AHHH! Oh! This one pulls on the heart strings. Tell me what you think of both my Bella and Edward POV's along with the story line please. I need opinions!

Chapter Twenty-Five: Pain

Bella POV:

Everything seemed to happen in a rush then. I never knew this was how and why I would change into a vampire. I was sure we wouldn't be made into doing this so soon. But I had to admit I was glad. That meant I could start adapting to my new lifestyle quicker. I winced as we passed Felix tied up in a chair, Emmett's hands on his shoulders holding him down. We locked eyes for a moment as his red eyes stared at me, gleaming with smugness. Edward blocked him from my view, holding me against his body like a shield from the evil in the room.

I shuddered at the thought of my eyes like that. Blood lust radiating from my perfect skin. But it was better that Felix wouldn't be an audience member as I withered in pain.

I didn't seem to notice anything else except that Edward was with me as I lay down on his bed. He sat beside me, holding my hand with one of his and stroking my hair with the other. The pain in his eyes never changed as he stared at me. I stared right back, trying to hide the genuine fear I had. It wasn't of becoming a vampire but it was of dying and leaving all I loved behind me.

I could hear Carlisle on the other side of me, setting up the morphine he would give me to reduce my pain. I shivered at the thought of a needle piercing my skin. Silly thing to be afraid of when I was about to become a bloodthirsty creature.

"All right," Carlisle said to Edward although he didn't look away from me. "Bella?"

"Yes?" I asked not tearing my gaze from Edward.

"I'm going to give you some morphine," he explained. "Are you ready?"

I took a deep breath before nodding.

I felt the cold prick against my skin and the morphine flowing into my veins. The drowsiness came over me as my eyelids drooped and the grip I had on Edwards's hand loosened.

"She's under," Carlisle muttered as my eyes closed. "Edward?"

I heard his unsteady intake of breath until the silence came. I waited impatiently to hear his voice once more but it didn't come. Using the energy I still had I squeezed his hand which was still in mine. He sighed again before I could feel his cool breath against my cheek. He pressed his skin to mine, inhaling as he kissed under my jaw. I could tell he was taunting himself since his eyes had been onyx when mine closed.

His lips were at my ear before he whispered, "I love you."

"Mmm," I murmured, angry with myself for not even being able to say it back to him.

I could feel his cold lips against mine as he kissed me one last time as a human.

His mouth moved from my lips to my neck, his cold lips brushing against my hammering pulse. I could feel his breath as he pressed his lips to my skin in an almost kiss.

Suddenly his teeth pierced through into my neck and I cringed at the pain. It was the same searing intensity of pain I felt almost a year ago when Edward had sucked the venom out of my system. But instead he was putting his venom inside me and I could feel it burning through my veins. I kept my lips pressed tightly together to keep my screams inside my head. I had seen the pain in his eyes and crying out wasn't going to help anybody. I would be brave, be brave for him.

So instead I withered in silent agony, my back arching every time the venom reached somewhere new. It was getting closer and closer to my heart, which was pounding loudly even to my ears. My teeth clenched together as my body burned as if I was in a field of fire.

It would be over soon, I repeated to myself. Eternity with him, eternity with him.

I could hear him pull away; gasping for air and then the pain over took everything else and I blacked out.

Edwards POV:

Time stopped as soon as the blood poured into my mouth and my teeth sunk into her neck. The taste was even better than before. It was like nothing any mountain lion could live up to. The monster in my head laughed in victory as he urged me onwards. The taste of morphine filled my mouth along with her sweet blood, making it not as appetising as I would have liked but it didn't stop me.

My throat burned with longing for more but that's when she cried out once. The sound was pain filled and I knew that was me that was doing that her. I had to stop! I was going to kill her! The love of my existence was going to die at my hand. The monster growled and yelled at me to forget about her and think about the taste. No, no! I couldn't, I wouldn't kill her.

I pulled away, gasping for the air I didn't need. Carlisle immediately went to work on her neck, patching up the wound I had given her.

I stared at her seeing the damage I had done to my beloved Bella. Her searing pain was running through myself as I stared at her withering body. She grasped the bed sheets with locked fingers as her back arched at each point of pain. I felt like this moment would be stuck in my head, forever haunting me and showing how much of a true monster I was. Her heartbeat pumped loudly, ringing in my ears as she gasped for breath, her beautiful face contorted in obvious pain.

"Edward," Carlisle's called to me, but I didn't look at him. "She's doing well." I could feel my fathers hand on my shoulder but I couldn't tear my eyes away from her as she thrashed from side to side.

I took hold of her overheated hand and brushed the sweaty bangs from her forehead. Her teeth clenched together, keeping the screams inside as Carlisle inserted more morphine.

"You're so brave Bella," I said with a small smile as her thrashing calmed and her heartbeat slowed. "Braver than I ever was."

I pressed my palm to her hot cheek as her pained expression changed to restful. Her heartbeat was slowing as the venom took over her body.

"I'll be back Edward," Carlisle assured me as he left us alone.

I leaned closer to her, placing my forehead against hers and closing my eyes. The sobs rattled in my chest although, of course, no tears fell from my eyes. Look what I had done to her, to my angel. Her soul battered, her heart no longer beating, her skin cooling. I opened my eyes and leaned away, rubbing her cheek with my thumb.

"So brave," I whispered. "I can't tell you how proud I am of you. Everything I've put you through and you still love me. Its something I can call a miracle."

She lay silent, lost in her dreams and the morphine making her unconscious.

"Just wait Bella," I said with a small laugh even though I knew she couldn't hear me. "After all this is over, we can be together, just us. Do you know where we're going? Somewhere warm, with the sun, just like you love. We can just sit there on the beach together watching the sun set. I know you'd like that right?"

She didn't answer me, instead keeping silent. I took an uneven breath as I stared at her motionless form.

"But," I started again, my voice strained like I'd never heard it before. "You've got to keep fighting, do hear me? You're not leaving me, not after all this." She didn't answer again as I closed my eyes and placed her hand against my face. "Stay with me, Bella. Stay with me."