A/N:
The last line to Mocking bird is: The cries are clear... Okay well thanks for the reviews on the last chapter and I am proud to say that Mocking Bird actually came to me in one of my famous realisitic nightmare dreams and I just couldn't get it out of my head.. Okay so I apologize for any mistakes I might've missed while writing this, I kinda had music blareing in my ears and couldn't pay attention much (thanks a lot bro...oh well)...enjoy...
~Chapter 25: She Just Has To~
(Seth)
I am on my feet without hesitation and heading toward the exit of the house as soon as they said it. Rain, my Rain, was found and now in the hospital fighting for her life. By what Sam had told me she had been found an hour ago and is currently in surgery for some reason, serious sergery. I don't know why she is in that bad of a situation but I do know is that I need to be there as soon as possible to see her. To see if she is alright.
Oh how I hope she's alright. I thought.
But as I'm about to open the door to exit the house, Sam grabs my arm. "Nobody visits her for more than one reason."
"Oh and what would those reasons be?" I growled turning to face him.
Sam released my arm, motioning for me to sit back down. I don't for a minute but sit down reluctantly to hear what he has to say, the others all had blank expressions. Leah looked at me with sympathy.
"One Dr. Cullen said nobody can visit Rain until she is stable." Sam said calmly. "Two nobody of this pack will visit her because she is now an enemy."
"What?" I shouted.
Immediatly I'm on my feet and shaking in sudden rage, this happened to be the first emotion I have felt besides lonelyness and sadness for the past four days. Everyone rises with me but nobody moved, probably because I haven't moved quite yet. The rage grows stronger as I let my gaze sweep over them, nobody disagreed with Sam and nobody agreed. All were thinking what they would do if they were in my situation.
"Sam you can't keep me from my imprint!" I shouted swinging my head to face my alpha.
He was calm as he spoke. "I know you don't want to be kept from her, I certainly wouldn't like it if someone kept me from Emily. But because Rain has killed a person on our land she is our enemy Seth, she could hurt som-"
"No she couldn't" I objected. "She wouldn't hurt anyone, it was the moon's fault."
"We know but-"
I swung my head to glare at Leah. "But nothing! I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear anything from anyone I'm going to see her dangerous or not."
"Seth calm down." Embry said.
Thats when I realized I was shaking worse and right outside my breaking point. Which means if I'm upset even the slightest bit I'll end up phaseing. This is probably why Emily, Kim, and Rachel took Claire and retreated from the kitchen. Just in case I did phase and attack someone.
"No I won't calm down-"
"You have to and listen." Sam said.
Okay that's when I snapped and right before I phased I broke through the back door and outside just so I wouldn't hurt anyone. "Fuck you, I don't want to listen to anybody's reasons on why I can't be with Rain!"
And with that I burst into my wolf form and shot straight into the forest, destroying the undergrowth as I charged through. Who the heck do they think they are telling me I'm not allowd to see Rain because she's a 'killer'? Well they didn't actually say killer but I could tell they were hinting at it. And just the hints made me angry, I will not say my Rain is a murderer; it wasn't actually her fault either so it doesn't count. Sure she killed her mother and nearly killed Cactus and injured the pack, but it's not her fault.
It was the full moon's fault that lead her to her blood thristy rampage. Which wasn't much of a rampage considering it didn't last long and she ran off as soon as she saw me.
Seth come back. Leah's thoughts entered my head.
Why should I? Ya'll won't let me see Rain so I'm going to visit her.. I paused before adding. After I get new shorts from home.
Please don't be mad. Leah begged.
I snorted and picked up my pace as I realized she was nearing my location, so pretty much nearing our house since I was almost home. I will be mad until Rain is no longer an enemy of our pack just as the Cullens are no longer our enemies.
That's not my descision to make. Leah stated. Sam has to say-
I phase back, sneak inside, and climb the stairs to my room...
. . .
I try to walk as calmly as possible into the main room of the hospital, and has now been an hour since I found out Rain was found. It took me forever to lose everyone, it's a good thing only Jacob and Leah are allowd to cross the border (they technically don't belong to Sam's pack, like me but Jacob doesn't want to admit he started his own pack). They are the only ones who are with me on saying I shouldn't be kept from my imprint. So now they are either outside waiting for me or visiting Nessie at the Cullens' house.
"Excuse me, I'm here to visit Rain Duel." I told the woman at the front desk.
She looked up with a bored look on her wrinkly, old face she did and said nothing for a moment, taking her large round glasses off and looking at a computer screen. Curling gray-red hair was tied in a tight bun with a pencil stuck into it. This matched her unhappy expression to haave to work and find out where Rain is.
"She's in room 2C blue wing." the woman said.
"Thanks." I said with a forced smile and left.
Wow, Rain's room is just across from Cactus's room. Very...odd. Maby Dr Cullen put them in the same hallway on purpose. It didn't take long to find her room and I, without permission, went inside emmediatly. Carlisle was there writing on a clipboard and as I entered he looked up with a sort of grave frown on his face. This made me freeze, breath caught in my throat now.
Carlisle stepped aside, to reveal her...
My imprint was attached to more machines than Cactus and looked even paler and more dead than alive. Red stained gauz was tied tightly around her torso, arms, and neck. Every place she had been injured, only I think she was worse than how she looked. The gauze that was tied around her torso had a much larger blood stain than the others. I was left speechless as I robotically stepped over to her bed.
"She stabbed herself." Carlisle whispered.
I looked at him, tears brimming my eyes. "Why?" I choked.
"She didn't want to hurt anyone else so she tried to kill herself. To get a full description of what she was thinking when she stabbed herself, ask Edward he tried to stop her." Carlisle explained.
"I-I just wanna be here when she wakes up." I stuttered slightly.
Carlisle sighed, placing one cold hand on one of my shoulders. "Seth, she may not make it she may not have been paying attention much but she managed to stab herself at an angle that was 95% fatal she only has a 5% chance of living."
And the tears arrived but I did not leave I grabbed a chair and sat down, burrying my face in my hands. "She has to survive, she just has to." i cried softly.
A/N:
Ha Ha! Rain is hated and in the hospital with very little chance at survival..I am so evil Aren't I? Oh well ya'll gotta love me anyway... x3
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