Undiscovered
Chapter 26 – Love Like Magic
It wasn't until the next morning Addison awoke. Derek was still asleep in his uncomfortable chair. She looked around the room, seeing more clearly then yesterday. Slowly he opened his eyes and smiled at her. "Good morning beautiful."
''Hey.'' She smiled.
"How are you feeling?" He stretched out.
''Like I got hit by a car.''
"Sorry baby, but better than yesterday?"
''Yeah.'' She nodded.
"That's great." Derek smiled widely and kissed her good morning.
''My vision is better.''
"I'm glad."
''Yeah me too.''
"I love you so, so, so much Addie."
''And I really, really, really love you too.''
"I hope so." He smiled widely.
''I do.''
"How's the pain today?"
''I can handle it.''
"It's not better yet?"
''Well it's definitely better with meds.''
"Good." Derek smiled at her, glad she wasn't feeling as bad as the day before
''Yeah.''
"Do you want me to get you something?"
''Hmm I would like something to eat.''
"That I can't do, sorry."
''Why not?''
"Because I can't bring you food."
''Why not?'' She asked again.
"Well, Miss three year old, because the nurses bring you that."
''No I'm hooked up to this wire giving me some kind of food.''
"Just wait."
''But I'm hungry.''
"Addie, wait."
''Nooooo.''
"Stop whining."
''Stop telling me to stop whining.''
"Then just shush Addie. I can't get you food."
''Yes you can.''
"How?"
''The cafeteria.''
"Well, Miss Smarty Pants, you're not allowed to eat without the doctor telling you it's okay to eat."
''So?''
"So you won't eat now."
''I don't like you.''
"I don't like you either." He grinned.
''Then what are you doing here?''
"Looking after you."
''I can look after myself.''
"You get cranky when you're hungry."
''Shut up.''
"Just proving my point, besides in ten minutes the rounds start."
''I don't care.''
"Addison, that means there will be a doctor, here in your room and he could tell you that you can eat something."
''Unless he says no.''
"Well, he doesn't hate me that much."
''What?''
"Nothing, he'll say yes."
''If you say so.''
"Well, I hope so." He pecked her lips.
''Do you think I can go home tomorrow?''
"Sweetie, maybe in a week."
''I don't wanna stay for a week.''
"You maybe have to."
Just then the door opened and Doctor Arquette stepped inside. "Good morning Miss Montgomery."
''Morning.'' She simply replied.
"How are you feeling today?" He looked down at his charts.
''Oh just great.'' She replied sarcastically.
"Vision any better?" The doctor chose to ignore her comment.
''A bit I guess.''
"Any appetite?"
''God yes.''
"Okay, so you can get something to eat. But you have to stay here for ten days."
''Ten days?''
"Yes, I'm sorry but ten days."
''Why?''
"For observation. Everything looks fine now, but this can change quickly, so ten days to be sure."
She sighed. ''I have school and my exams are in four weeks.''
"I'm sorry, but you could study here or re-take them."
''I guess.''
"Do you have any questions?"
''No.''
"Okay, see you in the afternoon then. Oh and you can get up for an hour every day ."
''An hour...''
"Yes, I'm sorry."
''Not your fault I guess.''
"Well, see you later then." He walked out of the door.
''God...I hate doctors.''
"Come on Add, you wanna be one."
''I know.'' She chuckled, running her fingers through her hair. Derek smiled at her "I'll get you some food. What do you want to have?"
''Uhm...a hamburger.''
"Healthy honey, healthy." He laughed and got up.
''Hey I deserve one.'' She laughed too.
"And what for?"
''I was in a coma!''
"Exhausting, but you'll get your hamburger."
''Thank you.'' She smiled sweetly at him.
"I love you too." He grinned and walked out.
She lay her hand back against the pillow, waiting for him to return. After a bit Derek walked back in, with a hamburger and fries, just in case.
''Hmm that smells good.'' She held her hands out.
"And she doesn't even say Thank You." He sighed dramatically and handed her the food.
''I love you.'' She grinned, shifting on the bed so he could sit next to her.
"I'll sit on the chair, last time I was next to you, you almost choked to death."
She pouted her lips. ''Please.''
"Promise you won't die?"
''I'll try.''
"That's my girl." Derek smiled and sat down next to her, pulling her close.
She smiled and lay back against his chest. She had missed laying in his arms. Derek smiled at her and leaned back.
''Do you want a bite too?''
"No, thanks."
''Fries?''
"Nope, all yours babe."
''Okay.'' She laughed, looking at him.
"What?"
''Thank you for taking care of me.''
"Not a problem, you know I'd do everything for you."
''Yeah.'' She smiled a little.
"What's wrong?"
''Why do you think something is wrong?''
"Because you didn't actually smile."
''Doesn't mean anything is wrong.''
"Okay."
She took another bite of her hamburger.
"Enjoy."
''Thank you.''
Once her hamburger was done, Derek pulled her closer to him. A yawn escaped her lips and she closed her eyes.
"Wanna sleep?"
''No.'' She shook her head.
"What do you wanna do then?"
''Take a walk?''
"Okay." Derek got up "You sure?"
''Yeah, you just need to help me getting out of this bed.''
He helped her to get up. "By the way people can see your panties." He grinned.
''Oh.'' She felt herself blush from embarrassment.
"Come on Add, you're hot."
''What?'' Her head shot up.
"I just said you look hot."
''Oh...thank you.''
"Welcome." He grinned at her.
She sat back down on the bed.
"What?"
''I can't really go out of the room looking like this.''
"You're beautiful and you can have my jacket."
''Thanks.'' She smiled at him.
He handed her his jacket. "Won't cover the red panties though."
She gave him a look.
"Sorry sweetie, I'll walk behind you."
''No.''
"You sure?"
''Yeah.''
"Don't wanna go out?"
''I do but not like this...''
"I'll bring you your clothes tomorrow."
''Just pyjamas please.''
"Nothing else?"
''Clean and erhm...appropriate underwear, toothbrush, makeup, text books, my notes, iPod, slippers and some candy please.''
"You don't own appropriate underwear and what would you need makeup for?"
''Yes I do! And hello look at me.''
"You're beautiful and where do you keep this appropriate underwear?"
''My laundry drawer.''
"But you never wear that..."
''Oh no?''
"No."
''I do.''
Derek grinned at her, still not fully believing it. "What's inappropriate then?"
''Lingerie.''
He rolled his eyes and pouted. She gave him a look.
"Yes?"
''Bring those things for me please.''
"I will, want me to go now?"
''No and oh, bring me the laptop too.''
"Anything else Ma'am?"
''Hmm not that I can think of, maybe later.''
"Okay then, what do you wanna do?"
''Well I don't know, I really wanted to get out of this room but well…''
"Come on, I can walk behind you."
''That's ridiculous.''
"Why?"
''Because it is and I know you, you'd walk away.''
"Why would I?"
''You're you.''
Derek feigned hurt. "Meanie."
She sighed. ''Promise to keep me covered up?''
"Of course, this" He pointed at her body. "is for my eyes only."
She rolled her eyes playfully.
"What? You know I'm right." He smiled smugly.
''You're making it sound like you think you own me.''
"I do on Facebook." He grinned.
''Oh shut up, you only did after you had this whole fight with some guy who kept buying me back.''
"So? I got you back, didn't I?"
''Yes you did.'' She rolled her eyes again.
"And that's all that's important to me."
''I just don't understand why you have to fight with some guy over the internet for a picture of me when you see me every day.''
"Just because, be happy I love you so much."
''I am, more than you can imagine.''
"That's my girl." He smiled.
She smiled at him.
"Now get up. "
She laughed at him, slowly getting up again. He guided her in front of him. "Happy now?"
''Very.'' She tried to take a few steps, making her legs wobbly.
"Can you walk?"
''Yeah.''
Derek put his hands on her hips to stabilize her. She tried again, still shaky. "Gonna be okay?"
''Yeah.'' She nodded bravely.
"Okay, but tell me, if it's too much."
''I'm not dying.''
"I know, just being careful."
''Okay.''
Slowly they walked towards the door. She took a breath, finally able to walk a little more stabilized. He pecked her neck as they walked in the hall. She held onto his arms. "You okay?" She nodded.
"Okay, where do you want to go honey?"
''Uhm walk for a bit and then cafeteria?''
"Walk inside or outside?"
''Both I guess.''
"Yeah, those panties are suitable for indoor and outdoor activities." He smirked and put one hand on her butt. "Red lace goes with everything."
''I'm never wearing these again.''
''Hey!'' She couldn't hold back a laugh.
Derek smiled and pulled her closer "It's true..."
''Oh yeah?'' She smiled too as they walked over the hallway.
"Yeah, red lace goes with everything."
''I'm never wearing these again.''
"And why not?"
''Bad luck and embarrassing moments.''
"But they're hot."
''Thanks.'' She said sarcastically.
He laughed at her, if she knew what embarrassing things had happened.
''Don't laugh.''
"I won't dare again."
''Good.'' They headed towards the elevator.
"Satan." He whispered.
''You're right behind me, I heard that.''
"Well, I wanted you to hear that." he rolled his eyes at her
''Not nice.'' She pushed on the elevator button.
"Not nice would be me stepping to the side now, because all the guys are looking right now."
''They're not.''
"They are, turn around."
She turned her head.
"See?"
''They're just standing there.''
Derek rolled his eyes. "They were looking at you."
''Sure.'' She stepped into the elevator when the door opened.
After the walk they sat down in the cafeteria. "Do you want something?" Derek asked.
''Hmm I'd like a sandwich.''
"Want me to get it?"
''Uhm yes?''
"Okay, anything else?"
''Orange juice please.''
"Alright." He smiled at her and walked away to get food.
Addison smiled contently, she finally felt happy again. She looked around the cafeteria, feeling lightly uncomfortable. A few minutes later Derek came back, setting down a tray in front of her. ''Thanks.'' She looked up at him, smiling.
"Not a problem, anything for you." He grinned and sat down next to her. She leaned forward, pecking his lips. Derek grinned, knowing everyone could see her panties now, but slowly kissed her back. She nibbled on his bottom lip, not realizing what was going on. He slipped his tongue into her mouth, massaging hers. She placed her hand on his cheek, deepening the kiss. He pulled her closer and kissed her heatedly. A small moan escaped her lips.
"You better sit down again." He mumbled.
''Hmm?''
"Panties showing."
''Oh.'' She sat down quickly, her face flushed.
Derek smiled at her. "Now finish your food."
She began to eat her sandwich.
He smiled and watched her
''What?''
"Nothing."
''You're looking at me strangely.''
"I am not, I'm just thinking how happy I am you woke up."
This made her smile. Derek smiled back at her.
''I love you.'' She whispered.
"I love you too, more than anything else."
She smiled widely at him.
"And since I love you, I want you to eat."
''I am.'' Addison chuckled, taking another bite of her food.
"That's my girl."
She gave him a smile. ''Want a bite too?''
"No, thanks."
''You have to eat too.''
"But I'm not hungry sweetie."
''Still.'' Suddenly she moved her hand over her stomach when she felt a heavy pain stab.
"What's wrong?" His eyes widened in shock.
''Nothing.'' She plastered a smile on her face.
"Addison." He warned.
''I'm fine, it's just a little pain.''
"Addie, what is it?"
''Just a little pain stab.'' She tried to wave it off.
"Get up, we'll see a doctor."
''I'm fine, really.''
"Addie, please."
''I'm fine really, just wait.''
"Are you sure?" He was concerned about her well-being.
''Yeah.'' She nodded quickly.
"Pain better?"
She nodded her head although it was a lie.
"Add, don't lie to me."
''I'm okay.'' Tears sprang into her eyes.
Derek quickly got up "I'll get you a doctor."
''No.'' She shook her head violently.
"I don't care if you want me to Addison." He rushed towards her doctor, who was walking down the hall.
The female doctor looked up surprised when she saw him ran towards her.
"I... I need your help, something's wrong with my fiancée."
''What's wrong with her?''
"She has pain stabs."
''Where is she?''
"Over there." He pointed at her.
She rushed over to Addison who was almost doubling over with pain. Derek walked after her, worried about her. ''Ma'am are you okay?'' She asked calmly to which Addison just nodded, biting on her bottom lip. His eyes were horror-stricken. ''Do you have stomach pains?'' She nodded again. Derek just watched them. ''Let's take you to an exam room.'' She held her hand out for Addison which she took.
Once in the exam room, the doctor let Addison lie down. Addison lay down on the table, still clutching her stomach. "Okay, I'm gonna do an ultrasound. I need that chart, now!" She said to a nurse. The nurse ran out of the room. "I'm Doctor Johnson by the way. Since when does your stomach hurt?"
''A few minutes ago.''
"Where exactly does it hurt?"
''Here.'' She mentioned towards her stomach.
The doctor looked worried, quickly doing an ultra sound, she was afraid an artery burst. Addison felt her eyelids getting heavy. Doctor Johnson sighed with relief "Why are you here Miss?"
''Car accident.'' She mumbled.
Just then the nurse rushed inside and handed her the chart, which she flipped open. "Okay, it's just the drugs wearing off, I'll give you something for the pain, okay Miss Montgomery?"
She nodded, her eyes already closed.
"Okay, but stay with me please." She quickly injected her some pain meds. Addison didn't reply.
A few moments later the doctor was done. "Miss Montgomery?" No reaction came from her. "Miss Montgomery!" The doctor repeated, this time louder. She lay motionless. Doctor Johnson quickly pushed the button on the wall and sent Derek out of the room.
A few hours later Addison woke up in her hospital bed. A bit later the door opened and Doctor Johnson walked inside. "Miss Montgomery?"
''Yes?'' She looked up.
"How are you feeling?" The tall blond doctor slowly stepped inside.
''Okay I guess.''
"Is the pain any better?"
''Yes.''
"That's good." She smiled. "Do you have any questions?"
''Where's my fiancé?''
"He got something to eat."
''Oh okay...''
She looked at her patient, seeing the books next to her. "Med school?"
She looked at the table next to her, smiling as she realized Derek must've gone home when she slept. ''First years.''
"Hmmm, hard?"
''Actually, I don't find it that hard.''
"That's good, it'll get worse, in the last year I used to study 14 hours straight."
''I bet.''
She smiled. "Good luck with that."
''Thanks.'' Addison gave her a small smile back.
"Welcome." She walked out of the room.
Addison looked at what Derek had brought. After a few minutes Derek walked in, with a sandwich. "Hello sleeping beauty."
''Hello prince charming.'' She smiled at him. He sat down next to her and pecked her lips.
''What happened?''
"You passed out from the pain."
''Oh...''
"You better now?"
''Yeah.''
Derek smiled back and wrapped his arms around her.
''We didn't get to go outside.'' She pouted.
"Tomorrow?"
''Yeah. And I forgot something you need to bring me tomorrow.''
"And what?"
''The pill.''
"What for?"
''What do you think?'' She rolled her eyes.
"You won't need that while you're here."
''It's not only for birth control honey and I still need to take it anyway because once I start again that doesn't mean it immediately works.''
"Okay, okay."
''Thank you.''
"Always hun."
''Did they tell you where the pain came from?''
"No, I think a cracked rib..."
''When did that happen?'' She looked confused.
"Car hitting you sweetie."
''Didn't feel it before and it's not a rib.''
"Next time ask the doctor."
''I felt it in my stomach.''
"I'm sorry sweetie."
She was silent for a few moments. ''Derek?''
"Yes?"
''Do you think that erhm...'' She hesitated.
"What's wrong?"
''Do you think I can still have kids?'' She whispered.
"Yeah, I think so."
''Do you think they could do an exam?''
"Want me to get the doctor?"
''Not now.''
"Okay honey and FYI I don't care if you can't have kids."
''But I do...''
"I'm sorry."
''It's not your fault.''
"I'm still sorry Add."
''What if I can't?''
"Then nothing changes between us."
''Yes it would. I know you probably don't care whether having a baby or not but I really, really want a child.''
"I do too, but you're the most important one to me."
She sighed, looking at him.
"Really, everything will be fine Addie."
''I don't know...''
Derek sighed and pulled her closer.
''Why does everything always have to go wrong, why can't I ever just be happy?''
"Honey, it will be okay."
''But what if it wont be?''
"Then we'll see."
''Now that's a great future foresight.'' She said sarcastically.
"Addie, look, I can't tell you what to do when you can't have kids, but there are other options, you know."
''Like?''
"Adopting."
''I want my own babies...''
"I'll get you a doctor now."
''No.''
"And why not?"
''Because...it's already late.'' Truth was, she was scared to hear the answer.
"Don't be scared honey."
''I'm not.'' She lied.
"Liar, I'll get you a doctor now."
''Derek don't you dare.'' She warned him.
"And why not? I want to know too and I know so do you."
''Because Derek...I'm scared alright.''
His eyes softened. "So you don't want to know?"
''I do...just not now.''
"Okay." He kissed the top of her head.
''Are you going home tonight?''
"If you want me to."
''Oh.''
"Addie, want me to stay or to go?"
''Whatever you want.''
"Well, normally I'd stay, but not if you don't want me to."
''Why do you think I don't want you to?''
"I don't know if you want me to stay, that's why I'm asking."
She shrugged.
"Honey?"
She looked at him.
"Do you want me to stay?"
''I don't care.''
"Then I'll stay." He shrugged.
She didn't say anything but was happy he wanted to stay. Derek pulled her closer and dropped a few kisses on her neck.
''Derek?'' She asked quietly.
"Yes?"
''I love you.''
"I love you too." He whispered back.
Tears filled her eyes.
"What's wrong?"
''Nothing it's just...I love you.''
"I love you too, more than anything or anyone else in this world
Tears made their way down her cheek.
"Sweetie, are you okay?"
She nodded, wiping away the tears quickly.
Derek pulled her a little closer and kissed her cheek. She moved close against him. He rested his head on her shoulder.
''Derek...if we can have children...when would you want one?''
"In a year?"
''A year?''
"What about you?"
''I guess the same.''
"Or sooner..."
''Yeah?''
"Hmhm."
''What about school?''
"I don't know... Maybe not sooner..."
''Wow talking about making up your mind.'' She chuckled.
"Shut up." He laughed "But I'd like to just be with you for a year."
''What do you mean?''
"Without anyone else, which includes a child, sorry sweetie."
''Why?''
"Because you're my fiancée."
''Your point?''
"I'm not a sharer." He mumbled.
''What?''
"I just want you, just you, for one year, okay?"
She burst out in laughter. ''Do you think our own baby is going to take me away from you?''
"Yes." He pouted.
She laughed at him. ''Cute.''
Derek smiled and quickly kissed her. She closed her eyes, softly kissing him back. He pulled her closer, deepening the kiss. She turned in his arms, loosely wrapping her arms around his neck. Slowly he parted her lips with his tongue. She let out a little moan, massaging his tongue with hers. Derek moaned as well and pulled her closer. She moved so she was in his lap. He ran his fingers through her long auburn locks. She tilted her head to the side a little. He moved one of his hands up and down her back. Another moan came from her.
Slowly he moved his lips to her neck, softly sucking on the spot behind her ear. Derek continued to suck and lick her soft skin. She automatically started to move her hips. He moaned lowly and slipped his hands under her nightgown thing. She felt him harden under her. He moved his hands up and down her sides and stomach, slowly north. She let out a staggered breath. He lightly bit down on her collar bone, massaging her breasts. She moaned loudly, slipping her own hand under his black shirt. Derek pulled her closer and moved his lips to hers again, kissing her heatedly. She kissed him back passionately.
Their tongues danced in circles around each other. She slid her hands down to his belt buckle. Derek let his fingers travel down her stomach. She unbuckled his belt. His fingers played with the lacy waistband of her panties. Addison moved her hands down over the bulge in his black dress pants. He moaned loudly and kissed her harder. She began to massage him. He continued to moan, slipping one of his hands into her panties.
She let out a loud moan. ''Derek?''
"Hmmm?"
''Can we do this?''
"Why not?"
''We're in a hospital.''
"You don't think we can?"
''Don't you?''
''This can't be legal.''
"It is legal." He laughed.
''How do you know?''
"Well, why would it be illegal?" He kissed her neck again.
''Because it's a hospital.'' She closed her eyes again.
"Hmhm..." He lightly sucked on her neck.
''And there are sick people here...''
"Mhm..." He couldn't care less and moved his hand up and down her inner thigh.
''And people who are dying.'' She tried her best not to moan. Slowly he slipped his fingers just under the edge of her panties. Addison captured her bottom lip between her teeth. "Think we shouldn't?" He whispered in her ear. She nodded. "Want me to stop then?" She shook her head. "Good." He moved his hand into her already wet panties and sucked on her collar bone. She let out a rather loud moan, wanting him to continue badly.
"What do you want me to do?" Derek grinned and brushed his fingers over her clit once.
''Hmm do that again.''
He did as she said, but again just once. She felt her breath getting hitched up in her throat.
"Is there something you want?"
''You.''
"And how?"
She opened her mouth but then closed it again. ''Derek...''
"Mhm?"
''I'm not going to dirty talk in a hospital bed.''
"Come on Add." He moved his fingers over her clit again. She let out another moan. ''No.''
"Please?" Again he moved his fingers.
''Can't you just shut up and finger me?''
Derek grinned and slipped two fingers inside of her. She threw her head back moaning. "You better be quiet." He began to move his fingers rhythmically. ''I can't.'' Addison moaned out. He smirked and kissed her to muffle the noise. She immediately started kissing him heatedly, resting her arms on his shoulder to keep herself up. He pumped his fingers faster. She moved her head, biting down on his shoulder to not scream out in pleasure. No one could make her feel like this. Derek brushed his thumb over her clit.
''Derek!'' She felt herself being close to the edge. He loved the way she moaned out his name and moved his fingers quicker. After just a few seconds of this she breathed out a heavy 'I love you', her orgasm washing over her, taking over all of her senses. Derek watched her with a smile on his face. "I love you more." He said as she couldn't protest right now. She rested her head on his shoulder, trying to catch her breath. He removed his fingers and kissed her shoulder.
She pulled back a little so she could look at him, still breathing irregularly. Derek smiled at her and pecked her lips. ''Thank you.'' She breathed. "My pleasure." She smiled tiredly at him, pecking his lips. "You tired?" He mumbled in between kisses.
''Yeah.''
"Wanna sleep?"
''Do you?''
"Hmm, no, but you're the tired one."
''Well...did you want sex?''
"Add, not if you're tired."
She looked at him hesitantly.
"What sweetie?"
''I- err...you expected sex...''
"No, Addie, really."
''What?''
"I didn't expect sex."
She raised her eyebrow at him.
"I'm serious."
''Someone disagrees with you.'' She mentioned to his erection.
"That's your fault." He laughed.
''Sorry.''
"No problem." He pecked her lips.
''Are you really okay with sleeping? Because you should just be honest.''
"Yeah I am, just have to take a cold shower."
''Really?''
"Yes."
''You could just...you know.'' She couldn't help but laugh.
"What?" He frowned at her.
''Never mind.'' She chuckled.
"Seriously, tell me."
''Noh-thingggg.''
"You're horribly mean."
''You can shut up now.'' She moved so she could lay with her back against the bed.
"Horrible, horrible person."
''Shush you.'' She whacked him with a pillow.
"That's what I get for making you come?"
''Yes.'' She smiled sweetly at him, putting the pillow back under her head.
"You're not really grateful, are you?"
''I was a spoiled kid.''
"And I give and give and never get anything back." He laughed.
''Liar.''
"Oh yeah?"
''Yeah.''
"Like how?"
''You know how.''
"No, I don't." He smirked at her.
''Yes, you do.'' She closed her eyes.
"Nope, I can't think that far back."
''Your problem.''
"You're cruel."
''C'mon let the poor sick girl sleep.''
"You sounded really poor and sick a few minutes ago." Derek smiled and pulled her close to him.
''I'm that good.'' She laid her head on his chest.
"And at what?" He dropped a few kisses on her ear.
''Everything.''
Derek laughed at that.
''Can you like, talk to me until I'm asleep?''
"Talk about what?"
''I don't know, stuff.''
"Hmmm, okay, you won't even give me a hint?"
''Talk about whatever floats your boat darling.''
"Hmm, well I love you more than anything in the world and still can't believe I'm actually with you." He started. A smile spread over her face as she closed her eyes. "Every morning I wake up next to you, I'm thanking god for this. You're amazing, beautiful, smart, funny and seriously so hot." She sucked in her bottom lip, trying her best not to get emotional.
"Every day with you seems like a dream and I hope I won't ever wake up from it, because you're all I've ever wanted."
''Really?'' She whispered.
"Of course."
''Thank you.'' Her voice broke.
"Hey, what's wrong?"
''That's so sweet.''
Derek smiled. "And true.''
She cuddled closer against him.
"Want me to continue?"
''Please.''
He smiled and pulled her close. "Well, every time I see you, my heart skips a beat, Mark calls me pathetic and weird already." He chuckled. She closed her eyes again. "When you smile it's like I'm under a spell, I love you so much it hurts sometimes." Addison smiled widely, feeling so happy. "And at night, when you sleep I love to watch you, I know, you think it's weird and creepy, but I still love doing it." She laced their fingers together, he was everything she could possibly ever wish for. "I couldn't imagine how my life would be without you here." She lifted up his hand, placing a kiss on top of it.
Derek smiled "I don't want to lose you, ever." He whispered.
''I don't want to lose you either.'' She whispered.
"And you won't."
''Good.''
"Yeah." He placed butterfly kisses on the back of her neck.
''I love you so, so much, you can't even imagine.''
"I think I can."
''You really can't. And I know I'm a bitch a lot of the time but that's because I'm so afraid that one day we will be lying just like this and then suddenly you'll tell me that it was a joke to you for the whole time and you never loved me.''
"Addie, I'd never ever do that. You're the one that I want, I'm not joking, you're the one."
Tears filled her eyes. ''I know and that's why I feel so guilty but I've had so many nightmares about this and when I wake up and you're next to me I really don't know how to feel.''
Derek pulled her closer. "You have nothing to feel guilty for honey, I'm sorry I yell at you a lot."
''I make you yell.''
"Hmm, sometimes." He smiled. "But that's a part I love about you."
''That I make you yell?''
"Yeah."
''How?''
"I don't know, I never cared enough about someone to actually yell."
''What an honour.'' She joked.
Derek laughed. "Well, I love you, no matter what I say or do sometimes."
''Ever truly hated me for something?''
"No, I never would. You?"
''No but I really didn't like the times you left...''
"I'm sorry Addie."
''Don't apologize.''
"But I am."
''Don't.''
Derek pecked her cheek. "Okay, okay."
She smiled. ''Will you continue?''
"Continue with?"
''Talking while I try to sleep.''
He smiled. "Sure."
She closed her eyes smiling, no way she was going to sleep now.
"I don't know how to survive without you, you're my oxygen and I'm pretty afraid you'd realize you're way too good for being with me." He said quietly.
''I'm not, I'm really, really not.''
"Yes you are Add, you'll realize."
''I'm not.''
"You are to me."
''What do you mean I'll realize?''
"That you maybe don't know how amazing you are."
''Maybe you just don't know how amazing you are.''
"Trust me, I do." He said smugly. She laughed softly.
"But Addie, I love you so so much."
''I love you too baby.''
Derek tried to peck her lips, but failed.
''Hmm?''
"Nothing, attempt to kiss you failed." He laughed.
''Oh.'' She smiled.
"Yeah, so if you'd turn around..."
She turned her head. "Thank you." He said, before kissing her softly. She tenderly kissed him back.
Derek pulled her closer, deepening the kiss. Addison tried to show him how much she loved him through the kiss. Slowly he slipped his tongue into her mouth, massaging hers. She rested her hand on his cheek. He ran his fingers through her silky long hair. She kissed him lovingly. His fingers stroked up her spine. Their tongues duelled against each other.
He moaned lowly, pulling her closer. She was the only one he had ever had tingles in his stomach with. She could feel her love for him going through her body, if that was even possible. Derek kissed her heatedly, wanting her to know how important she was. She shifted her body so they were closer. He again began to lick the flushed skin of her neck. She let out a moan. He grinned against her neck and placed kisses on the spot behind her ear that made her knees go weak.
''Hmm Derek.''
"Yes?" He mumbled.
She pulled away a little to look at him. ''Will you make love to me?''
Derek looked back at her. "Are you sure?"
''I am.''
"Then of course I will." He whispered and inched closer. She smiled at him. He captured her lips with his, kissing her softly. She softly kissed him back. He slipped his hands under her nightgown, running them over her soft skin. She moaned into his mouth. Derek pulled her on top of him and grinned at her.
''No.'' She shook her head.
"Why?"
''I don't want to.''
"Okay." He pecked her lips. She moved back on the bed. Derek moved on top of her, gluing his lips to hers again. She immediately kissed him back.
Again he let his hands wander under her nightgown and he pulled it off, starting to trail kisses down her neck. She moved her hand to his pants, pulling them down.
He massaged one of her breasts with his hand and placed butterfly kisses on her chest. He massaged one of her breasts with his hand and placed butterfly kisses on her chest. She felt butterflies flying up and down her stomach. Slowly he began to remove her panties. She pulled off his shirt.
His hands roamed her body, not leaving a part untouched. Addison ran her fingers over his chest.
He moved one of his hands up her inner thigh, agonizingly slow, continuing to kiss her chest. She lay her head back against the pillow, playing with the waistband of his boxers. He placed kisses on her breast, sucking on it. She pushed down his boxers. Derek circled her nipple with his tongue. She moaned his name. He kept on doing what he was doing. She tugged at his arms. He looked up at her. She looked back at him. He gave her a smile and waited for her to either nod or shake her head. She gave him a quick peck on the lips.
"That a yes Miss Montgomery?" He mumbled against her lips. ''Yes.'' She smiled. He smiled back at her and kissed her softly while carefully entering her. She moaned in pleasure before her eyes opened in shock. ''Wait!''
Derek stopped and looked at her questionably.
''I didn't take the pill remember?''
"Damn it."
''Sorry...''
"We can't just that the risk, can we?"
She shook her head.
"Okay." He sighed and pecked her lips, before pulling out of her.
''I really am sorry.''
"Don't be Add." He gave her a smile. She gave him a small one back.
"Sorry as well, forgot about it."
''Not something you're supposed to remember.''
"Why not?"
''Why should you remember about my pill?''
"Yeah, but still." He pecked her lips.
''What?''
"Never mind." He laughed.
''Kay.''
Derek leaned over and softly kissed her. Addison closed her eyes and softly kissed him back. He wrapped his arms around her to pull her closer. He kissed her back, running his fingers up her thigh. She pulled her panties back up.
"Meanie." He mumbled.
''Do you want some nurse to walk in?'' She pulled her night gown thingy back on.
"You're still cruel." Derek pouted and also got dressed again.
''You love that about me.''
"Nope, not right now."
''Hmm.'' She laid back against the bed.
He pulled her close again. She jumped when suddenly it started to thunder. Derek had to bite a laugh back and protectively wrapped his arms around her. She snuggled deeper into his arms.
"Nothing to be afraid of." He whispered and dropped a few kisses on her hair.
''I know.'' She whispered, feeling quite embarrassed.
"And it's not bad being afraid of it." he said quickly.
''I'm not afraid.'' She lied.
"Course you're not."
''I'm not!''
"I just said you're not."
''Mhm.''
"Night Addie."
''Night honey.''
"Sleep well."
''You too, sweet dreams.''
Derek pecked her cheek and pulled her closer.
''One more kiss.''
"On the lips?"
''Where else?''
"Just asking." he grinned "Turn around please."
She turned her head to him, capturing his lips with hers. Derek kissed her softly, threading his fingers through her auburn locks. She sucked on his bottom lip, sweetly tracing it with her tongue. He parted her lips and slipped his tongue into her mouth. She moved her hand to the back of his head, playing with the curly ends of his hair. He massaged her tongue with his. After a few moments she gently pulled back a little, pecking his lips a few times.