look to see who it was.

"Look what you did" Jacob said from my side.

"It's not his fault I'm the one who ran at him" I said

"Just get me inside and someone go get Emily" I said

I felt Jacob gently pick me up and I looked at Sam who had remorse in his eyes this was the second time he had lost it and the second time he had harmed someone he loved.

"Sammy this isn't your fault" I said mustering up the best smile I could. He followed us in going to his room grabbed a pair of cut offs before going back out to get Emily.

"When he gets back you should go you need some time to cool down and I need to talk to Sam get everything smoothed over" I said looking at Jacob

"I'm not going to leave you with him he just hurt you" Jacob said

"He was angry Jacob can you blame him really he found you in bed with his little cousin he has always acted more like a older brother than a cousin. We both went through with it and I'll make sure he knows that but he needs to hear this from me and as long as you think I'm in danger the animosity is going to hang in the air and we will run into another fight." I explained

Jacob sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. I took his hand and squeezed it and smiled.

"I'll be fine go clean up and get some cloths" I said

Jacob nodded and gave me a kiss "Call me if anything happens I'll come right over"

I nodded "if I'm not able to talk to you before I get things smoothed over I'll see you at the funeral"

Jacob nodded and headed out the back door.