"Oh my god, I hate you!"

Steve ducked his head in response but didn't let go of the hand in his grasp. And Bucky didn't shake it off. At least something, Steve thought and hissed sharply as she squashed his hand to bits, a loud scream following that.

Nine months went by rather past and here they where, Bruce's lab rearranged to make space for a gigantic bed and some devices Steve didn't know what they where for. They had been outside in the park, when Bucky suddenly bend over with a loud gasp.

Of course, Steve had asked what was wrong, but instead of an actual reply, he had to watch as his girlfriend had lied down on the cold grass and started panting heavily. After another urge to tell him what was wrong, she had looked at him completely panicked and had whispered: "My water just broke.."

And then, his own panic kicked in as he dialled Tony's number, way too slow for his comfort, and practically screamed at him to pick Bucky up and get her to Bruce. The other had been confused to say the least and when Steve had finally told him what happened, the billionaire had been up and about, getting everything ready.

And now they where in Bruce's lab, Bucky on the bed with her knees bend awkwardly and his hand in her right. Steve beside her, keeping quiet through all the insults and curses she had spit. Bruce told him, better to keep quiet, woman during labour are nothing funny.

The power Bucky used on his hand every time a contraction hit her was proof of the smaller man's warning. Steve was pretty sure, once the brunette was out of labour, Bruce would have to operate his hand, because he felt like she crushed every single bone inside it.

"How could you do this me, you asshole", Bucky cried out, closely followed by another painful scream. The blonde squirmed uncomfortably. He wanted to help so bad, wanted to do something against the pain his girlfriend felt. But alas, he was of no use in the face of that. Natasha placed a hand on his shoulder and gave it a reassuring squeeze, before she got back to work.

Steve was truly impressed by her and Bruce. They seemed to exactly know what to do, despite not being familiar with the whole process. Well, he assumed the two read every book possible as soon as Bucky said, she didn't want to go to a hospital.

"Alright, Bucky, just a little bit more, you're doing really good", Bruce shouted over her screams and she shot him her best death glare. The small man didn't care, he was so deep inside his work, he probably didn't even realize the look he had been gifted. Natasha wiped her face down and started to breath with Bucky to calm her a little bit.

Steve felt the pressure on his hand and shot the red head a warning glance. Not a second to early, because then Bucky suddenly leashed out and screamed at the top of her lungs. The blonde almost missed Bruce's shout of: "You have it, you're done, the baby's here Bucky!" over it.

Almost.

Bucky laid back panting heavily, her eyes completely closed but a small victorious smile on her lips. Steve heard the crying and turned to look at Bruce. He held up a pair of scissors and the umbilical cord in front of him. "You should be the one to cut it, Steve. You're the father after all."

Said nearly passed out but after a reassuring squeeze from Bucky, he let go of her hand and cut the umbilical cord. Bruce went right back to tending to the baby, that he had momentarily given into Natasha's arms. Now, they started to clean the small thing and Steve had time to just be with Bucky and tend to her.

"I'm sorry...", she whispered and he pressed a kiss to her temple. "You were in pain. Pain, I can probably never relate to", he replied and she gave him an exhausted smile. "Probably not, no...", Bucky whispered before falling into a light doze for several minutes.

That was until Natasha turned around and walked up to them. Then, Bucky was back up and looking at her friend. "It's a girl", Natasha smiled at them and revealed a small baby girl wrapped into a big pink towel. She already had a head full of dark brown hair and Bucky flinched at the sight.

She took the baby into her arms and a smile spread her lips. "Hey Sarah, how you doin'?", she whispered and Sarah made a cute hiccup like sound. It was only when she opened her eyes that her mother held her breath. And exhaled with a chuckle.

"She has your eyes, Stevie", Bucky whispered and Steve moved closer in. She was right, Sarah had the same light blue eyes he had. Steve chuckled and replied: "Nah, those are my momma's. I got them from her, too." They heard the door click and noted that both Bruce and Natasha had left the room.

After half an hour, the two came back and Nat took Sarah for a moment. Bucky got to eat something, since she had been in labour for more than five hours she was hungry as hell. Steve ate something as well before he looked at Nat somewhat longingly and she showed him how to hold the baby.

The first reaction Sarah showed was confusion. But as soon as Steve greeted her and started talking to her, she recognized his voice and listened to him rambling about this and that. He was happy and couldn't help but let three or four small tears escape his eyes.

Bucky was a hell lot of tired. Bruce had been mildly surprised when he informed her that she had no wounds from giving birth to eight pounds of moving baby.

At the same time, she was contend laying there on the soft bed and watching Steve play with Sarah's little hands. She drifted off into sleep more than once and somehow, she fell asleep entirely.

When she woke up, Steve was there, sleeping in an armchair right next to her. She felt the change in the mattress and realized that she was back in the bedroom on their shared floor. A small crib stood to her side, Sarah inside it and sleeping cosily as well.

She was wearing a small pink pullover now, with a pair of thick white pants and pink socks. A small pink woollen hat sat on her head and beside her was a plushy Bucky had made sometime ago. It was a small bear with a shield in it's right paw and the left arm made of a grey fabric with a red star on it's shoulder.

She turned back around and fell asleep within seconds again. The next time she woke up was with Sarah wailing a bit and she got her daughter out of her crib. "What's wrong babygirl?", she cooed and Sarah looked at her for a second.

"She is probably hungry", Natasha's voice came from somewhere on the side and Bucky turned to her. "I never did this before, so you shouldn't rely in my advise only. But... I read that it goes like.. this", she said, while helping Bucky guide Sarah to her breast and the small human found her source of food without any problems.

She looked up at her mother with big dreamy eyes and soon after, she let go and fell back asleep. Bucky chuckled a bit before placing Sarah back in her crib and laying back herself. Just then, Steve came back inside and carried a tray of food with him.

"Here you go. Bruce said, those are the things you should eat for now. Y'know to get you back to strength", Steve said and set the tray down on her legs. "Thank you, Stevie", Bucky sighed and dug in the food. It was tasty and savoury and she felt her energy return bit by bit.

Still, she was tired and after she finished her meal, she let herself fall back into the pillows. Steve got up and picked up the tray. He kissed her softly before he left and she fell back asleep in a matter of seconds.

The next few days were basically the same. Steve woke up, grabbed some food for himself and Bucky, played with Sarah a lot, cuddled with Bucky, food again, then sleep. But even though he was removed from active duty for the time being (Bucky had said, she wouldn't let him go unless she was able to "Watch his six" and Tony said, he should stay with his family), he was happy.

Funny thing was, Sarah grew extremely fast. After half a year, she looked like a three-year-old and behaved like one. She was even capable of speaking full sentences and voice what she wanted.

Steve and Bucky where afraid that something was wrong with the little girl. But Bruce did check ups almost every week and as they hit the three-month-mark, he told them it was due to the serum.

"She won't have a short life or something. She's just simply growing faster, that's all. It seems to be a side effect of the serum", Bruce had said and the two super-soldiers breathed a little easier.

That was, until Sarah found out that she was way stronger than children her growth-phase. The serum affected her just like it did with Bucky and Steve, making her stronger than Natasha by the time she hit the eleven-month-mark from birth. At that time, she was already more like a five-year-old.

So, to contain her five-year-old temper and strength, she started doing fighting-lessons with Natasha and Bucky. Steve was absolutely against it, wanting his daughter to grow up save and sound without the need to ever learn to fight. Bucky had to show him five times that it was better to tame her temper and teach her how to control her power.

She did so by unleashing her daughters full power on Steve and finally he agreed with her. But only after Sarah nearly knocked him out cold one morning, when she was trying to wake him up for breakfast.

"Alright! Left! Right! Your legs, darling, you need to move your legs! Yes, good", Steve walked into the training area and heard Bucky's encouragement just before he rounded the corner. Sarah was training with her mother and her small child face was painted dark by concentration.

Bucky saw Steve approaching from the corner of her eye and smiled, before she yelled: "Enemy from behind!" Sarah spun around and jumped on her father. Her little legs wrapped around his throat and Steve recognized the move as one of Nat's favourites. He played along, despite Sarah being too light to pull that off with him, and flopped heavily on the mattress with a loud groan before playing dead.

Sarah cheered and said: "Papa, I know you're not dead! Get up!" The blonde laughed and sat up to take the jumping ball that was his daughter into his arms. "Alright, sweetheart, wanna give Momma and Papa a little time-out? Aunt Pepper and Uncle Tony wanted to take you swimming. If you're in", Steve laughed and winked at his daughter.

"Yeah, I wanna go swimming!" The little girl was so overjoyed, that she almost hit her Papa in the gut. Almost. To his luck, she missed by a hair's width and instead hit the mattress. Still, he went a little pale at this. Sarah darted off to find Tony and Pepper and Steve sighed.

"Lucky this time hu", Bucky mused and held out her hand. Steve took it and she pulled him to his feet. "She barely missed my crown jewels this time", he scrunched his nose as his girlfriend began laughing so hard, she cringed. "Hey, seems like she doesn't want any siblings then", Bucky giggled and Steve paled even more.

Bucky turned around and grabbed her bag. After a glance over her shoulder, she threw him her trade-mark lopsided grin and asked: "You wanna root there? 'Cause I'm planning on using the time our daughter is gone." The blonde was quick to follow her.

They took the elevator to their floor and Bucky carelessly threw the bag somewhere in the corner to make her way to the bathroom. "I'm gonna take a shower", she shouted at him and was gone.

Seconds later, the water turned on and Steve grimaced. He grabbed her bag and put the dirty laundry in the washer. Bucky's phone fell out of one of the pockets and Steve picked it up. A message showed on the screen.

His breath caught in his throat and he stared at the screen in shock. This couldn't be true.. could it?

so, yeah. i started a few other stories now (in case you didn't notice) because i was missing ideas for this one. o originally planned on ending it after Sarah was born, but then i wanted to pull it further and here we are. thanks to my best friend, who proof-reads most chapters, i have few new ideas and so we will go on with this story.

i will try to keep Past Desires up to date as well. look forward to the next Stucky Fic i got in store (And already mostly done) i will upload it as soon as either this story or Past Desires is finished.

also, please review if you have an idea i could use. i love those