Deprivation Chapter 26

EPOV

Well I'm here, sitting at the bar of DESIRE. I know its table service because the barman reminded me yet again as he had to bring a stool out for me, but I don't feel comfortable in one of the big couches by myself, it's much more natural to sit at the bar. I thought I might have a problem avoiding Emmett tonight but it seems he is meeting Rosalie later again.

So it begins. It won't be long before they are picking out crockery and moving in together and I'll only get to see him for an hour or so after work for a beer. To be honest, Jasper is just as bad and when I think about it now he has definitely been missing in action quite a bit for the last few months. I can understand him not saying anything to Emmett as he's a bit over protective when it comes to his sister but after what I saw in the bar I'm convinced he's seeing Alice on the quiet.

I always knew they would both settle down eventually and have been looking for the right woman for a while, not that either of them would come out and admit it, but they have been much less active with random females lately. Emmett was always a player, his first thought when we went into a new bar or club was always about the ladies. I'm the only one out of the three of us who doesn't believe in it, you know; true love, being with someone forever, marriage, monogamy and kids.

I suppose that is why I'm sitting here on my own in a sex club on a Saturday night and they are both spending time elsewhere with someone special. I order another drink and the barman asks if I want a tab, reminding me subtlety that it's not free this visit. As I sit sipping my beer I can't help looking around at all the women who pass through the bar. I've learnt my lesson on trying to smell everyone because I really don't want to be thrown out of here, so I'm sitting back and just watching. It is really incredible the number of people who are here on a normal weekend night and I wonder if this just a regular venue for some people, just a part of who they are. All manner of people, ages, shapes, sizes and for some reason I get the feeling she is here somewhere. I can't explain it but I know she is. I look at my watch and its 10.30pm, a bit earlier than last time, but I can't sit still for much longer so I decide to go and see what is happening in the rest of the club. Who am I trying to kid? I'm going to see if I can smell her anywhere. One whiff of that scent and I'm going into the room, whatever is happening in there.

As I stroll along the corridors, all I can concentrate on is finding her scent, there could have been anything happening in any of the open rooms and I wouldn't have noticed. I was finally standing outside the SENSORY SUITE, so I took a deep breath and opened the door. I made my way into the changing room and looked once again at the long list of do's and don'ts. I'm killing time, I know that, part of me really wants to go in there and just see if she is in there, but the rest of me is worried she won't be and what a let-down that would be.

"This is fucking ridiculous man, sort yourself out" oh now I'm talking to myself now, that is not a good sign.

I quickly get undressed before I change my mind. No what am I thinking? I'm not going to change my mind because what is the worst that could happen? I sit in there like a prat waiting for her and she doesn't show and I get lucky with someone else. As quickly as that thought pops into my head, I throw it out. I'm not here to get lucky with just anyone because I could get that anywhere. I'm here for one reason only...to see if she is.

As I walk into the room I remember to follow the rope around the room until I've passed three knots. This time I'm not alone, there are other people in here. I can hear things are happening and I can smell sex but what I can't smell is strawberry and coconut, so I know she is not here, yet. I keep telling myself to be positive. I sit as close to the female changing room door as I dare, anyone who comes in will have to go past me and it will give me chance to smell them as they do. As the door opens I suddenly realise I've given no real thought to what happens if someone comes onto me in here. How do I say no thank you when I can't speak? I try and rack my brain to remember the rules on the wall in the changing room and I'm sure that I have to pat someone on the shoulder three times if I'm not interested. I suppose that is better than a smack in the teeth for an inappropriate grope.

Luckily who ever came in was looking for something specific because she didn't come past me, so she must have gone the other way, towards an area where you could join in something that was already happening. I relaxed and enjoyed the solitude and the dark, it was just so freeing.

I was brought back into the present when the door next to me opened and I was almost knocked sideward by a blast of my new favourite scent. My dick reacted instantly and was up and twitching before she was even completely through the door. I wanted to get up and reach out to her but I didn't want to scare her so I sat still and waited for her to reach for the rope.

She didn't move though, she was standing just by the door. I could tell she stayed still because I knew her scent would have wafted about with any movement she made. I was dying to just go to her, but I needed her to come to me given she ran out last time. I was sitting on the bench so she could approach me, other than that if she sat down I could then approach her. (Shit this was so confusing, trying to remember all the rules and different scenarios that were allowed).

I held my breath as she finally sat down next to me. I knew she couldn't see me, but she would probably be able to smell me as well and I'd made sure to put on aftershave this time. I took a deep breath, just to make sure, and then I stood up and moved in front of her.

Now I was here in front of her I was so fucking nervous. My dick had other thoughts though and was actually reaching for her, pointing directly toward her like a magnetic pull. I leant forward to touch the top of her arm and I slowly traced all the way down it until I held her hand. Then I raised it to my mouth so I could kiss her fingers again. I really hoped she remembered I'd done that last week and from the gasp that came from her I think she did.

Once my lips were on her skin I couldn't stop kissing her. This was a totally new sensation for me, I never kissed my 'partners' and usually I was behind them so I didn't have to even look at them.

I kissed and nipped all the way up her arm and onto her collarbone, her skin was like silk, so smooth, and that combined with her scent was so intoxicating that I was having trouble concentrating. I wanted to throw her down on the bench and fuck her stupid, but at the same time I wanted to take my time in a huge old big bed where I could explore every inch of her. As I get my head back in the game I start to work my way across the bottom of her throat and across the other collarbone. I'm glad I can feel skin and not just sharp bone, she has curves, I know she does and I'm going to find out shortly as I make my way down her body. First though I have to worship her boobs, I need to get those nipples back where they belong and my mouth waters as I think about it. I take a big swallow of air and encase her nipple with my lips.

I suckle and nuzzle like a new born baby, I really can't get enough of her breast into my mouth. I lick and nip and suck and pull on her nipple until it's so hard I'm frightened I'm hurting her. She hasn't made a sound, I know she is not supposed to in here to but a sigh or a groan would be helpful. As I move to worship her other nipple I can feel her arm is raised and as I drag my hand along it I realise she has her hand over her mouth. That makes me smile and I up my game, I'm definitely affecting her, so I start to work her other nipple. It reacts exactly the same and as I back away I can't help but take hold of both of her nipples and start to tweak and pull them. I can hear her moaning now so I move back in to kiss them because I'm going to venture downwards, she was happy giving me a blowjob, let's hope she is ok with me returning the favour so to speak.

I start to kiss across her boobs and slowly move to concentrate my efforts between them. I know if Emmett was in this position he'd definitely want to motor boat them but I don't want to do anything that spooks her so I start to gently kiss all the way down her stomach. I bring my hands up and place them on her waist so I can feel her skin, and in response to that she brings her hands onto my arms and there it is, the tingle and the warmth. I was starting to panic because I hadn't felt it, but obviously the trigger is when she has her hands on me. I couldn't help but groan, I loved the feeling of my skin reacting to her touch, the goose bumps were back and it just emphasised my need to consume this woman.

I moved my hands and grabbed the top of her thighs so I could pull her forward a little and open her legs at the same time. As soon as I did that I was hit with another wave of her scent her arousal, she smelt so enticing like she was made just for me. My patience left me and I just couldn't wait any longer to taste her. I kissed her stomach and with each new kiss I moved a little further down, I was giving her enough notice where I was heading and she wasn't stopping me so I kept going, with each kiss I was waiting to hit pubic hair but there was nothing because shit, she was completely bare.

I never really did oral sex, it wasn't a good fit with alley sex, and as I never took women home it happened very rarely. Another big no no for me was someone who didn't look after themselves down there, nothing worse than having to fight your way through a forest to find the secret entrance. So to feel that she was completely bare was definitely a big turn on, not that I needed anymore encouragement. I stopped right above her clit and kissed her, asking for permission to dive in. She responded instantly, opening her legs just a little wider, so I took my first taste, a great big lick from as far back as I could reach, right up to her mound. My tongue exploded with the taste, it was spicy and sweet and it just sat on my taste buds, I don't think I was ever going to be able to taste anything else ever again. I was completely lost, I just needed to taste her over and over so I set about teasing and licking and kissing her from her clit to as far round as she would let me go. I finally bought my hand up to her mound and I very gently pulled he clit hood back so I could expose her little bundle of nerves. I was just about to suck it into my mouth when she stopped me, I just froze , no please don't make me stop, not now, I chanted to myself.

I backed away from her. I really didn't want to go too far and make her run, because I thought she was as into this as much as I was, let's face it she came back didn't she? I was about to sit upright when her hand suddenly flew to the back of my head and pushed me back to where I'd just been, I grinned, breathing out a huge sigh of relief as I kissed her puffy lips and plunged my tongue as deep inside her as I could reach.

Her body tensed almost immediately, I felt her pussy walls try and clamp my tongue as both of her hands came up and grabbed a handful of hair. As she started to come she pulled on my hair again and it was the first time anyone had ever done that and I fucking loved it, my dick was ready to explode and I hadn't even been touched really. I pushed my finger into her pussy and started to stroke around the top wall of her pussy, I could feel how wet she was, how much I was affecting her so I moved my tongue to her clit and gently bit down and then pulled on it gently.

She came so hard she literally squirted all over my face and it was fucking amazing. I tried to swallow as much as possible and I kept licking and lapping at her pussy just to make sure I didn't miss any. I wondered if she was able to come again and as I decided to see if she was up for it she jumped up and pushed me away.

"I'm so sorry, I don't know how that happened, I'm so sorry, sorry" she whispered as she made her way towards the exit door and then she was gone.

I was still on my knees, my face still wet with her juices. What the fuck just happened?

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