I do not own anything all right go to marvel. I did two chapters yesterday one before the note. It was call "The video" it was mostly a flashback with stoppage were they could talk about it.

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A few hours after the video the groups spoke to each other about what they saw, and how they saw it. Iron Man said "I once said 'I don't trust anyone without a dark side' I now take that back, I don't want to see anyone else's dark side!"

Wolverine said "Well I don't want to see the 'Black Spider' again that's for sure. But as for Peter and Spider Man that is a different story, he a good kid. Don't tell him I said that." He said with a chuckle.

Dagger said "I saw and felt deep darkness when he was the 'Black Spider' but I only saw light and hope in Spider Man when I first met him. I don't think they are the same."

Hulk said "Bruce and Hulk NOT same, share body, different minds, moods, and attitude."

Captain America said "Spider Man is a good man, but we now need to find out about his past." He looked at Director Nick Fury.

Fury said "No can do, when he did research he deleted most everything about Peter Parker and everything about Spider Man, he erased a lot about the White Tiger as well. So there is no way to find out except by ask him and I doubt he will tell us much, if anything."

Wolverine said "The past is in the past, leave it in the past. Believe me I know it is hard not to ask him 'what happened why did you delete yourself?' but I have a long past I have done thing that I regret now so I can sympathies him."

Everyone agreed with him that they would not bug him too much about it, well not PRY too hard at least. Well most everyone did except for Nova, but that was not unexpected.

However Ava was not with them when they agreed not to bug him but she was on her way to his room to find him. She knew that he couldn't do anything to himself but she had anxiety over him. When she got there, Spider Man was hanging upside down from a single line of web. To her he looked like a spider raising itself or lowering itself from the ceiling or to the floor. But he was just staying put as if in a trance. She did not want to bug him because if he was doing his 'meditation' thing it was needed.

So Ava pulled went to lay on the bed where she could both relax and keep an eye on her boyfriend.

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Spider Man's 'alone time'

Spider Man had chosen to leave the room when he (the Black Spider) was going to speak, he didn't want any more reminders so he went to his room to cool off and to vent.

Spider Man was going to make a whole web but he chose not to, he paced on the ceiling, it was his room he could do what he wanted. Most people find it annoying when he paces on the ceiling, except for the 'Spider Clan' / 'Web Warriors'. So he paced for a bit he was about to make a true web but then he instinctively made a drop line. A single thread of spider silk (webbing) that either raises or lowers a spider from its web or high place. He decided not to go ahead and stop the drop line, so he chose to mediate, it helps him think, let me be more specific:

1. Pacing (more specifically pacing upside down)

2. Just hanging upside down helps a lot.

So now that we've got that cleared up. He was going to think, but his deep thought brought him to his meditation state. He was now in his own mind.

He and Uncle Ben had been talking for a while (in brain / dream time) Peter asked why he didn't help him when he was losing control.

Uncle Ben said "You suppressed me, and refused to listen. But I did help; do you think the 'Black Spider' would have shown any mercy once so ever? He let Taskmaster live, he let Shocker live, he let Scorpion live, he let Rhino live (though he did almost kill him) he didn't kill Doc Oct, nor did he kill Kraven. So I had some influence, not much but a little."

Peter said "What is wrong with me?"

Ben sighed and said "Son, there is nothing wrong with you, but you have made a few mistakes and the mistakes took root and grew. Peter I love you, you think I wasn't mad that they killed my wife, you aunt? I was furious! But I knew that I could let anger cloud our judgment.

When you were a boy he were bullied I know that now (you hid it well!) you always kept it in, son, that is never good for you. You know that, but you kept it in you never dealt with it so it grew and grew until now."

Peter said "How was Ava able to control me when you couldn't?"

Ben said "You love her, she was with you physically, and you could see and hear her. You could feel her. I'm a little more than part of your conscience.

I will always be here for you, never forget that you are loved, and never forget WHO you really are. You have friends now you don't have to and shouldn't want to be alone, always alone. I do give you my blessing to marry Ava as well. True love is hard to find. You did me proud I am glad to call you my son."

Peter wiped a tear from his eye and simply hugged him. Peter was healing, you have to let go of the past otherwise it will consume you and devour you. It will destroy you if you don't take care of the problem.

Ben simply held him and rubbed and padded his back and said soft comforting things in his ears.

After some time Peter got healed from the past he could move forwards. He said to himself "Forgive BUT never forget. Remember the past; the past does not define who you are. What done is done leave it done." He said a few more proverb – like things.

Peter then left his mind and went back into his body.

Back into Peter's room

When Peter 'woke up' he found himself dangling upside down from a drop line. He let go and jump down to the floor, he landed onto the floor without making a sound. He sensed someone was in the room he looked around and saw Ava asleep on his bed. He smiled at the sight, she was sleeping on his bed with his old Spider – Man suit tucked under her arm and was cuddling it. He took a picture of her so that he could show Ava just how cute she was. His spider sense went off he jumped into the highest, darkest corner of the room and turned invisible. The part of the group decided to check up on him and Ava. The group was made of Dagger, Wolverine, Nick Fury and Captain America. Ava woke up the moment the doors began to move.

The group saw Ava lying on the bed alone relaxing she said "What are you guys doing here?"

Fury said "Two things 1. I was looking for you. 2. They were looking for Spider Man."

Ava said "Well you found me, what did you need me for?"

Nick asked "Is Peter / Spider Man around?"

Ava said "He was but I am not sure."

Spider Man jumped down in front of Ava between the groups and said "I am here…"

Most of the group jumped back in surprise Nick said "I need to speak to Ava alone, please?

Spider Man thought about in and said "Okay"

Captain America said "I will like to talk to you as well."

Spider Man said "If it is about joining the Avengers count me out, especially if White Tiger is not going to be with me!"

Captain America was shocked it was as if he had just he his mind…

Wolverine said "Well that answered your question didn't Cap?"

Spider Man said "I guess it was a lucky guess."

The group left the room so that only Nick and Ava were in the room alone. Spider Man asked "Why did ALL of you go to my room?"

Roger (Captain America) said "I wanted to ask you if you wanted to join the Avengers, White Tiger could have gone with. But you gave your answer; the Avenger tower will always be open to you."

Wolverine said "I wanted to make sure I won the bet, pay up Roger you owe me a new Bike!"

Spider Man rolled his eyes at the two veterans. He turned to Dagger and asked "Ok why did you go to my room?"

Dagger said "I wanted to ask you something."

Spider Man's heart skipped a few beats, Wolverine must have noticed because he stopped arguing and look at him. Spider Man said "What did you want to ask me?"

Dagger said "When I first met you he you were full of light, hope and you were kind. There was no deception found in you, no lie. How could you change all of that in a few years?"

Spider Man looked down on the ground and thought for a moment he then took off his mask and said "I don't know, he has always been there but he was just dormant. Believe me I lost control of my body, I had to take a back – seat and watch the whole thing! Not a fun thing to do. I felt his high it felt good, but I read his thoughts he was right in most every sense! But he was not who I wanted to be. He was everything I fight to stop." Peter paused and looked around they had been walking to the training room Peter had been so engrossed in his story that he didn't realize everyone was listening to him. He was about to begin again then he realized that he wasn't with them alone. He trusted them not to tell everyone, at least not then. His eyes told that he felt betrayed.

Wolverine grabbed onto his arm and said "This was an accident, you were talking and we too were really into your story."

Spider Man put on his mask and said "Lie to me once same on you, lie to me twice shame on me. There will not be a third time…" then he suddenly stopped he pulled off the mask and whispered," Get Ava…"

Just as he that Ava was right behind him. She heard everything, she knew he was holding back but didn't blame him. She whispered softly into his ear "I'm here, I'm here…"

Peter turned around and saw her; he said "Why can't I control the beast? It never bothered me before!"

Wolverine said "If you cage the beast too long it will want its freedom and once it gets a taste of it there is very little you can do."

Peter said "I can't let this demon take control, if it does than he will destroy what I love; once the love is gone all there will be is hate and remorse. That would leave me with no reason to fight if he kills everyone I love."

Ava said "I know what you mean if my tiger takes control it is very difficult to get back in control."

Peter took a breath and he said jokingly "Well maybe I need a self – control instructor, know where any are?" he added a chuckle at that. Then he said "I don't think I would be good for the Avengers, not now when I am still unstable."

Then he asked "When do you think the wedding should be? I know the sooner the better but when next week, tomorrow or best yet in three years!" he said they all looked at him he said "Well three hours would mean I could actually have so 'ME' time with Ava they now understood what he meant.

They discussed it and the wedding for Peter Parker and Ava will be tomorrow at noon, the people Peter and Ava knew would be there, (the heroes could be there in there civilian clothes) then a wedding for Spider Man and White Tiger would happen at 6:00 pm it would have been midnight but they didn't want to wait. The heroes and agents were invited to that one.

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well that's a wrap remember to read and review thank you all who have read and review