A/N: Another chapter, I've found that if I write it on a note pad the idea flow more freely and I can write quicker. It may help that I can do it at school as well as at home :D
I didn't have time for previews I thought I'd just give all my reviewers the present of a whole chapter seen as it was finished!
Disclaimer: Everything Twilight isn't mine but everything else is!
Bella's POV
Soon after my knuckles cracked a familiar snuffling sound was all around in the forest. I just waited for him, or them to find me. When I felt the ruff fur of a hound been pressed on my back I knew he'd found me.
"Hey Jake," I smiled at the russet coloured wolf, I wasn't peppery but more down beat and calm, I wasn't acting upset despite the hole I felt in my chest. Jake instantly knew something was up and wandered off into the brush to change and quietly came back as a human boy.
"What's up Loca?" Jake questioned as 3 other snouts wandered into the small clearing.
"Not much," I sighed, I knew I had to give a better answer to prevent Jake getting annoyed at me. "Did I tell you about Edward?" I asked to start the conversation off, so he knew the basics and he knew he didn't have to have this talk with me but he'd asked what the matter was and I was going to answer.
"Not that I remember..." Jake smiled innocently. HE forgot everything so even if I had told him he wouldn't remember, he was like a goldfish. Apparently they only have 3 second memories.
"Edward is one of mum and dad's friends from high school's son. If you get what I mean?" It had sounded better in my head, but out loud it sounded almighty confusing. Jake just nodded his head with a massive grin on his face, to tell me he got it even if I sounded completely deranged.
"Well Edward had the same problem I have; you know the shyness and fainting? Well he got over it. But when Edward and I met, we just fit. Perfectly. So we started dating. But..." I got interrupted by Jake jumping up from his spot on the fallen tree trunk and screamed, "WHAT!?" and the proceeded to pace back and forth wearing a hole into the floor.
"Yes I was dating him..." and again I got interrupted by his demanding voice, he was obviously thinking about kicking Edward's ass, but this wasn't Edward's fault it was my own.
"You've known him 2 weeks and a bit though you've already dated him and broken up with him? Bella!" He scolded "How long were you dating?" Jake was getting worked up, and when he gets angry he changes into wolf form, I think it's a survival thing. Though this time I wasn't sure why he was getting worked up over something so petty but he was probably thinking the worst or was angry with me, I wasn't sure.
"We started dating on the second day we were here; you know the day you visited. Why are you getting so stressed over this?" I was starting to get slightly worried for my safety because he was shaking so badly I knew he would have fazed if he wasn't compressing it, hence why he was shaking. That was how much effort he was putting behind stopping it.
"You know what it doesn't matter. Why don't you tell me what's happening."Jake's voice had calmed but his body did not want to, resistance was futile by this point, he wasn't going to calm down now he would have to compress it until he absolutely had to faze.
"Well we dated and it was his birthday yesterday, but I broke up with him because he yelled at me, made me feel uncomfortable, so I decided I needed to get over my shyness before I could date him, before I could date anyone. When he argued back, a lot of other points came to mind of why we shouldn't be together. The main point being that we would both get hurt at the end of the relationship, having to leave each other behind. But I thought the longer we let the relationship went on the more hurt it would inflict on us, however I might have been wrong but if the pain is any worse than this, then I don't want to." Surprisingly I was crying infact I didn't feel anything, I was numb from all emotions I'm sure you could see it in my eyes as well.
All through my explanation Jake's shaking got worse I knew he wouldn't be able to hold it off much longer. It was as if he was allergic to talk about Edward. He quickly stood; he managed to get out a few words of explanation through his gritted teeth.
"I'll be back in a minute." He said with a hell of a lot of pain in his voice, he didn't even have time to go into the brush and strip he just burst out of his shorts and human body and into the furry ball of mess that needed cutting badly.
"No you won't you need shorts. Go home," I chuckled; he refused my orders and shoved me in the direction of the camp. I slowly walked, thinking of whose I'd have to ask for. Emmett's would be too wide, Jasper's too thin and Edward's per...fect, damn it! Knowing this information I walked even slower to camp not that it stopped to inevitable.
Great now I have to speak to him. I through a quick death glare Jake's way and sauntered over to Edward's tent and heard the unmistakeable sound of the old game boy. I giggled.
Emmett's POV
My god, I could have killed my brother. When I saw him have a go at Bella I felt like throttling him! He should have known that would have made her withdraw. He used to hide. Bella did very well and managed to stay in people's view but didn't speak. I felt really sorry for her, Edward was supposed to know how she felt and work around that. He didn't though he just treated her as he'd treat everyone else. In a way that was good but she needed to have some respect off him.
After all he had been through it, but I suppose he'd never been on the other side of things and didn't know how to treat her, like me and Alice have had to with these pair.
But anyway enough about them more about t me! I took Rose on a date the day before the party. I got some lovin', I mean kissing. She said it was her first kiss, and if it was she truly knew how to kiss.
I think I can die happy as long as I have my Rosie.
Jacobs' POV
Bella was s o upset and it was her own fault, I couldn't say anything because the poor sod that was Edward hadn't done anything but say one sentence angrily at her. I do that all the time she hardly closes off to me anymore.
As much as I want to be with her I want her happy and if he's the key then I won't stand in the way.
A/N: R&R please, whose POV next? :D
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