Chapter 26
It's the danger that enthrals you in a moment, the adrenaline causes a reaction and forces your heart to race and you become more focused on anything and everything, this feeling takes over you and it can make you feel liberated and invigorated but it can also blind you to the inevitable fall when the adrenaline wears off. If you believe in things you don't understand it can send you into a paradise of the unknown.
Jen still kept her stance supporting herself against the desk as the teen turned to return to her like she had been summoned. "What is my punishment then Miss Gilmore, I have more classes today" Tilly mocked and put a finger to her lip as her body swayed a little side to side trying to taunt her control, Jen smirked she knew this was Tilly sub conscious mind wandering and she tilted her head to the girl seductively raising her eyebrows. When Jen could feel her legs again she managed to stand fully and walk her way over to the teen who took in a deep breath to brace herself, she still needed her own mental countdown before casting her eyes to meet the teachers. She allowed the warm feeling to spread across her cheeks and she knew the butterflies causing her stomach to flip were only going to get worse as Jen made her way closer to her, her dress billowing with each step as the material grazed the teachers leg distracting the teen.
"I think this is proving to be your punishment, you can see me, you can feel me" Jen seductively brushed past the teen, letting her arm torment the girls back as she passed by her like a breeze. "You can sense my presence, and by that intake of breath you can smell my perfume" Jen teased as she lingered behind Tilly, her hot breath moving the teens hair as she whispered onto the top of her back and along her shoulders. "Your heart is racing and your beginning to feel the clench of your stomach as you give into me, you want me" Jen ran a finger along the back of the teens neck and let it trail down her back. She felt Tilly tremble as she let out a moan as her spine tingled, she turned giving into her desires, she was turned on and in a moment she wanted the teachers touch and wanted more than anything to let their lips touch. Jen walked backwards smirking "But you cant touch me, not here" she walked to her chair and sat, legs a little open taunting Tilly as her dress hung a little above her knee.
Tilly's expression was of complete shock and longing, she parted her lips and let out a raspy breath and let her bag drop onto a table as she walked over to the chair, her footing a little unsteady. She stood in front of the chair as Jen swirled it a little as she chuckled at the teen, Tilly held out a hand and stopped the chair in its spin and her look was serious sending a knot in Jen's stomach. She looked at the teachers legs and slipped one of her own through the arm of the chair followed by the other straddling the teacher, she held out her arms and held the back of the chair looking deep into Jen's eyes. The teachers breathing picked up a little as she glanced down and back up lost in the beauty in front of her, she was mesmerised and her little escapade backfired as the fire within her ignited. She bit her lip and allowed Tilly to move in and kiss her as she reciprocated and their tongues danced their now natural rhythm, it was only when they heard a laugh that they both remembered they were in school and Jen jumped up clutching the girl around her waist as both sets of heads looked towards the door.
Students pilled out of their lessons and into the hallways all rushing to make their way to the hall for their lunch, teachers also relieved for a break made their way to the staff rooms in need of some adult conversation. Within minutes the halls become empty and classrooms deserted, sometimes people took advantage of these quiet moments to run errands. The new science teacher clumsily made her way into the halls, appreciating the quietness as she tried to distress from her first day, she clutched her paperwork to her chest as she went through door after door trying to find her way into the staff room, she slammed straight into a running teen and knocked her paperwork flying causing a giggle out of the unhelpful teenager as he ran on.
Jen watched this woman through the window and could not help but feel pity rise up through her chest but also a sign of relief as she still had her girlfriend's legs wrapped around her waist. Tilly breathed out after a few minutes and unclenched her tight grip letting her legs drop to the floor as she looked to the teacher to see what to do. She watched Jen's face as she stared to the woman knelt in the corridor picking up her belongings and she could not help but see a little glint in the teachers eye. She reached out her hand stroking along the teachers arm for a moment, like a child pulling on their parents for attention, Jen's eyes however did not return her gaze and it torn a crack straight through Tilly's heart. She stood back and although it was a mere ten seconds until Jen looked back it felt like an eternity to the teens awaited breath back in. "I think were ok babe" Jen commented as the woman leant against the wall by the door collecting herself thankful there was no one she could see to hide her embarrassment from. Jen glanced to the teen with a smile "That was close aye" she chuckled, but her smile was not reciprocated, Tilly was distanced with an obvious concern across her face. "Who is that woman Jen" Tilly exclaimed in an accusing tone and it caused Jen's posture to stand taller to defend herself, "it's the new science teacher Tilly, why are you so angry looking. Has she done something to you, shall I have a word" Jen was worried. "This is my first lesson of the day remember and she is not even my teacher" Tilly snapped back. "Well then why the sudden grumpy mood, you were fine a second ago" Jen ran a hand up the teens arm in a seductive way but Tilly reclined a little, "Tilly, what's the matter" Jen was becoming a little impatient, it was not the first time she had been immature or caused a scene and Jen had to council herself that the girl was still a teenager, this mood was subject to them.
"The way you looked at her, it just didn't seem right" know she was saying it out loud she knew that it seemed childish but she was so close to her now that she could not hide her feelings even if she tried, Jen knew by each expression how the teen was feeling, her face had dropped and the dimples had vanished from her cheeks. The most obvious sign Jen always picked up on was how her eyes became dark, she had such bright eyes normally. "Babe, is this jealousy" Jen laughed and Tilly's eyes turned evil, "Don't laugh at me" she turned and walked around the desk to sit on one of the tables, looking to the floor swinging her legs. "Tilly, do you honestly think I like that woman, ive seen her once this morning and she spilt coffee on me" Jen opened her cardigan and showed the teen a little stain on the side of her dress, she offered a smile and walked to lean against the desk opposite the grumpy face. "She is not my type Tilly, you are, you are the one I love" she tilted her head trying to trace the girls to bring it back up, "You Miss Evans are the one im in love with. Nothing compares to you, I honestly don't think anyone will ever come close" the teachers words were slowly working, Tilly's cheeks were beginning to blush with embarrassment and she kept her head down not ready to look up to apologise. Jen knew it was starting to sink into the teen and she stood again walking slowly over to the her, "I mean you can chose to believe me but all I can do is wait for you and its all I have to say" she leant across the table her elbows supporting her as she cupped her face in her hands.
"Im sorry, I saw you look and you had that look in your eye that you give me and well I got jealous" Tilly let out a sigh and forced her eyes to meet the teachers so she could show she was genuine, she was glad she did as Jen looked adorable. Her pose was of complete attention for her and it cheered Tilly back up, "Babe I will look at other people from time to time but its just a passing glance, it doesn't mean anything its just a look. My eyes only open to look for you, forgive me if I hurt you, made you feel uneasy or rejected, don't deny what you feel your only human babe. My eyes had a glint as you put it, as moments before your legs were wrapped around me beaut, please forgive me if I cant stop loving you" Jen had managed to work her way around the table and was stood in front of Tilly whose expression was overwhelmed. Jen leant forward and despite the possibility of being caught she leant in and kissed the top of the teens lip, followed by the bottom, she pulled away for a quick moment to open her eyes to look into her lovers face, she smiled as Tilly's eyes closed and she leant back in kissing fully onto her lips and waited for her to come back to her, after a few seconds the girls mouth parted and allowed the desired kiss to commence.
The results of a desired kiss however simple can physiologically encouraged the feeling of affection and attachment, if you kiss someone with what it is you feel it can tell them just how much you love them, and their lips will forever be yours. A kiss can take your breath away, heal or make a moment which will mark your heart.
The locked lips separated and although the kiss was not as long as either had wanted it cured what was needed, they both wore a secret smile for the other and it was one which would last all day. Jen stood back and grabbed the teens hands as she jumped off the table and grabbed her bag, "Im sorry darling I have made you miss lunch" Jen gestured to Tilly who did not seem bothered, "Here" Jen threw the teen an apple which she had kept on her table for her own lunch. Tilly caught it and laughed "Isn't this supposed to be the other way around" she motioned turning the apple in her hand chuckling, "Well you already are teachers pet im just keeping you mine baby, right go catch up with your friends and I shall text you later ok. Maybe we can meet up" Tilly heard the hopeful tone in the teachers voice and nodded "Yep I would really like that" she smiled, she really did want to see Jen out of school, she was already feeling the restraint the school was having on them and she knew she would have to get used to it but the exciting moments like this morning would help keep her mind under control. She blew a kiss to Jen who caught it and her grin gave Tilly a skip in her stride as she bounced into the corridor looking behind her as the teacher had her arms straight out across the table with her head resting against them staring in her direction, she felt her stomach flip as she knew she was desired. She laughed and waved a little and Jen wiggled her fingers back and watched the red head walk away. She could not wait until the end of the school day, no other lessons would be like this one, the visible results of being in this girls company left her glowing.
The day went by rather quickly for them both and Tilly had one last lesson which was beginning to lose her patience, she was desperate for this day to be over, she wanted to get out of the school premises so she could text Jen and find out if they could meet. Maddie and Sinead were talking about the trip to Abersoch and Tilly's mind wandered to how Jen would look on the beach in the sun. "Babes you even listening" Tilly looked to the voice and noticed Sineads impatient look "What did you say sorry I was thinking" Tilly replied with a smile. "Are you coming back to mine to online shop bikini's. Mums out and Jen will probably be around but she will stay out of our way, and you never know her credit card could come in handy" Sinead smiled and Tilly was sold as soon as the teachers name was mentioned. "Yeah ok, ill meet you all at the gates guys I have to get to class" Tilly took herself down the corridors sub consciously directing herself in the direction she needed to go, her mind was begging to be elsewhere.
The lesson dragged and before the teacher even said his goodbyes Tilly was out of the classroom and into the car park greeting the girls all desperate to get out of there, they wasted no time and got into Maddie's car and drove away music blaring. They pulled up around the corner by the lanes and jumped out walking their way to Sineads all chatting about their day and gossip they had picked up from the other students. She turned the corner and heard Sinead sigh and tut, "This woman is always embarrassing me, if its not in school saying hello its her half naked in the street" Tilly raised her head to follow who Sinead was moaning about and caught herself before she fell. Her heart raced, her breathing sped up and she opened her mouth fully shocked as she stood with legs like jelly at the woman a few yards ahead of her.
Jen was bent over the bonnet of her car with a sponge in hand as she wiped over the window screen, water splashing over her vest which was soaked to her chest. Tilly's mind went into overdrive as she picked up a foot to catch up to the other girls, she ran almost following her now natural urges to spin Jen around and kiss her pushing her body onto the soapy car and devouring her lips. She slowed as she reached her with the girls and ran her eyes over the teachers body, she wore shorts which were short enough that Tilly could see the crease of the her bum cheeks, her hair was tied up and Tilly felt herself wanting to touch the black stray hairs lingering across the teachers neck. "Hiya Jen" Sinead called out and Tilly nodded, she could not bring herself to speak just yet. Jen turned and greeted the girls, her eyes lingering as they caught Tilly's look, she knew she had caused a reaction but it started her head spinning knowing she was tormenting the teen.
Tilly was thankful she was stood behind the girls as he eyes wandered over the teachers wet and soapy body, her vest was soaked causing her curves to be more accentuated, her sides seemed appealing, Tilly could feel her hands burning to grip onto them, Jen moved her posture as she knew the teen was remembering what was underneath her bare clothing as she smirked as the teens eyes followed her down her stomach and across her shorts, she tilted her head to trace a soap dud run its way down her thigh to her knee, it tempted to drop for a moment and Tilly held onto her breath as it shook waiting to fall, Jen moved her leg again and it ran down her shin to her flip flops and settled. Tilly's eyes stayed to the floor for a moment to gather herself and then walked their way back up to Jen's face, she felt a nudge and looked to her side still mouth open and gawping. "You coming in or you going to help Jen" Sinead asked and by her tone it was not the first time she asked, "Yeah sorry I " her words became lost and she walked into the house after them her eyes still staring at the teacher who winked. Sineads room fortunately had a large bay window where Tilly conveniently positioned herself so she could cast sly looks down, she watched the teacher let her hair out throwing her head back letting her boobs protrude out with her ribcage, she lifted a leg to the bonnet and let the sponge run seductively over it as she went back towards the car, she looked up and smiled as she knew she was being watched and Tilly felt almost like a pervert, she knew however that this show was for her and it was her girlfriend.
A little bit of jealousy in a relationship is healthy, be jealous and be mad, it is only because you care. It shows the person who you love that your afraid of loosing something, that you are terrified in your heart you believe there is more of a chance of loosing them than there is of them loosing you. If you let jealousy consume you it can plague every thought, the more you let it over react the more you create, the outcome will be that the person you love wont end up turning around to see you cry, they wont have the energy to listen to your reasons why, they wont realise that they were the only person who really knew you all along.