Never Say Never Chapter 26, a glee fanfic

So, here we are... The last chapter before the Epilogue

To be truthful it feels quite weird, but at the same time I'm happy because I've been working hard to finish it :)

Anyway, I hope you enjoy it! :D

(I do not own Glee)

Pierre stared at the blond as he walked away. He was still stunned about that turn of events.

Pierre wondered for a while if he should give up on Nick, he really didn't want that guy to come back to punch him or something! But at the same time, it was Nick. Hot as hell and amazing Nick. Yes, Nick was worth a punch right? And it's not like Pierre is not in the boxing team now, he'd learn how to defend himself.

He nodded to himself and walked to the cafeteria. Anthony – if that was his real name anyway – had wasted his time with Pierre. When he stepped inside the cafeteria Sebastian pulled him out again.

"Hey!" Pierre whined.

"No, you don't wanna go in there." Sebastian said. "Jeff and Nick aren't talking yet."

"And? That's even better!" Pierre rolled his eyes.

"Let me make it clear. Jeff didn't punch the hell out of you yesterday because of Nick. They aren't talking with each other. Jeff won't stop and actually punch you." Sebastian said.

"Jeez, these Sterlings are violent," Pierre mumbled.

"What?"

"Nothing, never mind. But I wanted to talk with Nick, ask him if he spent the night in the hospital or if-"

"He spent it over Thad's, now let's go Lover Boy," Sebastian made an effort not to groan, he was seriously getting sick of hearing about Nick.

"Fine," Pierre mumbled.

The day passed slowly, Nick felt sad because Jeff and him were still in non speaking terms and he really needed him right now, he was also a bit angry with him because he had overreacted big time.

At lunch time he had felt the urge to just go to Pierre and be with him the rest of the afternoon, Pierre would make him feel better for sure, but then he recalled the situation in the hospital and felt sick not able to even go eat anything.

As soon as his afternoon classes ended he went to his room to get ready to go to the hospital. He didn't even go there the day before as he felt like he'd just get his mother more nervous by telling he and Jeff had sort of fight, so he just said he didn't feel so good and stayed. Nothing had happened anyway.

Nick stepped inside the room to find Jeff sat on the bed looking down at his hands. He didn't say anything, he just closed the door and went to his bed to change to more comfortable clothes so he could go to the hospital.

Jeff looked up and quickly got up. "Nick..." He said before stepping closer to him. "Can I talk with you?" He asked in a soft tone.

"Aren't you talking with me anyway?" Nick said a bit coldly, cursing himself a little since he actually wanted to be okay with Jeff again.

Jeff bit his lip. "I'm really sorry about yesterday, I overreacted."

"You did. But-" Nick sighed and turned to Jeff. "I guess I understand. I wouldn't like if I thought someone was all over you and trying to get you away from me." Nick said. "I just wished Pierre hadn't come to Dalton to ruin everything." Nick mumbled and he meant it. If Pierre hadn't come back the scene in the hospital that was bugging Nick so much wouldn't have happened, as well as the scene in the gym with Nick's mixed feeling but above all Jeff would never doubt Nick loved him and only him. But to be quite truthful, not even Nick was sure he only loved Jeff and only Jeff, and he felt really bad because of that, he felt almost like he was betraying Jeff's trust.

"He doesn't have to ruin anything. I can't ignore him, but you could try to stay a bit away from him." Jeff mumbled almost shyly.

"No. He's my friend. I just want you to trust me, okay? I promise nothing will happen."

Jeff sighed a bit desperately before looking at Nick, he didn't want to lose him. "Okay." He said.

Nick smiled and pulled Jeff for a tight hug to which he responded by hugging back before kissing him deeply.

"I'm going to the hospital now." Nick said as they parted.

"I'm going with you. And it's not up to discussion. I'll just change." Jeff said firmly.

Nick nodded, he actually wanted Jeff there with him so he wouldn't argue. He finished changing clothes and waited for Jeff before they both went to the hospital together.

When they entered the waiting room hand in hand, Amanda smiled at them, she was glad they were indeed together and that the other guy wasn't there, she hadn't liked much the way he looked at her son.

Jeff stayed with Nick that night, Pierre didn't dare to appear and he was glad. They both were. But in the morning when Nick woke up he didn't feel the same as he felt with Pierre, he told himself it was because he was used by now to wake up beside Jeff.

"Jeff? Wake up babe," Nick said softly.

Jeff snorted and straightened up a bit confused. "What?"

Nick chuckled softly, and felt warm inside. Yes, that was the right feeling.

Jeff was actually super adorable looking that puzzled. "We're in the hospital, remember?" He said softly pulling Jeff closer to him again.

"Oh... Yeah, I remember." Jeff mumbled cuddling against Nick and closing his eyes again.

Nick smiled softly at Jeff and kissed him softly, Jeff's lips' corners turned up in a smile and Nick couldn't help but kissing him again.

Nick let Jeff sleep a couple of minutes more before waking him and helping him back to the car, it was still too early and there they didn't rest as well as they would if they were in their comfortable room.

The other thing that was worrying Nick very much was the fact his grandmother hadn't woke up yet, and they didn't let him see her, he tried to have his head busy with thoughts so he wouldn't think of his grandma or he'd start crying for sure, he loved his grandma so much, he couldn't lose her, he wasn't ready for that. For one side he was glad his life outside the hospital was really busy, because he didn't have time to actually think what was happening inside the hospital, he never got to see his grandmother on the hospital bed, or so part of him was actually denying all that, deep inside he hoped that was just a big messy and twisted dream.

The day passed slowly. Nick spent all the recesses with Jeff and had lunch with all the guys. Including Pierre. They all pretended nothing had happened in the gym, though for Jeff that was harder, but he made an effort for Nick.

That night Jeff was too tired to stay the night in the hospital, so reluctantly he left, knowing Pierre would appear to stay with Nick. But he had promised to trust Nick and so that was what he was doing when he was leaving.

A few days passed. Either Jeff or Pierre would stay with Nick in the hospital, Jeff wasn't quite happy with the situation, but Nick had asked him to trust him and his mother was there almost the whole time anyway.

Anthony had called with a very weird conversation though. It was about Pierre, but he spoke like he actually already knew him. Jeff was confused with that phone call but he answered to what Anthony wanted, saying that he had resolved things with Nick and although Pierre hadn't quite gave up but he didn't seem like he was trying much to get Nick but he couldn't be sure because most of the time he wasn't there.

Anthony finished the call with a long moment of silence before saying "Okay, goodbye brother, I love ya." and then hanging up.

Jeff decided to forget that phone call. He just kept working for school and helping Nick in everything he could. By being there for him when he came back from the hospital, by going with him to the hospital, by making him eat properly, by just being there with a shoulder where he could lean on.

On the other hand Nick was getting some mixed feelings coming from Pierre, he had thought when he had left him the first time, he wouldn't actually have to worry, when he came back he was glad he was with Sebastian, but now every time he was with him he couldn't help but notice how nice Pierre actually was. He had interesting conversations with him, he laughed, he enjoyed being with him. But his stomach and feelings would get all mixed up, mixed up because he was used to feel that with Jeff and actually with Pierre before they broke.

Nick was starting to perhaps have a small crush on the French again, and that scared him a bit since he really loved Jeff.

Pierre had decided to take it slower than he had been so far, he didn't want to get punched from either of the Sterling brothers, and he didn't want Nick to think like Jeff or he would get away from him, even though he had noticed some change in Nick towards him, in a good way.

Sebastian couldn't hear about him anymore though, he was so sick of hearing Pierre talk about Nick to the point he could be completely turned on and ready to do it with Pierre but at the mention of Nick's name he'd lose all his will power do to it. He just wanted Pierre to see he didn't have to go break up Nick and Jeff to have someone caring and loving him, he had a person who liked him right there.

Sebastian had taken, so freaking long understanding it wasn't just lust it was something more, he had never liked someone like he liked Pierre and it hurt to know Pierre didn't care the same way he did.

Nick was in the hospital alone when the new came. He had just sent Jeff to Dalton since he was tired, when the a nurse came to the room saying Nick's grandmother had woken up and was stable enough for him to go see her.

When Nick saw her his heart ached for a couple of seconds. His grandma looked so weak and fragile. But after being with her for a while he started getting more and more relieved because she was actually well, she was just really pale but for the rest she seemed good. At least she sounded like herself so that had to be a positive thing.

After a few hours his grandma sent him back to Dalton, she said she would be fine with just Nick's mother there. Nick said he'd be fine and that he wanted to stay, but his grandmother gave him the 'killer eyes' so before he even knew Nick was already kissing her and his mother and leaving.

As he got to Dalton he ran to his room, as soon as he opened the door he jumped to Jeff's arms. "She woke up!" He said happily.

Jeff was caught unprepared so he had just time to yelp and fall to the floor as Nick jumped to him, he couldn't even go to the bathroom without his boyfriend tackling him to the ground. But then he processed what Nick had said and wrapped his legs around his waist and his arms around his shoulders hugging him close. "That's great!" He said.

"I'm so relieved," Nick breathed out.

"How was she?" Jeff asked after a while sitting up and bringing Nick with him.

"She looked a bit weak but she was herself, I mean the way of being, so I guess that has to be a good sign," Nick said with a small nod.

"You'll see she's alright," Jeff said softly kissing Nick gently.

Nick smiled and kissed back before nodding. "Yeah," He said lowly.

Nick and Jeff slept cuddling each other that night, both with small smiles on their faces, things seemed to be getting better.

The following day was nice, Nick called his mother who told him his grandma was resting but was okay so he really didn't need to pass by the hospital. He asked if his father had passed by and the answer was a long moment of silence. Nick finished with a "Okay I get it." before saying goodbye to his mum. Maybe it was betted that way, maybe it was better his father didn't go anywhere near his grandma, he didn't want her to have problems again because of him.

That day at dinner he was sat with all the Warblers when Pierre reminded him of something. "So, when will the rehearsal be?" He asked sipping his coke.

"Rehearsal?" Nick asked confused and Jeff also raised an eyebrow.

"You know, the council said we'd have to sing a song all together?" Pierre pointed at himself, Sebastian, Nick and Jeff.

"Wes has been ignoring the delay with choosing the song since your grandma was unwell but we heard she's better," Sebastian said, avoiding looking at Nick much.

"Oh, yes, she is." Nick nodded. "I- uhm…" He turned to Jeff. " When would be good for you?" He asked.

"Any day but next Wednesday." He shrugged, he had totally forgot about that, he really wasn't looking for it, he didn't want Pierre jumping on Nick again even if he looked more calm about it.

"Today then?" Pierre asked. "Me and Seb have a couple of ideas already so I guess we should decide what song to do so we can start practicing soon."

"For me it's fine." Nick said with a small nod.

"Sure," Jeff said shortly positively sure he'd regret all this.

Sebastian just nodded since he had his mouth full.

Pierre smiled widely. "Great! So after dinner in the Warblers Hall. Come on Seb." He said getting up.

"Dude, I'm eating." Sebastian said swallowing the food he had in his mouth.

"You'll eat later, come on," Pierre said and grabbed the back of Sebastian's blazer and dragged him out as he complained and whined.

Jeff raised an eyebrow at them. That couldn't be a good sign.

As Jeff and Nick finished eating they went calmly to the Warblers Hall, hand in hand and quiet.

"Whatever happens try to not lose your cool," Nick asked softly before they entered the Hall. Jeff nodded, he just hoped nothing bad would happen.

"Oh, you're here already," Pierre said glancing up at the new comers.

"Yeah… So, let's choose a song before it gets too late?" Nick said sitting on a couch and pulling Jeff to his lap.

"Well, we have a couple of ideas, we don't have to actually follow them, but at least it's a start." Sebastian said.

Jeff and Nick nodded. "And what's the idea?" Jeff asked curiously.

"We were thinking about doing Mika. He's a great artist, his songs have a nice beat for dancing and it would be something joyful to sing." Pierre said with a shrug.

"Sounds nice, did you have any song in mind?" Jeff asked liking the idea of doing a song that would let him sing and dance already.

"We actually have a dance and all thought out… So, we'll just show it," Pierre grinned in his so characteristic way making the stomach's two boys in that room tingle and create a feeling of apprehension in the other. "Ready?"

Sebastian nodded and turned the sound system on.

I wanna talk to you.

Pierre was the one who started, he stepped closer to Sebastian with a small grin.

The last time we talked, Mr. Smith, you reduced me to tears.
I promise you, it won't happen again.

Sebastian rolled his eyes as he crossed his arms over his chest, why didn't they just skipped this part anyway? Oh right, Pierre had insisted. Though it would make more sense if it was the opposite since Sebastian's name was Smythe. Sebastian shut up as Pierre was going to sing the next part turning a bit to Nick and Jeff.

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

Jeff tightened his grip around Nick's hand a little. Nick leaned a bit to him as a reassurance move, but his heart raced a bit and his stomach twirled against his will. He kept his face expressionless not wanting to show what he felt inside.

For now they weren't dancing, Pierre was just making some gestures as he sang, still grinning.

Sebastian contained a sigh as he sang the next part.

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
Yes, I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

As he sang, Sebastian glanced just so slightly at Pierre. That song was sang towards him, because why? Why couldn't he like him?

Pierre continued for the next part.

I tried to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I tried a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

Pierre and Sebastian stepped to be side by side before starting to dance, the way they had practised and joined their voices to sing together.

Jeff didn't like the song much, just because he didn't like the fact it was sang towards his boyfriend by other. He tried to ignore that detail, because over all, the song was actually good.

Nick was just avoiding any kind on eye contact with Pierre, afraid of what that might do to him.

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

Sebastian moved to the front to sing the next part alone, but he looked slightly back at Pierre, who was so struck in Nick he didn't even notice Sebastian.

This didn't go unnoticed to Jeff though, he raised his eyebrow a little. So did Sebastian actually like Pierre, or he was making a big deal of just a look?

But no. That wasn't just a look, that look was much more than just simply that, that look told Jeff Sebastian liked Pierre, and, maybe that way he could finally distract the French away from his boyfriend forever.

How can I help
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

Sebastian stepped back again giving Pierre the space to step forward to sing the next part.

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I tried a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

Pierre and Sebastian joined to sing again, by now it was pretty clear who was singing to whom. Pierre to Nick, Sebastian to Pierre.

They danced the same they had danced in the previous chorus. Jeff felt a bit bad for Sebastian and was making his best to not jump off his seat to punch Pierre straight in the face for doing the same twice - for singing something inappropriate to his boyfriend.

Nick on the other hand was feeling sick in his stomach with guilt, he was feeling guilty because he was actually enjoying the way Pierre was looking at him, and for a few seconds he had actually felt the urge to get up, kiss Pierre and pull him out of there.

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want...
You want...

The song quickly came to an end since Pierre and Sebastian hadn't practiced more.

"So?" Pierre asked with slightly hopeful eyes to Nick.

Jeff couldn't even react anymore, he was tired of Pierre being like that and he was tired of exploding, he was tired of repeating himself like an old broken record.

Nick blinked and glanced at Jeff quickly feeling even worse as he found him containing his anger for himself. "I don't think we should sing that song." He mumbled glancing up at Pierre and regretting it as he felt his heart skipping a beat.

"Me neither." Jeff said coldly.

"Oh... Okay," Pierre said.

Sebastian was in the back pretending to be turning off the sound system and putting everything in place, he felt sad and slightly angry, he was tired of being invisible to Pierre.

"Do you guys have more ideas?" Nick mumbled still avoiding Pierre's face.

"Other Mika's songs," Pierre shrugged.

The mood in the Hall wasn't the best but they had to choose a song. They ended up going for Lollipop and called it a night.

"Nick, can I just have a word?" Pierre asked casually as they were getting up.

Sebastian seemed to be fuming as he knew what Pierre was about to do. "I'll see you in the dorm room." He said between his teeth and left.

Jeff tightened his grip around Nick's hand, Pierre noticed that so he decided to add "It's kind of personal, I just need an advice."

Nick pondered if he should stay according to how he was feeling but then he looked at Jeff and nodded a bit. "I'll see you in the room," He mumbled squeezing Jeff's hand reassuringly.

Jeff bit his lip but walking away a tingling feeling in his stomach, but he couldn't do anything, he was afraid if he exploded again Nick would leave him and he didn't want that.

"So, what do you need?" Nick asked not looking at Pierre's eyes directly.

"I needed to speak with you because I feel like I'm not being completely truthful to you," Pierre said calmly, just hoping this would go like he had imagined.

"Wh-what?" Nick said stuttered.

Pierre reached for Nick's hands. "I still like you. A lot." He said trying to meet Nick's eyes.

Nick's eyes grew to the double of their natural size and he looked straight at Pierre's to see if he was lying. "You don't. You can't." Nick shook his head taking his hands out of Pierre's and stepping back.

"I do." Pierre said stepping closer to Nick and placing his hands on Nick's waist.

Nick wanted to move away from that touch, but he found himself too weak to do it. "I'm with Jeff. I love him." Nick said refusing to look at Pierre's face.

"I know you like me too, even if is just a little. I know you do." Pierre said softly moving closer to Nick.

"You know nothing about me. Things didn't work out with us before, now it wouldn't be different." Nick said shaking his head.

"Is that what you say yourself so you don't leave him for me?" Pierre asked always moving closer and closer to Nick.

Nick looked at Pierre. "I love Jeff." He repeated himself.

Pierre took that opportunity and pulled Nick closer kissing him right on the lips.

Nick froze in shock, his stomach bubbling, and almost started kissing back before he pushed Pierre away. "Stop! I have a boyfriend!" Nick exclaimed.

"Leave him then!" Pierre said like it was the most obvious thing.

"I-I-... I don't know if I want that!" Nick burst out and jerked off Pierre's arms before walking away from him quickly.

"Nick, please!" Pierre tried to call out but Nick was already gone.

Pierre huffed as he stepped inside the room.

Sebastian looked up from his thick book, a French version of Os Lusíadas – a Portuguese poetry book. "How did it went?" He asked coldly, but the huff had given him an idea about it.

"We kissed but he ran away after." He mumbled.

Sebastian jaw clenched. "You kissed him." It wasn't a question. It was more like an accusation.

"Of course I did! I had told you that I would!" Pierre said taking off his blazer and throwing it to the bed.

Sebastian shut his book close no longer wanting to read about the great love of the author when his own was hurting him so much.

"I'm telling you, Nick is going to leave that bleached blond and he's going to be with me. Soon." Pierre grinned. "In just a few days Nick is going to be all mine, I can't wait for it."

"Enough!" Sebastian said annoyed in a firm tone.

"What?" Pierre asked confused.

"I can't stand it anymore!" Sebastian snapped.

"Stand what?"

"That you won't stop going after him when you have me!" Sebastian said getting up from the bed.

"Seb- What do you mean?" Pierre asked quietly looking at the American in confusion.

"I like you Pierre! I've liked you since Paris, and you never saw me as more than a friend or a fuck buddy, and I'm tired of it!" Sebastian said motioning widely with his hands.

"What? But-You never told me this. Why?" Pierre mumbled.

"Because when I tried to pull the subject all you would say was how good was to not have to attach yourself to another person!"

Pierre was shocked with that, he had never thought Sebastian would ever like him like that, but apparently he did, if he had known that before things would be so different, he would had never asked Sebastian to pretend to be his boyfriend, he would ask Sebastian to be his boyfriend!

He felt a bit guilty for putting Sebastian through all that, it must have hurt to not just pretend to be his boyfriend but also to hear about Nick all the time.

"And what it's the most annoying is that I can't even try to not like you! Because I can't!" Sebastian said throwing his hands up in the air. "I can't not like the way you are with that French accent and your European ways and just- It's so annoying because you won't even look at me twice!" Sebastian burst out. Pierre just stared at Sebastian not knowing what to say. "Say something," He asked starting to feel bad for confessing all that to Pierre since he was just staring at him with his mouth a bit open.

Pierre opened his mouth to speak but closed it as he still didn't know what to say. He turned completely to Sebastian and walked slowly to him, Sebastian's eyebrow arched but he didn't move.

As Pierre was close enough, he took Sebastian's face in his hands and looked at him for a couple of seconds before leaning to him to kiss him.

It was nothing like the way they had ever kissed, it was gentle, sweet and even soft.

Nick had to wait before he stepped inside the room, he felt really bad not only for the fact Pierre had kissed him, but also for the fact he had enjoyed it, and he was indeed starting to like him.

"What did he want?" Jeff asked trying to sound casual but he sounded everything but casual. "What's wrong?" He asked as he saw Nick's face.

"I-We need to talk." Nick mumbled looking down at his feet.

"What happened?" Jeff asked more worried, getting up from his bed where he had be sat, and stepping closer to Nick cupping his face making him look at him in the eyes. "Did Pierre do anything?" Jeff asked already regretting being weak and letting Nick stay behind with Pierre.

"It's not his fault." Nick mumbled shaking his head.

Jeff felt his heart aching a bit as he saw Nick looked genuinely hurt. His impulse was to kiss him gently on the lips, but as soon as he did he noticed right away something wasn't well. Nick seemed off, he didn't answer to the kiss, it was almost like- "Nick? What is happening?" He asked with mutter, interrupting his own thoughts, not wanting to think that.

"It's Pierre. He-he kissed me." Nick mumbled feeling smaller.

"He what?!" Jeff gasped.

"There's more. I-I liked it, because I-I... I think I like him."

Jeff felt like his heart was being ripped off his chest he flinched away from Nick. He couldn't believe Nick was doing this to him. "What?" He asked brokenly. "How- how could you do this to me?" Jeff asked leaning to the wall, as he felt his knees were about to fail on him. After all his fears, his insecurities, the suspicions he didn't want to believe... All right.

"Jeff, please, it's not my fault, I still love you!" Nick said moving closer to Jeff to hug him.

"No! Don't touch me!" Jeff flinched away from Nick tears streaming down his face. "You didn't have the right!" He said. "You should have told me when we talked about this over and over again! You shouldn't have told me you still loved me when you actually liked him!"

"But I love you!" Nick said desperately crying a little.

"You don't! If you did you wouldn't be doing this!" Jeff shook his head and walked to his bed to sit and bury his face on his hands.

"I do! I still do!" Nick said kneeling in front of Jeff. "I'm so confused right now! Please forgive me!" Nick begged. "It was a mistake and I didn't even kiss back! Please forgive me," He asked again.

"So you can keep playing with me like you have been doing for who knows how long?! Did you even stop liking him ever?" Jeff asked hurt, he had given himself to Nick and now he was doing this.

"Of course I did! Jeff, you mean so much to me I'd never do something like that to you!" Nick said reaching for Jeff's hand.

"You already did!" Jeff took his hand out of Nick's. "Who do you choose?" Jeff asked out of the blue.

"What?" Nick asked a bit confused.

"Me or him? But I warn you Nick if you choose me, you have to be sure you want me! Not him! I don't like to be played with!"

Nick looked at Jeff not knowing what to say, he opened his mouth but then closed it again making Jeff feel worse.

Jeff got up and walked to his closet to take some clothes out. "You have to figure this out." He said coldly. "I am not a toy so you can play with me around!" Jeff said and then turned to Nick again. "Don't talk to me again if you still don't know the answer." He said and left the room banging the door behind him.

Nick flinched at the door and then just stared at it. He felt so sad, why did Pierre to ruin everything? What hurt more was to know how much he had hurt Jeff.

When Nick noticed he was crying. He couldn't think properly right now so he climbed to Jeff's bed and hugged his pillow as he cried.

Nick didn't even know what he should think, he was so confused with all the feelings he had towards Pierre, he still loved Jeff so much, but that kiss had felt so good.

Only when the crying eased a little Nick was able to think more properly, still it was very hard and he didn't know what to do, there were so many voices screaming in his head and he really couldn't sort out what was screaming louder.

Nick stood there not knowing what to do for the most time of the night, getting frustrated, pulling on his hair and cursing himself for being like that. He just wanted to sort this out, he wanted to know with who he'd be happy and be happy with him.

He ended up falling asleep crying.

When the light from the window woke Nick up, he felt his head heavy for a few minutes before it started to get lighter and his ideas got clearer. Still he couldn't sort out yet each voice was screaming louder in his mind. One saying he should stay with Pierre another with Jeff, but he couldn't decide what he wanted.

Then he had an idea.

Nick sat up slowly and got up going to his nightstand to reach for a coin. He stared at it for a few long seconds. He flipped it through his fingers watching it before taking a deep breath and throwing it up with his thumb making it flip in the air over and over again. "Heads Pierre, tails Jeff." He mumbled to himself.

Nick was going to let it fall to his hand but at the last second he took it out and let it fall to the ground leaning over it to see what it was.

He stared at it for a second before his expression fell a little. He realised he felt slightly disappointed with that result, he wanted the other.

A small smile grew on his face. He knew who would make him happy after all.

Dun dun duuun!

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