Dear Diary,
So today is Friday. It's our anniversery and I'm really fucking nervous. I'm scared I'll be bad at It and Frankie won't love me anymore. I hope he thinks I'm good.
What if he doesn't?! I mean he could break up with me and I'd be alone again! I can't be alone again.
-real life cuz I can-
"Gee? Baby you in there?"
Quickly closing his diary, Gerard opens the door.
"Oh I'm glad your here Gee. I got us movies! I picked your favourites and I'm gonna make some food. You stay in the living room because I have a surprise for you and I need to get it ready. Please baby?"
"Sure Frankie. Oh by the way, happy aniversary. I love you."
"I love you too baby."
Grabbing the movies, Gerard goes into the living room. Gerard decides to put Legion on since it is his favourite movie of course. He smiles a little thinking about how sweet Frankie is to get his favourite movie.
Gerard is so immersed in his thoughts that he doesn't notice Frank walking in with two plates.
"Gee honey you wanna help me?"
"Yeah sure. Sorry about that I was just thinking."
"About what?"
"How sweet of you to get my favourite movie of all time."
"Aww it's no problem baby. I like doing things like this for you."
"Your so adorable honey. What did you make?"
"Veggitarian pasta, your favourite."
"It is! How'd you know?!"
"I pay attention to the things you do and eat and say. Then I do small things like this because I wanna be the greatest boyfriend I could possibly be."
"You already are even if you didn't do stuff like this I'd still love you."
"I know but you deserve being treated with respect and love."
"Aww! Stop it your gonna make me cry and it's gonna ruin my makeup!" Gerard whines.
"Sorry baby. Let's watch our movie and eat."
Frank sits down on the couch with his bowl in his lap. Gerard copies but moves so he is next to Frank. They start watching the movie.
By the time it's half way through, Gerard has moved onto Frank's lap and is curled up in his arms.
By the time it's over, both are nervous and excited for their first times.
Frank leads Gerard to the door and stops him.
"I have a surprise for you. It's in there. Wanna see?"
"Yes! Show me!"
Frank takes Gerard's hand and leads him through the door.
Scattered all across the room are flower petals painted black, some candles that give off light and a box on the bed.
"Frankie this-this is beautiful! I don't know what to say to this!"
"Open your present love."
Gerard walks over to the box and picks it up, opening it slowly. He turns wide-eyed as he sees what's in the box.
"Oh Frankie, it's beautiful!"
Inside is a necklace that has a heart and two rings. One ring says Frank and the other says Gerard. The heart says forever.
"I can't accept this! You spend way too much money on me already!"
"Baby it's fine. I have enough money for that. If I wanted I could have bought you ten of those and still not even make a dent in my bank account. Besides, I wanted to get you something that reminds you that I'm yours forever."
"You are the greatest boyfriend ever! God how did I get so lucky?"
"Shh. Here let me put it on you."
Frank walks over to Gerard and takes the necklace. He brushes Gerard's hair out of the way and kisses his neck. He undoes the clasp and puts it on his boyfriend. He does up the clasp and turns Gee around.
"How do I look?"
"Beautiful as always."
Blushing Gerard says, "Shut up. I am not."
"Of course you are. You're the most beautiful man I've ever seen. You captivate me by your beauty.
"Your hair," He touches Gerard's short, white locks.
"Your eyes," Frank wipes the tear slowly forming in Gerard's eyes.
"Your lips," He brushes his fingers over Gerard's lips.
"Your beautiful, pale skin," He kisses his neck softly.
"I love everything about you Gerard."
"Oh Frankie..."
He silences Gerard by pressing his lips to Gee's. They kiss slowly and softly as Frank pushes Gerard back against the bed.
"Frankie?"
"Yes?"
"I love you."
"I love you too Gee."
Frank lowers Gerard onto the bed and climbs on top of him.
"Are you sure Gerard?"
"Yes. I want you."
Frank places soft, light kisses on Gerard's cheeks, lips, and neck. He brings his hands underneath Gerard's shirt and pulls it off.
Almost instinctivly, Gerard moves his arms to cover himself.
"Don't hide. Your beautiful."
Frank moves Gerard's arms away from his chest and places delicate kisses on him almost as if he would break under Frank's touch.
Gerard is really nervous. He doesn't think he's gonna be good enough. He has no experiance and he doesn't want Frank to laugh at him. He starts to relax as Frank kisses down his chest and stomach.
Frank lingers at Gerard's navel, slowly working his way down. He nips, licks and bites Gerard's pale skin on his way down. Soon Frank reaches Gerard's cock and he runs his tounge teasingly around it.
"F-Frankie! Stop teasing!"
In response, Frank takes Gerard's cock down his tight throat, grinning as Gerard moans.
"Oh! Frankie! There, there there! FUCK!"
Gerard grabs Frank's hair and tugs it while Frank sucks him. Not long after, Gerard moans and cums down Frank's throat.
"Was that good Gee?"
Gerard sighs and nods.
Frank reaches over and grabs some lube off of the table. He coats three fingers and slips one inside Gerard.
"I'm sorry baby, it'll get better I promise," Frank says to Gerard, kissing him.
Soon Frank is able to slip all three inside and Gerard moans.
"Frankie! Please! I need your cock!"
Frank grabs the lube once more and coats his cock. He pushes into Gerard slowly letting him adjust.
Once Gerard gives a nod, Frank starts to move.
"Oh Gerard you're so TIGHT!"
"Frankie fuck me harder!"
Frank speeds up trying to find that magic spot inside of his lover.
"FUCK! FRANK RIGHT THERE! FUCK ME THERE!"
He grins and keeps pounding into that spot inside Gerard moaning along with him.
"FRANK!" Gerard yells out as he cums all over their stomachs.
"GERARD!"
They collapse on each other and try to catch their breaths.
"Wa-was that good?"
Frank looks over at Gerard and gives him a look. "Gee that was wonderful. You have no idea how much that was for me. To know that I was your first and to be the one to cause you that much pleasure? It was so exhillerating. God I love you so much."
He snuggles up to Frank and says, "I love you too."
They fall asleep, wraped up in one another's arms.
[ Sorry this took so long! To make up for it, sex. -Eliza Sykes]