1Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha and company. I do however own every other character and the plot is copy righted to Silver Wolf Pups. I do not in anyway own any of the songs unless noted. I do not own some of the names mentioned in here as well. I am only borrowing them for a lack of something better.

"Talking", 'Thinking', (Me)

A/n: So will Inuyasha and Kagome be ok? Will Sesshoumaru and Liza be alright? What will happen between Kouga and Ayame now? Will Kouga and Inuyasha really be best friends? What will Sesshoumaru and Liza decide? Will Inuyasha be left alone to fend for himself? Well read and find out.

If you find mistakes please tell me. I am a little leery of some of my spelling so if you find a mistake tell me please an thank you.

I do not condone violence against women, children, or animals of any kind.

Chapter Twenty Six: A Secret is Told.

A hour later Daichi pulled into Kagome's driveway. He noticed there were no other cars in the drive. He got out of the car and headed up to her front door. He knocked on the door and waited for Kagome to answer it. He heard a small dog barking in the background. He thought that was pretty cute.

Kagome opened the door and said, "Come on in."

Daichi came in and followed Kagome into the living room where they sat on the couch. Kagome at first didn't say anything so Daichi just waited for her to talk.

Kagome said, "You remember how at the hospital Inuyasha said I attempted to kill myself?"

Daichi said, "Yeah I didn't get it though especially when you said it wasn't attempted."

Kagome said, "Well on Christmas Eve the same night as Kikyo actually I did the same thing as her. Like her I succeeded the only difference being I was given my life back and she wasn't."

Daichi said, "Why would you even consider doing that? I mean I know what happened to your family and all Inuyasha told us. But to consider suicide as your only option that's really sad."

Kagome said, "It was because my family was taken from me that I did it. That and Hojo."

Daichi said, "You mean the guy on the answering machine?"

Kagome said, "He was my boyfriend when my mom and brother were killed. So when I lost them I just moved in with him. We were on our way back from the movies and I was driving. The road was slick with ice and the car slid on black ice and it crashed into another car. The other driver was killed and Hojo was left paralyzed from the waist down. He didn't blame me so he told me neither did the other family."

Daichi said, "But you blamed yourself for it."

Kagome said, "Well yeah of course wouldn't you. Well a year after the accident Hojo killed himself. I was out of town on business and it was Christmas Eve then too. So the following year I took my own life. I had noone left to call family or anything. I was depressed all the time and I was completely alone. I had nothing else to live for so I did the only thing I could think to do. The only option left to me."

Daichi sat there in silence for a while then looked at Kagome and knew that she was also really depressed right then as well. He finally realized why Inuyasha had been so worried about her when he came home.

Daichi said, "Did you plan to do it again tonight?"

Kagome looked at him and said, "It's that obvious."

Daichi said, "Yeah so obvious even Inuyasha noticed it. That's why he was so worried about you."

Kagome said, "I know he is. I was thinking about it till you called me."

Daichi said, "Glad I could help. So what do you want to do now?"

Kagome said, "Can I tell you something without it being known to everyone else?"

Daichi said, "Yeah of course. I'm good at keeping secrets."

Kagome said, "Well I have more of a confession the a secret."

Daichi said, "It's still a secret if noone is supposed to know about it."

Kagome said, "True well anyway what my confession is I am not completely alone. I mean they really doesn't count as family like most people have but."

Daichi said, "Hey its alright family is family no matter how they are related to you."

Kagome said, "That's just the point. The way their related to me is the problem."

Daichi said, "Why don't you want Inuyasha to know? It would make him happy to know your not completely alone in this world."

Kagome said, "Inuyasha would never talk to me again if he knew how they were related to me."

Daichi said, "Why do you say that?"

Kagome said, "Because the two I am speaking of are Haru and Ronin Fukimori. They are Hojo..."

Daichi interrupted, "Well that doesn't seem like he would be mad about you taking Hojo's family as your own. In fact he might encourage it."

Kagome said, "You are missing the point."

Kagome had gotten up and walked away from the couch. Daichi looked at her in confusion. He didn't understand what she meant.

Daichi said, "Then why not tell me what the point is."

Kagome turned to him and said, "Haru and Ronin are my sons Daichi. They are Hojo's sons. The only ones he ever had. The only ones I ever had."

Daichi said, "So where are they do you know?"

Kagome said, "Not really. My mom and his parents made us give them up. Saying we were too young to have children of our own when we were still children ourselves."

Daichi said, "How old were you when you had them?"

Kagome said, "They are four tomorrow actually."

Daichi said, "Lets see your 16 today so you were 12 when you had them."

Kagome said, "Yeah I was. In fact I had just turned 12 when they were born. My mom and brother died a few months after they were born. Hojo died the Christmas eve of my 13th year. So see that is why Inuyasha can never know this. He already acts weird around me as it is because of the whole suicide thing. I don't want him to hate me completely."

Daichi said, "I know what you mean."

That was when Daichi got a brilliant idea.

Daichi said, "How would you like me to help you find them?"

Kagome said, "Why would you do that for me?"

Daichi said, "Because it's the right thing to do. So do you want me to help you?"

Kagome said, "Yes please. Thank you. But how will you help me? They adoption agency won't tell me anything so I don't think they will tell you anything either."

Daichi said, "That's the beauty of it. My mom works at the agency so I can ask her if you want me to."

Kagome agreed. Daichi left later that night and Kagome went up to her room to sleep. She was happy and also knew she had to have a perfect present for Inuyasha tomorrow. Since it was his birthday tomorrow as well as her sons' birthday.