Dis: I don't own, sadly.
Epov:
December 10
5:00 am
"Hello Edward." Carlisle smiled backing away.
Everyone else stayed standing over me, grinning like if I was a new pet.
"W-where am I?" I asked looking at each one.
"Everyone, sit down." Carlisle said.
Everyone backed up and saw them sit down together on the huge couch. I sat up slowly and stared at them. Until now I didn't realize how beautiful they looked.
There was the tall blonde. She was wearing this skirt and a tank top. Her blonde hair was curled and up in a ponytail and she looked so familiar;
This tall hot blonde babe put down her shopping bags and stood there. I totally wanted her for my girlfriend. I got up and tried to fix my messy hair and smiled cute at her, "My name is Edward, what's your name hun?" I asked sounding cool. Her eyes opened wide, she probably liked me too and was shy now, and then she smiled, "Rosalie. Rosalie Cullen." I grabbed her hand and kissed it like a gentlemen.
"Emmett do you mind if I… if I date your sister?" I asked. Rosalie's eyes opened huge and she started looking nervous…
"Not at all bud." Emmett the big man said.
Rosalie then turned to glare at him, "Actually Edward, I'm married to Emmett. Sorry. Maybe you could be with someone your age… and height." She said smiling and went to go sit next to Emmett…
She still looked the same, even though that was years ago. Exactly the same. I looked at Emmett who was sitting next to her and he winked at me, he still looked the same too, I think he got bigger,
I was walking home from school when right in front of me this HUGE guy and skinny guy come out from the bushes and start fighting like animals. It was the coolest thing! I heard them growl and I gasped. That was SCARY COOL! I wanted to growl too. They both looked at me and all of a sudden I felt scared for a second and then it went away, "OH GOSH! YOU GUYS HAVE TO TEACH ME THAT!" I shouted. The blonde haired guy laughed, the huge guy looked at the blondie weird and then smiled at me, "Ugh, sorry Kid. No can do." He said. I wanted to cry, I wanted to fight like that and then I'll be the most popular! They both just looked at me and then I got mad, "Fine! I don't care; you look like a big ugly stupid bear!" I shouted and I ran to my house. Then when I came home I saw my mom with something on her stomach and she was bleeding. Then the two mean guys came in and blondie took my mom and dad to the hospital and the big guy, Emmett took me to his home to play video games…
I looked at the short pixie next to him and I gasped.
"Hello Edward." Said Alice Cullen.
"You-You…" I closed my eyes and remembered that time, my teacher,
… "Here, Mrs. Cullen" Bella whispered.
I was watching them, our teacher looked so familiar and she was acting extremely nice to Bella…
"Call me Alice." Mrs. Cullen smiled and then looked down at the book and then the book fell on the floor like magic, "Bella, I'm so sorry. But do you mind picking that up?" she asked.
Bella nodded and kneeled down and I saw Mrs. Cullen looking at the top of her head, concentrating. Bella got back up, but Mrs. Cullen continued to stare down.
"Edward." Whispered Bella waving her hands for me to come with her.
I walked and we both called on Mrs. Cullen, but she didn't say anything, but then she huffed and then stayed quiet. I watched her face and saw it was getting really mad when Bella gasped. I looked at her and saw her looking at the desk, so I looked too and gasped. Her hand was in the desk. She's so strong!
"Alice?" asked Bella and I did the same.
She shook her head and then she looked at us, but Bella and I were kind of still looking at her hand. Alice gasped when she saw us staring and looked at us, "Ta Da?" she smiled nervously.
Bella and I looked at each other scared and were about to scream when she put her hands on our mouths, "Secret, please guys…"
Alice was giggling and leaned to the guy next to her. Blondie, Jasper.
I don't remember much about him, just that he took my parents to the hospital.
"Why am I here?" I asked looking at Carlisle who was sitting next to his wife, the one who made like a million sandwiches for me, Esme.
"Edward?" Dr. Cullen looked at me questioning, "Don't you remember?"
"Remember wha…"
My parents are dead. They died in a car crash. I saw them, burned and destroyed. I have no more parents… It's my dad's fault. He's not my father… Carlisle is letting me stay in his house. I have a lot of paper work. I might go into foster care…
I groaned and lied back down and covered my head with my hands, my head wouldn't stop thumping now. I heard whispering, but stayed still fearing that if I moved, my head would explode.
"I'll go get you a Tylenol sweetie." I heard Esme say and walked away.
The whole room stayed quiet and I sighed, "What time do I have to be in the police station?"
"No. You won't be going to that … damn police station until you're ready." Carlisle said.
I turned my head to look at him, "But I have to get those papers… you heard that officer."
He shook his head and said through clenched teeth, "You don't have to do anything Edward, not until you're ready. And that officer, well he could go …" He stopped when he heard a giggle.
I looked at Alice and saw she was covering her mouth with her hand trying to stop, "I'm so sorry, it's just funny, Carlisle mad and stuff." She sounded muffled.
Everyone else nodded, "Welcome to our house." They all said in unison. I nodded still feeling my head throbbing. I closed my eyes and started counting when I felt a cold hand on my shoulder, "Dear, here some pills for the pain." Am I that obvious?
I opened my eyes and slowly sat up taking the pills and swallowing them with the water. Esme sat back down next to Carlisle and they were all looking at me.
"What time is it?"I asked. I just asked for the time, but what happened next, completely took me of guard.
"I can't do this." Esme cried standing up and running up the stairs.
Emmett stood up too and left with Rosalie following and Jasper also stood up shaking his head saying, "I can't look at him without remembering…" and left. The only people that stayed behind were Carlisle and Alice. They both looked troubled.
"I'm being a burden huh?" I asked sighing.
I should just go to the police station…
"No! They just can't believe you have to go through this. Stay. We already have a room for you." Carlisle whispered.
"I should just go…" I said.
"No! You're staying Edward! We want you here and you're staying!" Alice screeched and pouted, "We finally get you back…"
Get me back?
They're your family Edward. You're real family.
"Alice, that's enough." Carlisle said and stood up, "Alice, why don't you show him his room."
Alice squealed jumping up and grabbed my arm and rushed me up stairs. My head was getting better, but it still hurt, "Alice, head." I groaned.
"Oops! Sorry." She giggled and didn't rush me as fast as before.
We went up the stairs up to the third floor. We went to the first door on the left and we stood there, I don't know why, but we did.
"This… this is your room Edward." She whispered and opened it.
The room. This room was so familiar. It feels like it was mine, since forever. The leather couch on the wall next to the window, the wall sized window, the black circle bed across from it. I went farther into the room and looked at the big shelf next to the couch that had collection of music, and as I read these bands, I felt like these were my pride possessions. And next to that shelf was a huge cabinet that had a collection of books. So many books, which made my heart, beat faster. I felt like these things were all … mine. I turned around to Alice, but a picture caught my eye.
Ah, that picture said the voice smiling.
I walked closer to it and it was right next to the bed.
The picture was of a woman, but not just of any woman, but an adult picture of Bella. She was standing in front of a river and she was wearing this amazing white gown that made her glow, her smile was perfect and pure. Her hair was pulled halfway up and the rest of her hair came down in waves down to her waist and the paint captured its beauty and shine. She was looking down and when I followed her gaze, she was looking at a little girl. A stab of familiarity hit my heart. She looked exactly like Bella, except her hair came down in small ringlets down to her waist and her hair color was light brown with a touch of bronze. Like my hair. She had my jaw structure and her eyes had a tint of gold in them. Why gold? Who are these? Why are they so familiar? I know that's Bella, because she's been in my dreams, but who is the little girl? I got my answer when I looked down at the bottom of the picture and read; My Two loves, Isabella Marie Cullen Whitlock and Renesmee Nessie Cullen.
Renesmee? Renesmee Nessie Cullen. That name, it tugs on my heart. But why?
I reached out to touch the picture when I heard someone clear their throat. I turned around quickly and blushed when I saw Alice staring at me, "So…?"
"Whose room is this?" I asked.
She seemed taken aback by my question and stuttered, "A-a brother. Why?"
I nodded, "This room…" I trailed off when I saw the excitement in her eyes and the hope.
"Yes! This room…?" She was literally jumping.
"… Is really cool." I was now too scared to tell her how I really felt about this room. How I felt this was all mine. She stopped jumping and huffed, "Right, yeah, I know."
I nodded and watched as she left, and when she did. I walked to the door and locked it and slowly walked back to the picture, My Two loves, Isabella Marie Cullen Whitlock and Renesmee Nessie Cullen. Isabella, Bella. I looked carefully into the picture and saw the river behind her and it caused my heart to leap, it looked too familiar. I looked back at the little girl.
She's cute, isn't she? Asked the voice sighing happily.
Yeah, but she looks really familiar … the hair...
I waited for the voice to respond back and give me an explanation, but nothing. I shrugged it off and walked closer to the picture and gently reached out to touch it. It bounced back a little and I noticed something hiding behind it. I opened the picture and noticed paper. Paper. I grabbed the one that looked like it was about to fall off and read it,
Dear Edward,
I truly miss you, I hope you miss me too; I have news for you… They are not the best of news you will receive, in your return home please meet me in our secret spot, where I will reveal my deepest secret. I'm sorry, My Heaven.
With So much Love,
-B.W
My heard began beating faster and my head was pounding now harder than ever. A strange sound came out from my chest and realized it was a sob. A sudden haze clouded my vision,
I was standing in this meadow. I turned around completely and noticed the river … River? The picture! I heard a sob behind me and I turned back to see Bella sitting down in the middle, the sun hitting her beauty perfectly. She was wearing this blue muslin gown and her hair was down and she kept on running her hands through it. Her face looked pained and she kept on looking behind her.
"Hey!" I called out walking toward her, but it was like she didn't hear me, "HEY!" I shouted louder still making my way to her. She didn't even move. All of a sudden … the guy … the guy who looks A LOT like me came out from her left and was wearing those old English suits and rushed to her side and kneeled down, he cupped her face, "My love. What is wrong?" he asked hurriedly. Her tears were running down her face.
"E-Edward." She stuttered.
I walked closer, could this be Bella and I? Am I dreaming? Am I going to look like him in the future? Realizing that they couldn't see or hear me, I walked closer, like next to Bella close. He stroked her cheek and gave her a smile.
"I-I-I am dying…" she broke down then and cried her poor heart out and sobbed. I looked at Edward and saw his face turn hard and tortured.
Bella was dying?
"I don't understand you … What is wrong with you?" He asked.
She looked down and began playing with her fingers and explained her disease that was weakening and killing her slowly, that she had less than two years to live. My eyes were big and my breathing was faltering. She couldn't die, she can't. I saw her innocent eyes lift up and look at Edward. His face was like a poker face; no emotion and dead. She looked back down and hugged her torso and began crying harder and was rocking herself. I tried to hold her, but I went through her instead.
"H-How do you know this?" He finally asked.
"I g-got the sickness when I was seven. I didn't want to tell you because I thought you wouldn't want to be with a fragile girl like me. I know it was selfish of me. I'm sorry" She whispered.
He got up and turned so his back was facing us. I was getting piss by the second so I got up and went to him and tapped him on his back, but the electric charge took over and suddenly I was pulled in him. I became Edward Cullen. My vision was so freaking perfect I could see EVERYTHING! My hearing was really good, so good I heard Bella get up and began walking away from me. Instincts I think, took over. I was with her in three easy long strides and touched her soft delicate warm hands. She turned around and looked at me, a smile formed my lips.
"Bella, YOU are nowhere near selfish! Don't be a fool. I love you Bella we'll make the best of the days you have. Make me a promise though…" I said like these were the words that were meant to be said.
She nodded and I smiled big, "Promise me that you'll always love me like I will always love you." I hugged her small waist and pulled her closer to me. Her warm body against my cold one… cold?
She looked up at me and smiled,"I promise, my heart and my love will always belong to you, as well as after my death."
I began leaning down to kiss her, when my head began pounding harder and harder, faster and faster. I pulled away quickly and grabbed at my head. The throbbing was unbearable.
I opened my eyes and saw that I was back in the room, not the meadow. My heart was pounding fiercely against my chest and I felt like if I just relived a memory…
I put the letter away as the pounding continued and grabbed another,
Dear My Edward,
Oh how much I miss you!
My heart aches for you as do my lips! Every time I hear your name
My heart skips a beat and I begin to cry. I will be returning home soon!
I Love you my dearest Angel,
With Much Love,
-B.W
My head felt like it was hot and a hammer was full on speed pounding my head. I threw the letter back and closed the secret spot and walked to the bed. I lied down and put all the pillows on top of my head. I could hear my heart thumping on my head.
"Edward!" shouted someone behind the door.
The pain was so much I barely heard. I groaned and turned around, my back facing the door. My head wouldn't stop throbbing.
"Edward, we're going in." I then heard the door open and a cold hand on my head, I sighed at the nice cold temperature.
"What's hurting." Carlisle asked hurriedly.
I ran my hands through my hair and rubbed my head.
"His head." Said another voice… Jasper?
I nodded and winced at the movement.
"Edward, take these. These are for migraines." Carlisle said thrusting his hand to my face.
I grabbed it and drank it without water.
"These will take a while to kick in." Carlisle said.
I groaned and felt my headache getting worse. I whimpered and felt tears coming down my cheeks.
"Carlisle." I whispered feeling the pain growing.
Poor … boy …. Affecting …
What? That sounded like Jasper. I looked up to look at him, "What did you say?" I whispered.
His eyes opened wide and he shook his head, "Nothing little man. You need rest." I felt myself calm down a little.
… Sorry … at least … calm…
"I heard you. What did you say?" I growled out to Jasper.
"Edward, I said nothing. Carlisle?" Jasper asked.
Carlisle looked troubled and shook his head, "He said nothing Edward."
Then what was that?
Could … possible … power? Now it was Carlisle. I looked at both of them and felt the pain in my head hurt more and more. I roared when the pounding began hitting harder and I shook my head.
"Edward, Edward! We need you to calm down. What do you feel?" Asked Carlisle professional sitting down next to me and touched my forehead with his hand. It felt a little better.
"Head." I panted clutching on to my head.
Alice…
"What about Alice?" I groaned to Carlisle and then gasped when my head felt like it was to the point of the biggest pain.
"What?" Carlisle gasped.
"You said Alice." I whispered.
Jasper and Carlisle looked at each other and quickly left the room…
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