Author's Note: I'm tired... Enjoy if you can. The next chapter though *dies*
John, if you don't love me anymore, just tell me. I can't sit here and read these letters when all you talk about is Todd Daniels. It hurts too much. Obviously he makes you happy. The way you write his name with such care is proof enough. I can't spend the next year waiting for a man who doesn't even care about me. Why can't you just tell me? Why can't you admit that you care for him more than me? Are you in denial? You can't just stick around with me if you aren't happy because I love you and there is nothing more important to me than your happiness. I wish you could see that. So stay with Todd Daniels if you want. This distance is just too much. You can't lead me on like this, John. I wish you could just be honest.
Sherlock.
"You think I love Todd? He's my friend. I love you and I can't believe you would doubt that. Yes, the distance is hard. Just because I can't hold you every night doesn't mean I don't want to. I'm yours and I don't want to be anyone else's. That night when I told you what that meant… That meant nothing to you? I can't change your mind but if it helps I'll say it again. I am in love with you! I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I wish you could see that.
John."