CHAPTER 26 ONE AND ONLY
A/N: EZRIA SEX TODAY. CAN SOMEONE HEAR ME SCREAMING?! LIKE I'VE BEEN FANGIRLING ALL THE WEEK AND NOW IT FINALLY HERE :):):):):) Well here u have the net chapter of this story which I really hope u enjoy ! Thank you so much for all your sweet reviews like seriously when I first started writing I though no one was going to read it so for the one that are thank you so so much! Love u..
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A little kitten came next to me getting in between my legs. I kneeled down leaving Ezra to close the door. I picked him up, sat on the floor and placed him on my lap. I've always wanted a cat. For a moment I looked around the apartment to see that apart from a few boxes everything was the same. The only thing that was new was the cat and to say that I wasn't in love with him already was lying. "Great he stills my bed and now my girlfriend" I looked up as soon as that word left his mouth. He, too, was aware of what he had said. I smiled at him letting him know it was okay and stood up leaving the kitten on the floor. "Its me who had missed you you know." I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him mumbling an I missed you too between kisses.
ARIA'S POV
After a few minutes of a very nedded kissing we pulled back. I couldnt help but stare at those deep blue eyes as I felt that space that had grown inside me fill back up. As much as I tried denying that everything would have been okay, I knew I would have never been complete without him. And now he was back and after everything I couldnt find it in myself to be angry with him. I reached up to caress his check softly, I had missed this simple gestures. He had been staring deeply into my eyes too and he wasnt daring to move. I looked around once again. He was really back. I hugged him with all my strength tugging at his shirt. A few seconds later I felt his strong arms pull me closer. I didnt know when I had started to cry but I was now sobbing silently into his chest. When I looked up trying to calm myself, as he tried to sooth me by rubbing circles on my back, I realized we were sitting on the couch.
"Hey, are you okay?" he asked as he pulled my chin up carefully and wiped away the last tears that were running down my checks. His shirt was soaked. "I though... dont you want to be here? I can take you home if you want." I shook my head slightly. He let out a deep breath I didnt know he was holding and held me tight once again kissing the top of my head.
"Why are you crying? Did I do something wrong?" he asked. I looked up clearing my face with the palms of my hands before looking directly into his eyes. Worry was all over them. I shook my head once again.
"No you didnt" I whispered. He looked relieved. He didnt say anything else, he just waitied, giving me time to think through what was happening because in that moment not even I knew. Its mas a mix of happines and being afraid. "Its just , I dont know, being here again brought back all those memories and saying it was easy would be lying. I guess now im just afraid it can happen again." I told him honestly.
"It wont, I know it wont" he said quickly and totally convinced. I wanted to believe him. I wanted all this confusion to go away and never come back when it came to him. But this was real life, things didnt work that way. "Hey, dont over-think this. You cant do much to fix what I have done. Its my fault, I know, and im not asking for much, just for a chance. To make it right."
"Thats the problem Ezra. This is not smart and its not right either. After this months im not so sure it will be right not matter how hard we try" I looked down. "What if we are not meant to be? Then all this is useless and dangerous, you could loose your job, I could get expelled"
"Aria, where is all this coming from? I know its not smart, it isnt at all that for sure." she nodded and got up from the couch gathering her things. "But, I dont care." he said grabbing my hand. I sat back down running a hand though my hair. "If you want to leave you can, I know this is not perfect and the last thing I want to is you not being happy. I understand, maybe I cant give you want you need" he voice had gone from normal to barealy a whisper. To say the truth I didnt even know how he had managed to say those few words. He was stuggling. He wasnt looking at me, as he if he was fearing what was about to happen. And what was going to happen?
He had been two whole months away but I couldnt bame him for freaking out. After all it was true that he was dating his student. He had told me a few hours earlier that he loved that he never stopped but then again he came back with Jackie. Was I jealous or scared? All my ideas were running around my head making it impossible for me to think cleary. Thats when it hit me.
This two months I was angry with everyone, not just with him, I was broken because I thought he was giving up on us but having him here, sitting next to me... he had been scared as I was right now. Being scared had just ended up hurting both of us.
"I dont" I finally said. He looked up, his blue eyes staring directly into mine like the first day we met. He was waiting for me to continue talking. " I dont want to leave"
"So?" he asked. I just shrugged. "Well let me be honest then. I know this, us, doesnt look right, I've known from the beginning but I also know that there hasnt been a moment this has felt wrong. I really believe it never will, at least that is what I feel..."
He was right. It had never felt wrong. I looked into his hopeful ocean blue eyes. I loved his eyes. The though of leaving and never seeing him again made my stomach tie up in knots. Seeing as anyone I gave my heart to could have the chance to break it into pieces I prefered It was someone that actually loved me so, with him still staring at me, I did the only thing I could think of in the moment. No need for words.
I leaned forward and kissed him. And as always, I felt right, so so right.
When we finally broke apart I took of my coat leaving it aside and snuggled next to him on the couch. He wraapped his arms around my body holding my close. He turned on the tv and a random movie started playing. Neither of us were watching, both deep in thoughts. Im finally back home, was the last thing that run through my mind before closing my eyes and falling asleep.
A few hours later I woke up on Ezra's arms as he carried me to his bed. I groaned as I threw my arms around his neck and leaned my head on his shoulder. He smelled so good, so Ezra like. I couldnt help myself and started kissing up his neck sweetly making him moan unwittingly. I run my fingers through his hair. It was curly and longer than usual, so soft and silky. I loved his hair too.
He let me on top of the bed a few seconds later and smiled at me. "Sorry I woke you" he said. He was always so caring. "Do you want to change into some comfortable clothes? I think that t-shirt you like is somewhere in that box" he said as he pointed to one which had Clothes written on it in beg red letters. I nodded. He opened the box and start shuffling inside. Meanwhile, I stood up taking off my shoes, pulled down my jeans and took off my tshirt. I folded them neatly before placing them on a side next to the bed. Just in that moment, Ezra turned around and his mouth dropped opened within seconds. He smirked clearly enjoying the view and then walked towards me handing me his t-shirt. As soon as I had it on, one of of his hand went around my waist pulling me closer. I stood on my tip toes and leaned up as our lips met half-way. When we broke apart he left another t-shirt on his bed as he started to unbotton his shirt. I sat down on the border of the bed enjoying the view too.
He took it off an then slipped the other one on top. "Stop" I said when his hands traveled down to his belt.. he looked up with a shock expression.
"I... I though you..." he started mumbling. "Sorry" he whispered his hands trveling back up as he run them down his shirt uncomfortably, not knowing what to do.
"You really have to stop apologizing." I said getting up from the bed slowly. I took the two steps left leaving no distance between us. My hands traveled to his neck pulling him down, kissing him. As one of then kept tugging at his hair the other one traveled down to his belt. "I wanted to do it" I whispered seductively into his ear. He moaned. Once his pants where succesfully on the floor I pulled him towars the bed where he ended up hovering over me. We contitnued kissing as he started sucking on my neck leaving a mark, then my hand traveled down again. This time he stopped me and rolled to one of the sides. Did I do something wrong?
"Aria" he said pulling my chin up. "you didnt do anything wrong" he said as if he was reading my mind.
"What's the problem then?"
"There is no problem" he said and I looked at him confused. "I want to do this right, I want to gain your trust again, take it slow, enjoy every moment."
"I trust you, I do" I said kissing him up his neck once again.
"Aria" he warned. I huffed and pulled away reluctantly. "I have to ask you something in order for this to work" he said a few seconds later. I looked at him with curiosity. "Will you do me the honor of being my girlfrind?" he asked smirking.
I chuckled slighlty. "Yes Ezra, I will be your girlfriend" he gave me a peck on the lips and the pulled me closer to him before pulling up the covers. I rested my head on his chest and soon we both fell into a deep sleep. For the first time in months I managed to sleep through the whole rest of the night.
The next morning I woke up to my phone ringing loudly on the nightstand. I groaned and when I turned around iwasmet wih cold sheets. Where did Ezra go? I sat up and then I saw the bathroom door opened and the water running. As much as I was tempted to join his I decided agaisnt it. I rolled around reaching for my phone. I had a new message from the girls that were going to meet at the grill for breakfast. It had been so long since I had hung out with them. I typed a quick message and send it. The water stopped and when I looked up ezra was walking towards me with just a towel wrapped around his waist. I got up leaving my phone on the bed and wrapped my arms around his neck. I kissed him sweetly and the pulled back and walked to where I left my clothes last night. He stood there still watching me.
"That's it?" he said chuckling. "Im standing in front of you with a towel around my waist and you dont try anything?"
"hey, its you that wanted to take things slow" I said as I get dressed. "besides, I have to meet the girls at the grill for breakfast" he nodded getting some clothes and then headed back into the bathroom. When he came out I was already dressed and leaving. He walked me to the door and opened it for me.
"See you tomorrow?" he asked.
"Of course Mr. Fitz, first period" I said smiling. I leaned up and kissed him and then I was walking towards my car. Ten minutes later I parked my car next to the grill. The girls were already sitting inside. As soon as I walked in the three of them stood up and hugged me.
"We missed you" said Hanna handing me the extra coffee the had ordered. "and I can see you have lots to tell us" she said pointing at my neck. I looked down and saw the love-bite. Crap.
"Well" I started saying thinking about how could I explained everything that had happened in this few day. As I was about to continue talking my phone started ringing. "give me a second" I said and picked up the call.
"Hey mom" I said.
"Good morning sweetie" she answered. "Are you with the girls?"
"Yes we're at the grill having a coffee I'll be home soon though" I told her hopinh she would just hung up.
"Okay so how was your night, sis you have fun?" I sighed as I rolled my eyes.
"Yes mom, I loved spending the night all together again, I missed them" I said. Then I felt three pairs of eyes on me with confusion all over them.
"Okay well get going your father wants us to prepare a nice lunch" After that she was off. I bloked my phone and left it on top of the table .
"Hanna's right for once, you dont have a lot of explaining to do" siad Spencer. " You can start by saying for who we were covering last night, apart from you"
"Yes well I promise I will tell you everything, but right now I have to head home" I picked up my things and stood up. "Tomorrow after class at mine?" I asked. The all nodded as they waved goodbye.
I got insidemy car driving home. I stop at a red light and sighed happily. Everything was falling back to its place piece by piece. I park in fornt of my door and got the things out of the car closing the door behind me. As soon as I opened the door the voice of my mum from the kitchen gretted me.
"Aria, is that you?" she shouted.
"Yes mom" I said. A left my bag on the sofa and soon my mom appear through the door. I smiled at her sweetly as if I hadnt spent the whole night with my english teacher/boyfriend. She stood there with a weird look on her face. She wasnt saying anyhting she was just staring. She closed her eyes for a second and when she opened them she finally talked.
"Aria, what is that on your neck?" My mouth dropped opened. Shit I thought.
A/N: Hey so there are some part that I read through and others not so sorry if there are any mistake. As always leave ur thoughts of this chapter, I think the eria part turned out no so bad! 35R till next :) See you all soon!
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