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[2019 A/N: Whow boy this chapter was messy. But I fixed it, hopefully it's a hell of a lot better than it was when originally published. How was I releasing these things with such confidence, good lord above! Even now I'm kind of like… but I think I'm doing a better job with it then I was like 5 years ago, so.]

A/N: So yeah neh... here's another one...

*singing* I'm so excited... and I just can't hide it... I'm about to lose control and I think I like it...

Sorry, no Bella, but next chapter... definitely!

Disclaimer: Not even in my dreams

Then They Fell In Love

Chapter 26: A Little Bit of Pain to A Little Bit Of Fun

Edward's POV

Jacob was curled up in a ball, whimpering again. It was as painful to hear as it was to watch. Luka was being a pain too, he just wouldn't stop crying, not matter what I tried to give or tell him. My bump hadn't grown in a week, which was the only good thing to happen, but was sort of unnerving because I didn't understand why it wasn't growing. Everything was just hard and uncontrollable. I felt out of my element, being unable to control these things. I was used to being in control.

"What is it? Come on, kiddo, talk to me." I, too, was close to tears because Luka just wouldn't talk to me. I had Luka on my lap and was trying to shush him but he just wouldn't stop crying.

"What's wrong with papa, daddy?" he asked, face hidden in my chest.

"He's going to be fine."

"But he's hurting, daddy, what's wrong with him?"

"He'll be fine, I promise."

Luka nodded though I could tell he didn't believe me considering that Jacob was still whimpering like a hurt puppy. "Daddy?"

"Yes?"

"Can I go to Grandpabilly's today?" Luka couldn't take it. It was just too much for him. I understood that, he was just a kid. Anyone wouldn't be able to handle this, seeing their parent like this. My son had endured more than anyone his age ever should.

"Sure you can, kiddo. Go get ready, I'll take you there."

Luka rushed up to his room to grab Señor Blankie then came back down. "Ready, daddy!"

"Okay, let's go."

I drove Luka to his grandpa's place, hoping that this would help get my son's mind off things. He needed this, the distraction, and it helped that he got along so well with Billy. Being with the older Black always seemed to make Luka feel better.

We found Billy sitting on the porch enjoying an apple.

"Morning, Edward," he called when he saw us, smiling wide and bright.

"Good morning, Billy," I replied.

"Hi, grandpabilly," Luka called. "I'm going to my room now." He hugged his grandpa then ran past him and into the house. Billy laughed and rolled his eyes. A couple of minutes later we heard 'vrooms' coming in from a room inside. I chuckled.

"How is he?" Billy asked, face laced with concern.

I sighed. "He's not too good. He's been in pain all day and he won't let me go near him."

"And what did you do about it?"

"I stayed away."

"He might be saying stay away, Edward, but he needs you. You need to be there for him now more than ever."

"Easier said than done, Billy."

"Try, Edward. He needs you."

I nodded. It was easier said than done. I wanted to be there but he kept shouting at me to stay away so I stayed away because I was respecting his wishes.

"Well, I ought to be heading home now to make sure he's okay."

"Yes. Look after him for me, Edward."

"I will, Billy." I nodded at Billy then went back to the car and drove home. When I walked in, Jacob was screaming again. I rushed up the stairs as fast as I could and burst into our room. Jacob was curled up on the floor, banging his head on it.

"Jacob, stop!" I tried to move closer but he growled at me, glaring at me with red, red eyes that seemed to have traces of purple here and there.

"Stay back, Ed," he growled. It was frightening, but he needed me so I had to fight against whatever it was that was forcing me to listen.

"No, Jacob! I will not stay back." I moved closer.

"Stay back, Ed!"

"No!" I moved a little closer.

"Ed…."

"No!" I knelt before my stubborn Wolf, touching his arm lightly. It was scorching hot, but I could deal with it. Jacob breathed in deeply then suddenly he jumped up and pushed me away. I went flying across the room and collided with the wall. Jacob gasped, shocked.

"Ed!" He rushed to me, his own pain momentarily forgotten. I looked up at him. His face was wet, tears rolling down his cheeks. "I— I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry, Ed. I didn't— —"

I put my hand on his mouth to stop him. "Hush, Wolf, it's okay."

"I'm so sorry, I'm so, so— —"

I pulled my Wolf close and kissed him gently.

"I'm here for you, Jake. You have me."

"I— I know, Ed. But— I'm scared. I can't control myself, and it hurts so bad."

I wrapped my arms around him, placing his head on my chest and running my fingers through his long hair.

"Hush, love, I'm right here. I'm indestructible remember, that's why I'm yours. I can take all of this. I was made for you."

Jacob sighed deeply, he sounded worn out.

"I wish you wouldn't push so hard," he whispered.

"You need me, Jacob, no matter what you say or do. You're stuck with me."

"You know, when I hit puberty I wasn't expecting any of this shit. I just thought I'd have to go through the usual shit teenagers go through, like my voice finally getting deeper and maybe suffering through episodes of bad acne."

I chuckled. "When I hit puberty I didn't think I was going to be a vampire in a few years, heck, I didn't even know they existed till Carlisle told me what my mother had asked of him."

"Life's just sucky like that."

I rolled my eyes at the pun but chuckled nonetheless.

"Yes," I said, "I know."

Jacob grunted and then whimpered.

"Shhh…" I held him close as I began to sing his song gently. "When the world starts to sting, "When the pain is too much/ Go home to him/ My sweet young Wolf..." I looked down and found that Jacob was fast asleep. I smiled. "I will always be here for you, Jacob." I kissed his head gently and dazed off…

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Jacob's POV

When I finally woke up I was much better, stiff from sleeping on the floor, but better. I was still in Edward's arms which comforted me even more. It felt good. His cool body was a good thing because mine felt like it was way past normal, well Wolf normal.

"If what the little leech girl said is true, we must go and find the others," Ezekiel said. He annoyed me. He spoke with this 'better than thou' tone and he thought all his plans were the greatest. Asswipe!

"Ay," Mariana said. I liked her, I liked all of them all, but Ezekiel could be a pain in the ass. "The closest Tribe is a three day drive."

"We must leave soon," Joseph said.

"Yes, tomorrow," Ezekiel said. There we go again.

"I have an Imprint and a son," I said.

"Billy will stay with the young boy," Moon said. "Your Imprint must come with you."

"I can't just leave my son. We don't even know how long this thing will take."

"You need them, Jacob. If anything the leech girl said is true, you will need them, as many of them as possible."

I sighed, both inwardly and outwardly. Edward opened his eyes and looked at me with a smile.

"How are you feeling?" he asked.

"Stiff."

He chuckled softly. "At least that's our only problem."

"And I still want you."

He rolled his eyes. "Despicable!"

I laughed, kissed him, and then sat up, stretching and yawning loudly.

"I gotta go to Billy's," I said.

"Why?" He wouldn't like this, but I also knew that the Firsts wouldn't leave me alone till I actually started finding these other packs.

"I gotta set up some stuff."

Edward frowned. "Stuff like?"

"You'll find out when I tell him." I got up and walked to the bathroom. I got undressed quickly and got into the shower, turning it on and enjoying the warm water. I felt Edward's arms wrap around my waist and he kissed my shoulder.

"I've been thinking," he said, turning me around.

"About?"

"A compromise for our little bedroom situation."

"Oh, and?"

"I will have sex with you…"

I got excitedly then realised the sentence wasn't complete. "If?"

"If you bottom."

I chuckled. Surprise, surprise. Actually, no surprise at all. I knew he'd want something, not this, but something.

"So you'll only have sex with me if I bottom?"

"Yes. Until then, no sex for us."

I sighed. I thought about this 'compromise' for a while, carful to block my thoughts from the Firsts and their never-ending prying. How awkward would it be for them to hear what I was thinking about? Very!

"Fine," I finally said, sighing.

"Fine?"

"Yes, fine." I'd told him I'd have him begging before I took him again, which technically was still going to be true, so.

He smiled at me and it was so wide and pleased that I couldn't have said no after that.

"Good!" he said. He pulled me down and began kissing me deeply.

ooooo

It was a little uncomfortable at first. I'd only ever let Edward top me once, and that time I was real desperate for him. Ever since we'd gotten married I just felt like the dominant partner and Edward the submissive and we'd just gone with it. But I guess I'd also react like Edward if every time I had sex with my husband I ended up pregnant.

Feeling Edward's fingers in me was both pleasurable and just this side of painful. Being stretched stung and felt strange but when Edward's fingers found my prostate— man oh man did it feel like heaven!

I'll admit, I was a little scared. It had been a while, a very long while, since I'd bottomed, and Edward wasn't exactly small either, whether I was bigger or not. I was a little freaked about the whole thing, but I trusted Edward with my life. He'd be gentle, he'd take it slow with me.

"Ready, Jake?" he asked already positioning himself at my entrance.

I was trying really hard to relax but it wasn't working. I was freaking out. Why was I freaking out about this like I'd never done it before?

"Okay," I said, nodding.

"You sure?" he asked and I nodded. Edward nodded too then tried to push into me, but I'd involuntarily clenched my ass. "Jake," he said softly, rubbing my thighs slowly.

"Sorry. Hold on." I breathed in deeply, willing myself to relax. This was Edward, I reminded myself, and Edward wouldn't hurt. He was taking it slow, for my sake, and if I asked him to he'd stop me.

"Okay," I said after a moment, "go."

Instead of pushing in Edward worked me with his fingers again, getting me into it once more. I moaned, rolling down on Edward's fingers until I was mostly relaxed.

"You ready?" he asked me, fingers rubbing at my prostate, making me gasp and moan.

"Yeah, babe," I said, "I'm ready."

Edward nodded and pulled his fingers out. He coated himself with a bit more lube then before and then pressed himself against me. I breathed deeply, letting myself relax, knowing Edward wouldn't push until I was ready. It took a moment and then I nodded. Edward pushed into me, going forward slow and steady until his head finally popped into me.

"Fuck!" he whispered. My body clenched around him involuntarily, feeling at him, getting used to the feel of him inside me. "Are you okay?" he asked.

"Yeah, Ed, I'm good."

He waited for me to adjust, again his hands rubbing at my thighs slowly, gently. He wasn't going to rush me into this, wasn't going to scare me into never trying again. I appreciated it.

"Okay, more."

Edward nodded and pushed into me little by little, stopping every now and again to let me adjust to the unfamiliar feeling of being filled. It wasn't bad, not quite how I thought it may go.

"You still okay?" Edward asked.

I nodded, remembering to breathe and relax as Edward pushed further and further into me until finally he bottomed out.

"Fuck!" he whispered, his thighs pressed up against my ass.

"Yeah," I agreed. It was weird, being filled like that, but not unpleasant. With the right amount of coaxing and relaxing, this was actually pretty pleasurable. "Move, Ed," I said, when I was sure I'd adjusted.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, babe, move."

Edward nodded then he slowly pulled out then carefully pushed back into me until at the last moment he pushed just a little hard and hit my prostate in the process. I moaned loudly, my back arching. Okay. Okay. If he kept doing that we'd get through this very happy.

"You okay?" Edward asked gently.

"Keep going," I whispered.

He moved in and out of me slowly, always slamming back and hitting my prostate. I pulled him down towards me, latching my lips to his

"Faster," I gasped against his lips.

Edward moved faster. I realised that once the uncomfortable feeling was over, all that was left was sweet, delicious pleasure. Feeling him deep inside me actually was something I could really enjoy in the long run, it actually felt really, really good.

Finally, after minutes and minutes and minutes of having my prostate repeatedly slammed into, Edward took hold of my dick and started pumping it in time with his movements. I was a mess after that, moaning and whining his name, heat coiling in the pit of my stomach as pleasure took me. I came, finally, screaming Edward's name loudly and clenching around him. He followed soon after, cumming inside me. The feel of him coating my inside was its own pleasure, and I couldn't help moaning his name at the feeling.

We both collapsed onto the shower floor, breathing heavily.

"Ow," I whined. My ass hurt, a good pain that definitely fell under the category of 'hurt so good'. Ed was smirking smugly. Fucker! "It's not funny, asswipe!"

"It sort of is, Jacob. Maybe you'll fall pregnant now too."

"Funny, Undead, real funny."

He continued to smirk.

"We were going to Billy's?" he asked.

"Yeah, right. Help me up, my ass hurts."

Edward laughed while he pulled me up.

"Let's go then," he said.

I turned off the now cold water and we dried off, got dressed and headed to Billy's.

FIN!

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